After being loved by a yandere, she turned black

The real Song Ming was still in the solitary room, passively accepting challenges day after day. As soon as he opened his eyes, it was a cruel day, as if there was no end in sight.

The fake Song Ming in the Su family has already decided on a new name for herself, Su Xu.

Originally, he had chosen three names, which were all two-character combinations. He just had to confirm which name it was, but Master Su didn't like him using a three-character name.

He didn't dare to use it, and Master Su didn't like him using a two-character name, so he wanted him to rename it with a four-character name.

After Song Wan found out about this, he stopped Su Qingci's unreasonable troubles and continued Song Ming's previous two-character name.

Song Wan also chose a word from the name provided by the fake Song Ming as his new name.

Xu, the warm spring breeze means warmth.

I hope her son can be as bright and sunny as the warm sun.

The fake Song Ming only knew the meaning of this word after Song Wan explained it. He liked this new name very much.

Like the sun, it shines into his gloomy life and brings warmth.

From now on, he will be the young master of the Su family, Su Xu.

It’s no longer the cold number.

Su Xu looked at his new name, and his heart couldn't calm down for a long time. Even when he slept, he recited his new name silently in his heart.

Su Xu, Su Xu...

He cried out in unconscious joy as he recited it. He never knew that having a name of his own was such a happy thing.

He thought that his life would be as brilliant as his name.

Su Xu fell asleep with a smile. In his dream, he was also very happy to have a new name. That night was the sweetest night he slept.

Song Wan could feel his happiness.

She also didn't expect that Song Ming...no, Su Xu would be so happy after changing her name.

No matter what, as long as her son is happy, Song Wan will be happy too.

Song Wan also noticed that her son was no longer as resistant to her as he had been some time ago. Although he still kept a certain distance from her, his attitude was much more friendly.

Not as indifferent and distant as before.

"Xiao Ming, it's time to eat."

Song Wan was still more accustomed to calling him by his previous name, calling him out as soon as she opened her mouth, but if her son really didn't like it, she would change it.

Su Xu now lives in a courtyard by himself. Apart from the housekeeper, there are only two servants to take care of his daily life.

Song Wan wanted to get closer to Su Xu and take care of him personally, but Su Xu refused on the grounds of study.

After falling ill, Su Xu became more fond of learning and immersed himself in books almost every day. Although he didn't know most of the words, he learned to look them up in a dictionary under the guidance of his housekeeper.

After learning how to look up words in the dictionary, Su Xu loved reading even more. When he encountered words he didn't know, he would write them down one by one and look them up in the dictionary.

After checking it yourself, you will remember it more deeply.

When Song Wan came, Su Xu was immersed in looking up the dictionary. She called out, but Su Xu didn't respond. He was looking through the dictionary seriously, very involved.

Su Xu easily loses track of time as soon as he gets involved, and often even forgets to eat.

Song Wan looked at the time and found that it was still early, so she didn't disturb Su Xu.

She placed the thermos bucket on the table, sat down not far from Su Xu, and quietly watched Su Xu rummaging through the dictionary.

Although he was obedient in the past, he didn't like to read. He would feel sleepy when he saw books. Song Wan naturally didn't force him, thinking that he was still young and it was normal for him to read books because they were too boring.

Reading thousands of books is worse than traveling thousands of miles. Song Wan took his son to many places. Although it was to avoid Su Qingci, they also saw different scenery.

Those experiences are not found in books and are far more exciting than books.

Song Ming likes to make new friends. Every time she talks to new friends about the scenery along the way, she talks with great enthusiasm.

Song Wan saw vigorous vitality in her son, which she did not have in herself.

She has lived in a family that values ​​boys over girls since she was a child. She has low self-esteem and cowardice in her bones. Every time she sees a confident person, she will be envious.

She longs to be that person, but her life experience has made her only a sensitive person with low self-esteem. Even if she shows confidence, it is just a bluff.

It won't last long at all.

The bravado of self-confidence was like a swamp, causing her to fall into deeper inferiority again and again. She thought that she would never be that kind of person.

Because she has no confidence.

After having Song Ming, she raised him up little by little and watched him step by step from a baby to a handsome young man who could speak well. Song Wan felt proud in his heart.

She can't be who she wants to be, but Song Ming can.

He can be free and easy, live towards the sun, and will not fall into the quagmire of inferiority like her.

And he was like that, which was Song Wan's confidence.

Her words and deeds are affecting Song Ming, and Song Ming's strong vitality is also affecting her.

From then on, her confidence was no longer a bluff, but came from the heart, and she could be who she wanted to be.

But all this was ruined in the hands of Su Qingci.

It seems that I haven't seen that kind of vigorous vitality in Song Ming for a long time.

Su Qingci was like an invisible shackle, locking her and Song Ming inside, causing the flowers that should have bloomed to wither little by little.

As Song Wan thought about it, her heart suddenly became filled with bitterness, which made her uncomfortable.

Su Xu accidentally saw Mrs. Su staring at him, with a lonely expression and red eyes, looking very sad.

He was stunned for a moment, and then after thinking for a while, he put down the dictionary in his hand, stood up and walked to Song Wan.

"Mom, why are you here?" Su Xu's tone was very calm but mixed with concern.

Mrs. Su was very kind to him, and he liked Mrs. Su very much, but he didn't dare to show it when Young Master Su was around.

If possible, Su Xu would like to get closer to Mrs. Su. Mrs. Su is gentle and considerate, and speaks softly, which is the image of his mother in his imagination.

Her embrace must also be very warm, but it's a pity that he will never feel it.

"Xiao Ming..." Song Wan called out subconsciously, reaching out to touch Su Xu's face, but he dodged it first.

Song Wan's outstretched hand froze in mid-air. She was stunned for a moment, holding back the tears in her eyes before retracting her hand as if nothing had happened.

Su Xu still didn't want to get too close to her, especially physical contact.

Such a move undoubtedly rubbed salt into Song Wan's heart, and it hurt a lot.

That was the child she had raised with her own hands, and now she couldn't even touch it. No mother would not be sad to face such a situation.

Song Wan lowered her eyes, adjusted her mood, put a smile on her lips, and asked: "Xiao Ming... No, mom will still call you Ah Xu from now on."

Her son likes the new name, and she cannot accommodate herself regardless of his wishes.

"Mom, you can call me whatever you want, I don't mind."

Su Xu responded with a smile.

Although he didn't like other people's names, he didn't mind if Mrs. Su wanted to call her that. After all, it was difficult to change her name after so many years.

Of course, if possible, he would still prefer Mrs. Su to call him Ah Xu.

That is his name, unique to him.