The fairy world collapsed, and the down-and-out gods were laid off and re-employed.
Chapter 163 God, I honestly don’t like it
"You..." Xie Zezhi's color changed visibly.
Jiang Zhixia also blushed, but she still pretended to be calm and held his face, and said extremely seriously: "He is my Lingqing disciple and he saved me. It is impossible for me not to see him. It is also impossible for me to ask him to stop immediately. Like my thoughts.”
"I was just talking casually...I know it's wrong...I just..."
"But I will tell him clearly that I don't like him. Is this okay, Lord Zhenjun?" She was also groping, trying to give him a sense of security.
"But...it's okay." Xie Zezhi said incoherently, "But, but you know that people have two sides of their cheeks..."
"roll!"
Jiang Zhixia was so angry that she laughed out loud, kicked him and returned to the courtyard.
Not to mention why Xie Zezhi drifted back all the way, Jiang Zhixia hesitated for a moment after returning and walked towards Lu Chennian's room. Seeing the candles in the room brightly lit, she knocked on the door and pushed the door open after receiving Mo Jixu's answer.
"Senior brother, I have something to tell him."
"Xiao Liu..." Mo Yanxu hesitated.
"Don't worry, senior brother, I won't disturb his rest."
After sending him away, Lu Chennian and she were the only two people left in the room.
Lu Chennian never thought she would come.
After hearing that the lotus flowers on the purse were embroidered by her, it was difficult for him to accept this fact. But after calming down, he carefully thought about everything she had done in the past. He could feel her love for him, and it was not fake.
So what if the lotus flowers are embroidered, maybe it's just a coincidence.
But Mo Yanxu drove everyone away on the grounds that he needed to rest, leaving him no chance to explain to her. Now that she is here, this must be God giving him a chance to redeem himself.
He struggled to get up, but Jiang Zhixia stopped him, "Don't move...how is the wound?"
"Much better." He sat up straight and softened his tone, "I'm so excited today..."
"A-Nian." Jiang Zhixia said before him: "I think there is something I need to tell you clearly."
He didn't want to hear it. He had a hunch that what she said was not a good thing.
"To be honest, when you first came to Lingqing, I didn't like you very much, and of course you probably disliked me the same way. I thought you were cold and arrogant, obviously you couldn't do anything well, and you always put on airs..."
"I didn't know my problem before, but I will change it." Lu Chennian assured her anxiously.
She waved her hand, "I know. In fact, you have changed a lot now. You will consider others and save me again and again. Even if I have hurt you and almost cost you your life, you don't care. You Becoming very good..."
"then you?"
"I'm sorry that I never noticed your feelings. I never thought you would like me."
Jiang Zhixia didn't lie. If Xie Zezhi hadn't said it, she would never have thought that Lu Chennian had such thoughts. His behavior was very subtle, and she never felt his so-called affection.
"I wonder if you are too sad because of Miss Shu'er's death and want to find someone to put your feelings on..."
Lu Chennian heard the meaning of her words and quickly rejected it, "I don't. I don't regard you as a substitute, and I don't need emotional sustenance. I just like you, and I know my feelings very well."
Seeing that he was so sure, Jiang Zhixia didn't argue with him, "But I have already accepted others. I have someone I like, and I can't respond to your feelings."
"So you want to drive me away?"
"No. I just want to tell you that I can't give you the same love, so you don't have to waste your energy on me. I once chased someone who I wanted to belong to and refused to give in. In the end, not only did I not get the advantage, And hurt other people’s feelings.
I think I should have woken up earlier and withdrawn as soon as possible, so that I would not have caused the current situation. Ji Chen is wrong, so why am I right..."
Lu Chennian had long been unable to listen to what she said.
What is wrong? Does she mean that it's wrong for her to like him? Her dedication and love for him all those years were covered up by a simple mistake?
She was obviously the one who provoked him in the first place, so why did she let him go as soon as she said it was a mistake? !
He lowered his head and said in a cold tone, "What do you mean by these words now? You want to tell me that I am not worthy of liking you. My liking reminds you of the mistakes you made in your early years and makes you feel that I exist. Will it hurt Zhao Heng’s feelings?”
He didn't want to say these words. But every time he saw her losing her attention to him for others, or defending others, he couldn't control it. It seemed that only by seeing her sad could he feel at ease and confirm that she liked him.
But this is not the case now.
Jiang Zhixia did not accept his malice and comforted him, "You misunderstood. I just made a mistake myself, and I don't want you to make a mistake too. I wasted myself for an unrequited relationship. In fact, there are many choices in life, and you will also encounter them. For many people, you will definitely meet someone who loves you with all their heart.”
Yes, he met it! But now she falls in love with someone else.
He roared inwardly, staring at her intently, as if he wanted to see through her.
"Did Xie Zezhi tell you something? He won't let you get close to me, right? He has such a strong desire to control that he might not even be able to tolerate your senior brothers in the future..."
"No." She defended him, "He didn't restrict me from interacting with anyone. He couldn't stop me from doing anything I wanted to do. I just didn't want to see him worrying about gains and losses. It felt very bad. I didn't want him to be sad... "
"Don't you think it's ridiculous to say this now?" He mocked: "When he saw you liking someone else, why didn't you expect that he would be sad?"
"Because I didn't know it at that time." She answered truthfully: "Now I understand. And when I think about how he lived like this for two thousand years, I feel sad for him. A person like him, he insists on seeing me facing Only by being willful can he feel safe. I went too far..."
"You want to give him a sense of security, so you come here to tell me not to like you, so as not to make him suspicious, sad, or sad after seeing it, right?" His tone became more and more unkind.
"You misunderstood what I meant." She shook her head and said, "I won't limit anyone's ideas. I'm just here to reject your wishes. I can't control others, I can only control myself, and this is also my right to His explanation.”
Lu Chennian looked at her, trying to see something in her eyes. Did she realize that she was Ji Chen, so she deliberately said such words to hurt his heart? Why could she forget her feelings so quickly?
Seeing that he didn't speak, Jiang Zhixia could probably guess that he felt uncomfortable. But long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. If you don't like him, why should you leave room for his daydreams?
And Xie Zezhi is really pitiful...
"You take good care of yourself and I won't bother you anymore. You saved me, and I will never forget this kindness. But I can't repay the kindness with feelings... you..."
"Get out!" He spat out a few words coldly, his eyes seemed to be frozen, "Don't let me see you again! Get out!"
He didn't want to see her again, or the way she defended Zhao Heng. He was afraid that if he couldn't help it, he would take her to death with him.
Mo Yanxu had not gone far outside. He rushed up when he heard the noise, but saw Jiang Zhixia opening the door and saying with guilt: "Brother, I seem to have said something inappropriate. He is still sick..."
Why was she so anxious that she had to reject him today.
It's all Xie Zezhi's fault! she thinks.
"You don't care about him. There is a senior brother here." Mo Jianxu pushed her out. "Don't take it to heart. It's best if he can figure it out. If he can't figure it out, send him away."
"Isn't this so inhumane!?"
"It's okay, there is a senior brother here! Senior brother is a master at killing people and burying corpses..."
"ha??!!"
Jiang Zhixia just thought that Lu Chennian was in a bad mood, and wanted to apologize to him after he had calmed down. She walked towards her room and saw Dongfang Chuliang sitting in her small courtyard with his chin in his hands and sighing.
"What are you doing sitting here at night?"
"Senior sister, I want to be immortal..."
He had been pretending here for almost an hour, cursing in his mind why Xie Zezhi still didn't let his senior sister come back.
Jiang Zhixia sat down and patted his shoulder, "I heard what your brother-in-law said. The problem of Xianxian is a bit tricky..."
It's not just as simple as absorbing the demonic energy.
Gong Jinxiong was so anxious that he not only released the phoenix dragon to purify the fire, but also swallowed the bronze fragments. After the immortal dragged him into the soil, he also absorbed the fragment and became crazy. The temporary barrier set up by Xie Zezhi and Jianyang didn't know when it would be broken.
"Will they kill the immortals?" Dongfang Chuliang was worried.
Xianxian was brought to Lingqing from his home and has always been inseparable from him. He didn't have many friends when he was a child, so all the immortals stayed with him and told him stories to relieve his boredom. To others, immortals are just ordinary vines, but to him they are no different from family members.
Seeing that he was about to cry, Jiang Zhixia couldn't bear it, "I will find a way...but didn't you say that the immortal was sent home by you? How could he appear in Pleiades Cang?"
Dongfang Chuliang was speechless for a moment.
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