After being loved by a yandere, she turned black

After thinking about it, Li Chu felt that it was time to talk to her two children about the matter between her and Yan Jingxiu.

Usnea has had several troubles in the past six months, but Jiamu is very calm, as if he has guessed that his parents will never go back to the past.

So when Li Chu confessed this matter, Jiamu's expression didn't change at all, and he just asked calmly, "Why?"

Li Chu was stunned for a moment when he was asked, and considered his words, "Jiamu, the adult's matter is very complicated, and it cannot be explained clearly by my mother in one or two sentences, but no matter whether my father and I are separated or not, I will love you and my sister as before. ”

Jiamu seemed to understand. He couldn't understand the relationship between adults and found it troublesome. If they were going to separate, why did they stay together in the first place?

He always felt that the relationship between his parents was weird, but he couldn't understand why it was weird. He just thought it was adults who were weird.

He doesn't want to be a weirdo when he grows up. If he wants to be with someone, he will never separate. Even if they die, they will die together. He doesn't want to be like his father who can't keep his mother.

Li Chu looked at Jiamu, who was bowing his head in thought, and knew that this child had a rich heart, but he was unwilling to show it, and sometimes he was extremely stubborn.

It is precisely because of this that Li Chu is worried that her affair with Yan Jingxiu will affect Jiamu and give him a biased understanding of emotions.

Li Chu wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Jiamu.

He smiled innocently and harmlessly, brilliantly and beautifully. He held Li Chu's hand and rubbed his head against Li Chu's palm. "Mom, Jiamu knows. Jiamu doesn't blame mother. Jiamu only hopes that mother can be happy."

"Mom, can my sister and I come to visit mom often in the future?"

Li Chu picked up the two children, feeling very uncomfortable. His eyes became increasingly moist. He held back tears and said softly, "Of course."

She is not a good mother. She always feels guilty for her two children, Li Chu, and tries her best to make up for it, but sometimes she doesn't know how to make it up to them.

Her relationship with Yan Jingxiu was not normal from the beginning, and their birth was not what she expected, and she had selfishly abandoned them.

The damage has been done, and it would be hypocritical to talk about how to make up for it.

Li Chu knew that the two children were innocent and should not become victims between her and Yan Jingxiu. She was willing to spend the rest of her life slowly repairing the trauma she had caused to the two children.

I just hope it's not too late.

After this, Li Chu went to see a psychiatrist.

She felt that it was impossible for her to be a good mother in her current mental state. If she wanted to heal the trauma in her child's heart, she must first heal the trauma in her own heart.

But what is surprising is that she met Yan Jingxiu when she went for psychological treatment.

He seemed to have just finished the treatment. Surprise flashed in his eyes when he saw Li Chu, and then he left Li Chu as if nothing had happened.

The two of them only looked at each other the whole time.

Yan Jingxiu was followed by two bodyguards, carrying some children's toys in their hands, some for boys and some for girls. Li Chu guessed that he was probably trying to be a good father.

Speaking of which, Yan Jingxiu was not a good father. The children were just tools he used to restrain her. His love for them was too superficial, which Li Chu had noticed before.

But now it seems that he is also changing, which is a good sign, and Li Chu is somewhat relieved.

At least his madness was not directed at his children, and the love he gave them was normal fatherly love.

Li Chu first did a psychological evaluation. She took the psychological evaluation to find a doctor. During the communication with the doctor, she acted very normal and did not look like a person with a mental illness at all.

But only Li Chu knew that she had a big psychological problem, and the more normal she was, the more normal she was, which meant that she was not honest with the doctor.

She couldn't easily trust a stranger, even if she knew that person was here to help her.

She has become accustomed to hiding her weaknesses and not wanting others to know them so that she can appear invulnerable.

After the exchange, the doctor pointed out her problem sharply, "Ms. Li, if you have never been able to trust me, then I am sorry that I cannot help you."

Li Chu smiled bitterly. She thought she hid it well, but she didn't expect that the doctor would still see it.

"Thank you for reminding me, I will try my best to adjust my condition."

Li Chu bowed slightly towards the doctor, raised his feet and left.

The moment she walked out of the hospital, she breathed a long sigh of relief.

Yes, her biggest trouble is obviously gone now, but why can't she get out of the past?

Sometimes when she thought about it, she wished that Yan Jingxiu could remember everything and bear the pain of not being able to love her for the rest of her life, so that she could feel better.

Why can't he remember anything and feel carefree, but she is tortured by him and wants to forget.

He can completely draw a line with the past by losing his memory, but she will spend the rest of her life eliminating the shadow of the past on her.

This is really unfair.