Personality V: I will save everything

"Why did you come to see me?" Qiu Ke was originally standing at the window on the second floor, looking at the scenery downstairs. Although there was nothing to see here, he was just in a daze.

But what he didn't expect was that the clown from this world actually came to find him, which was quite rare.

This is mainly because the survivors in this world are quite willing to come and contact them, but the supervisors always keep their distance.

This is the first time.

As soon as they met, the clown went straight to the point. He hated those polite words the most.

"How on earth did you end up with the dancer?"

This is the question the Joker wants to know most.

The two of them seemed very affectionate, very affectionate, especially affectionate, but the more affectionate they were, the more strange it seemed to the clown. How could the dancer from another world fall in love with him?

"Oh, you're asking this. Natasha originally had a husband named Sergei, but that guy had been abusing Natasha. Natasha never dared to resist until that day, when she finally mustered up the courage to resist him. The guy got so angry that he actually rode on Natasha and tried to beat her, so I went over to protect her."

That was the first time Joke and Natasha met. Now it seems strange to Joke thinking back on it. How could he have rushed over to protect her without even thinking about it?

At that time, Joke really didn't think about anything. He rushed over to protect Natasha based entirely on his body's instinct.

But now it seems that the decision I made was really the right one.

As Qiu Ke spoke, he rubbed the ring on his left ring finger.

"Then we met Natasha. At that time, she had just broken up with that scumbag and she was very sad. I kept paying attention to her and comforting her, and then gradually... we got together."

"I see..." The Joker nodded thoughtfully, as if he understood something.

Jake noticed the clown's expression and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why are you asking this suddenly?"

The Joker raised his head, looked at Jake and said, "I was just thinking, maybe this is what love is like... There is no reason, no cause, just a heartbeat at a certain moment."

It was just like himself when he first saw the dancer in that dark corner back then, but unfortunately he was different from Jake. Jake at least had the courage to rush forward to protect Natasha, but he always dared to hide aside and did not dare to protect the dancer.

Joke smiled and didn't think much about it. He recalled every moment he spent with Natasha, and those beautiful memories came to his mind.

"Yes, love is such a mysterious and wonderful thing." said Jack.

The clown was silent for a moment, then turned and left.

"Thank you, Joke." The clown left these words and disappeared from Joke's sight.

Thank you for your courage in protecting Narita.

Jack looked in the direction where the clown left, and an indescribable feeling surged in his heart.

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The clown didn't stop until he had walked a long distance away. He looked at his faint reflection in the window glass and the small white flower on his hat that Inara had picked.

That little white flower seemed to have suddenly entered the picture.

The clown's body is all red.

Red hair, a red, rotten face with the flesh exposed, red clothes, and red bloodstains on the body that can never be washed off.

The clown took off his hat and looked at the small white flower on it.

It has begun to wither, just like the clown's life. It was originally a dull, ordinary and even low-level life, but it was destroyed and ravaged over and over again, its vitality was strangled, and in the end it could only decay bit by bit.

But if given a choice, the clown doesn't want to choose "red", he also wants to be the "white"!

He also wanted to wear a white groom's suit and walk into the palace of marriage with the dancer who was also wearing a white wedding dress! He originally just wanted to live an ordinary life! He had obviously tried hard! He had obviously tried very hard! Why? ! Why did the harder he tried, the worse it got? !

Why has the world never shown him any kindness?

The Joker never slept in this manor. Was it because he was too crazy to close his eyes? No, only he knew it was because of fear.

Because as soon as he closed his eyes, he could recall the circus audiences laughing at and insulting him, throwing stones and garbage at him. He would recall the pain when the ammonium water burned his cheeks. He would recall the moon and the tragedy that night, with countless people running, roaring and screaming, which seemed to be the cry of the clown's soul, representing that the last bit of his kindness had also disappeared.

He turned into a monster that only knew how to kill.

But now the remaining trace of humanity in the monster's heart seemed to cry out again.

It turns out that he could have been with the dancer, it turns out that he could have had a family, it turns out that he could have been a father.

Narita...If I could have been brave enough to rush over and protect you just once, if I could have mustered up the courage to hold your hand and escape from that man-eating circus just once.

Even if you know that there is little hope, if you try your best to grasp that ray of light...

Can we have a different life now?

It wasn't until the clown shed tears while looking at his reflection in the glass that he realized that he had already been crying.

But this time it was not the clown crying, but the being named "Joke" who was crying.

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"I see... Then please teach me."

The air force extended his hand to the photographer and mercenary in front of him.

Carl and Andrew exchanged some information with each other, starting with the people they recruited.

“I never thought that Mr. Karl actually has a brother!”

The photographer muttered quietly, in this case, perhaps following the "eldest son" was the clearer choice.

The photographer brought in his aristocratic theories, the first of which was the theory of primogeniture.

"To be exact, I have more than one brother, but Carl is indeed the youngest of my father's children. Of course, he is also the most beloved one."

Andrew said as he fiddled with the spoon in his hand.

"Oh, I didn't expect you to have an older brother. It's great to have one. Now you have someone who can protect you." (Translation: Really? Then I really want to know what the eldest son's name is?)

"Why do you care so much? Anyway, except for Carl and me, the others are adopted. Father likes children, and he treats us all equally. Besides, now is not the time to talk about this." (Translation: I am the eldest son, but don't think of looking down on the others because of this. Father has the same feelings for us all.)

It doesn’t matter. Although Andrew’s words were tantamount to avoiding the question, the photographer has already reached the conclusion he wanted.

And at this moment, Carl was holding little Claude's doll and playing with him.

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at night,

"Hey, Sister Natasha, I haven't seen you since dark. Where have you been?"

Karl searched the manor for a long time before he finally found Sister Natasha in the restaurant. Where had she been during this time?

"Oh, Karl, why are you asking that?" Natasha wiped her wet hair with a towel. "I'm going to take a shower."

"what???"

Before Carl could react, the cowboy turned his head and asked a big question.

"You went to the bathhouse at this time?! This is the time for mixed bathing for men and women!!!"

In fact, what the cowboy said was not wrong at all. There was only one bathhouse in this manor. In the beginning when it was quite chaotic, there was indeed a group of lustful guys who went to peek at the ladies taking a bath. However, the ladies would also find ways to seek justice for themselves in the game, so gradually everyone evolved a plan to divide the time.

At the beginning, everyone wanted to give priority to ladies and let them wash first, but they took too much time, so it gradually evolved into this.

Ladies are allowed to wash first, but after the time is up, men can enter the bathhouse at will, regardless of whether there are still women in the bathhouse.

This method is indeed very convenient.

Normal gentlemen would not really go in, they just want to remind the ladies in front of them to come out quickly when the time is up.

And this method really makes girls shower faster and saves them time, so this method has been used continuously.

Natasha, who came here, of course also knew this rule, but...

"Don't worry, there's no one around when I'm washing, right, dear?"

Natasha looked back at Joke, who was almost smoking behind her.

"You two, did you just go take a shower together?!" The cowboy turned around suddenly and almost fell to the ground with the chair.

"Yes."

Natasha's matter-of-fact answer successfully made Jack start to fume.

The cowboy looked at Joke with a strange expression, but he didn't know what to say. After all, they were a married couple, and there didn't seem to be anything strange about taking a bath together.

"Honey, are you okay?"

At this time, Natasha seemed to realize that Joke, who had his back to her, looked a little strange.

"Really? We've all finished. Honey, why are you still so shy?"

"I say...you didn't force him to go there, did you?" Norton seemed to have discovered what the problem was.

"Yeah, Jack is really shy. It took me a lot of effort to get him there."

Norton: -_-||

Norton felt as if he understood Jack's feelings.

"But it was really comfortable just now, right, dear?" Natasha covered Jack's shoulders from behind and said with a smile.

Finally, Jack couldn't stand it anymore.

"Eh?" Natasha suddenly noticed, "Honey, why is your nose bleeding? Is the water too hot?"

"I looked at him. I was so excited when I saw your body..." Norton complained speechlessly.

"How is that possible? Jake and I have been married for so many years."

As Natasha spoke, she used a handkerchief to help Jack stop the bleeding.

Question: My wife always likes to tease me in a subtle way, and the key is that she doesn’t even realize it. What should I do?

Answer: You have to accept the wife you chose, even if you cry.

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In fact, there is a reason behind Natasha's farce.

In fact, Natasha was standing in the corner and listened silently to the whole conversation between Jack and the Joker this morning.

Natasha never regretted being with Joke.

But looking at herself and Jack in this world, Natasha deeply understood how precious everything they have now is.

A loving husband, lovely children, a happy family, everything seems like a mirage. If you don't hold on to them tightly, they will disappear like reflections in the water with a slight breeze.

At the same time, Natasha was also worried that the clown's appearance would affect Jack.

Of course Natasha knew that if Jack had not left the circus, if she had not bravely resisted that scum, they would have become the same as the clowns and the dancers.

Natasha was afraid that this distant feeling would affect Jack.

That's why she dragged Jack to the bathhouse, took off all her clothes in front of him, and exposed herself to him.

Natasha just wanted to tell Jack not to be afraid or scared, that she would always be by his side and would never leave him.

Just like the most devout believers, who give their all for their God.

Natasha devoted the rest of her life to Joke, and Joke responded to her with the most sincere love.

They will never leave each other.