After being loved by a yandere, she turned black

Yan Jingxiu scratched his head in annoyance. Whenever he encountered something concerning Li Chu, he always felt helpless.

She would rather cry in Song Wan's arms than in his arms.

Yan Jingxiu knew very well that Li Chu did not depend on him. It was because he had hurt her so much that she had no dependence on him at all.

After all, it was all his own fault.

Xu Huaiqing also did not leave. He leaned against the wall dejectedly, staring at the woman crying bitterly in the ward through the glass window.

Li Chu did cry many times, but most of the time she shed tears silently by herself, and rarely did she cry out loud as she did now.

Her crying could be heard through the doors and windows, it was depressing and painful.

But it's better for her to vent it out like this, so that she won't keep all the emotions in her heart and get sick. Her current physical condition is not very good, and if she suppresses her emotions, it will be easy for something to happen.

It took a long time before Li Chu stopped crying.

After crying for so long, my chest, which had been blocked for a long time, finally felt a little better.

Song Wan's arrival was actually at the right time. Li Chu had been acting very calm these days, but he had been feeling very guilty in his heart, blaming himself for not protecting Jiamu and Songluo and for harming them.

She had chosen the school, and if she hadn't sent her two children there, nothing like that would have happened.

It's all her fault.

Li Chu fell into deep self-blame, blaming herself and torturing herself almost every moment, especially after seeing Songluo's terrible condition with her own eyes, she blamed herself even more.

All the emotions piled up together, almost forcing her to collapse again. Her body also felt her despair and pain, making her become thinner and more haggard.

"Wanwan, I think I must have done a lot of evil in my previous life, so God punished me like this in this life."

Li Chu let go of Song Wan and spoke in a calm and weak voice.

Seeing that Li Chu stopped crying, Song Wan was gently wiping the tears from her face. Suddenly, when he heard her say that, he paused.

Holding her face in his hands, he said seriously, "Achu, no matter in the last life, this life, or the next life, the one who committed the sin could not be you. Don't blame yourself for all this. You are not wrong, the fault lies with God. It is God who is blind that has made you suffer so much."

Li Chu did not react much. Her beautiful eyes had already become dull and filled with death.

She raised her hand and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. Her eyes flickered and she whispered, "Yes, I am not wrong. I have never been wrong."

"It's not my fault. It's not me."

As she spoke, she looked at Song Wan and said in an extremely calm voice, "Wan Wan, have I ever told you about me?"

Song Wan shook her head slightly. Li Chu had never told her specifically what happened to him, but she could guess a little.

Everyone has their own secrets, and even if they are not spoken out, it will not affect the relationship between two people.

Song Wan remembered that when she first met Li Chu, she was still very bright and always had a sense of pride and stubbornness that refused to admit defeat. The self-confidence that radiated from the inside out was what Song Wan envied and pursued.

But now Li Chu no longer had the energy he had before. He closed his eyes as if accepting his fate and stopped struggling in vain.

"Wanwan, before I was 18, I was spoiled by my family. I was the eldest daughter of the Xi family that everyone envied. At that time, I was simple and reckless, and a little arrogant. I always thought that I would always be so happy, but overnight, everything changed."

"My mother jumped off a building and was admitted to the hospital as a vegetable. My father, who was always a model husband, went home with another woman. That woman also brought two children, one of whom was Yan Jingxiu."

"I don't know how I offended him. He started to retaliate against me and torture me. After I met him, my originally bright life seemed to lose its color and turned gray. At that time, I was tortured by him and felt that I was living a life worse than death. However, the people who loved me the most refused to support me and let them bully me. But at that time, I still had a mother who loved me. For her, I gritted my teeth and endured those things... But..."

Recalling the past, Li Chu was immersed in it. His emotions suddenly fluctuated and his chest heaved violently.

It took her a long time to calm down again and she continued, "But she doesn't love me either."

"She only showed her love for me in order to keep my father. Once the illusion of happiness was broken, everything changed. Those times I thought were happy became the ones that hurt me the most. When all the truth was revealed, how happy I was before, how painful I was after knowing the truth."

"I have wanted to die more than once. I feel like there is no point in living. No one in this world truly loves me. Maybe if I die I won't be so painful, but I don't even have the right to die."

"Yan Jingxiu is haunting me like an evil ghost, not letting me die, nor letting me live. He said he loves me, hahahaha, he said he loves me..."

At this point, Li Chu suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Song Wan, smiling miserably, tears overflowing from his swollen eyes again, "He said he loved me, but he kept hurting me. Tell me, is there such love in the world?"

Song Wan shook her head and replied firmly: "No, that is not love, it is possessiveness, control and selfishness, but it is not love."

Isn't it the same for Su Qingci towards her?

"How ridiculous! A person who tortured me so much actually said that everything he did to me was out of love, and even tried to gain my love. How ridiculous is that?"