After being loved by a yandere, she turned black

Chapter 224 He thought it was right for him to let go

Three days later, Yan Jingxiu woke up from his coma.

When Jiang Huaijing brought this news to Li Chu, his expression was not good, and he looked at Li Chu who was hesitant to speak.

When Li Chu saw his appearance, his heart suddenly thumped, and he clenched his fingers subconsciously. After hesitating for a moment, he still asked: "How is he...?"

After asking, Li Chu stared closely at Jiang Huaijing.

She had a premonition of something bad happening from the man's ugly face, but she was afraid of hearing bad news about Yan Jingxiu from him.

The two have been entangled for so long, and even she herself can't explain what kind of feelings she has for Yan Jingxiu.

It’s not about loving him, nor about hating him.

Once she really hoped that he would die so that he could disappear forever and she could be free forever.

But now that she thought about that possibility, she felt flustered for some reason, with a hint of heartache in it, making her unable to sleep.

During the three days that Yan Jingxiu was in a coma, she had been wondering where that feeling of panic came from. She thought about it for a long time, and finally attributed it to guilt.

Yes, guilt.

Yan Jingxiu became like this because he saved her, and she naturally didn't want him to disappear because of her. She would owe him such a great debt of gratitude during his lifetime, and it would be uneasy until his death.

Li Chu held on to the armrests of the sofa and slowly sat down.

Seeing Jiang Huaijing's obscure expression, she suddenly didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, and was even more afraid that he would suddenly say those words.

Li Chu raised her hand to cover her heart. She really didn't understand why it was beating so hard at this time.

Obviously it shouldn't be like this, but she couldn't control it.

Li Chu raised her hand and gently punched her heart a few times, but it had no effect at all. She became a little angry and punched her heart a few more times. When she raised her eyes, she saw Jiang Huaijing's haggard and forbearing expression.

She suddenly became angry and shouted in a particularly bad tone, "Why are you looking at me like that?! I didn't ask him to do that. You can tell me whether he is dead or not!"

"What does it mean to come to me and not say anything?"

Jiang Huaijing pursed his dry lips, sighed softly and said, "Do you really have no feelings for Jing Xiu?"

Li Chu was stunned for a moment by his question, then he realized it and asked instead, "He treated me like that, should I have feelings for him?"

Her tone was calm without any fluctuation, mixed with inner confusion, as if she was asking him or herself.

Li Chu thought about what happened between the two of them, shook his head and smiled bitterly, thinking silently in his heart, it shouldn't be.

She shouldn't have other feelings for Yan Jingxiu. He had hurt her like that before. Why should she endure all this and then forget about the pain of the past as if nothing had happened and fall in love with the person she once hated the most.

Frankly speaking, she couldn't do it.

She couldn't ignore the hurt of the past, couldn't accept the devil in her life wholeheartedly.

Even though he might disappear, that's his choice, isn't it?

She had never forced herself on him, whether he loved her or hated her. The two of them had come to this point only because of his pursuit and coercion.

In this case, it seems that this ending is not bad.

Li Chu clutched his painful and numb heart, yes, it would be fine if he died.

It's all over.

Two clear tears fell from the corners of his eyes. Li Chu slowly opened his eyes and said in an extremely firm tone: "It's best to die. Then I will be free."

She didn't look at the Jianghuai scenery, her eyes fell on the bright sunshine outside the window, as if talking to herself.

Hearing this, Jiang Huaijing smiled self-deprecatingly, as if he felt unworthy for Jiang Huaijing, "It's really hard for him to meet such a cold-hearted woman like you..."

"What is it really?"

"It's really unlucky for me to meet a vicious person like him. My life has been ruined by him. What qualifications do you have to accuse me?! You and him are just the same!"

"Xu Mengbai is quite unlucky to meet you. People like you don't know what love is at all. They only know ruthless robbery. I wish you..."

Li Chu looked like a wild cat with hairy hair. He pointed at Jiang Huaijing and cursed her. Jiang Huaijing frowned. He heard her mention Meng Bai and immediately interrupted her.

"Sister-in-law, this is the last time I call you this."

The man's voice sounded particularly cold, and he looked at Li Chu as if he were looking at an unknown stranger.

"I wish you happiness in the future. Jing Xiu in your world will never appear again. I hope you take care of yourself."

After Jiang Huaijing said this, he turned around and left. Li Chu was stunned for a while before he realized what he was doing. He asked uncertainly at the man's leaving back, "Is he really dead?"

When asking this question, Li Chu could feel his heart trembling.

She had never visited him in the past few days. Her heart was out of control and she needed to calm down.

She also thought that Yan Jingxiu would die, and she felt that she should be more happy than sad.

But when she really heard the news, she was so sad that she wanted to cry, but she didn't feel any joy.

Jiang Huaijing didn't look back and walked away decisively. An indifferent voice came across the distance, "I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you. Jing Xiu is not dead, he just forgot about you."

The man's figure disappeared completely, and Li Chu couldn't hold it anymore and slumped on the floor, tears streaming down his face without warning.

She raised her hand and wiped it, her eyes full of confusion.

She didn't want to cry for that man, but the tears were really because of him.

Li Chu couldn't remember how long it had been since she had cried. She used to love crying, and was often bullied by the devil Yan Jingxiu until she broke down and cried.

But then, I don't know when, she gradually stopped crying. Tears are a symbol of vulnerability, and they will only make bad people proud. Later, she had to stubbornly hold back her tears even in pain.

She rarely cried so freely. All the pain was suppressed by her. People who suppress it for a long time will go crazy.

Li Chu thought that maybe she was crazy and shed tears for that man Yan Jingxiu.

That’s all.

Cry if you want. He is not dead. He has forgotten her. This is another kind of freedom.

Li Chu didn't know how long she cried. She only knew that she didn't stop until she couldn't cry anymore.

After crying, all the confusing thoughts in her heart were forgotten. She just wanted to have a good sleep.

She hadn't had a good rest these days, and her eyes were black and blue.

Li Chu grabbed the armrest of the sofa, stood up slowly, fell on the sofa and fell asleep, without any extra strength.

She was so tired that she fell into a deep sleep after a while.

In her dream, Li Chu felt someone gently caressing her face, which was very warm. She subconsciously moved closer to get more warmth.

Under the dim light, the man was half-kneeling next to the woman, his broad palm gently caressing the woman's fair face. His eyes were clear, but he could not hide the pain.

The corner of Yan Jingxiu's mouth curled up bitterly. He had actually been here a long time ago. It was because she was immersed in her own emotions that she couldn't help but didn't notice him.

He just wanted to see her reaction, hoping to get some luck.

When he saw her crying, he thought she was crying for him.

But he was wrong.

She counted the mistakes he had made one by one, cursed him over and over, and cried in pain.

Seeing her collapse like this, she felt sad and happy at the same time, and was about to be driven crazy by him.

He thought he was right to let go.

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