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"Ding--"

Jiang Shu only felt the ringing sound in her ears.

The frost and snow on my chest also disappeared without me noticing.

As Su Qing's spiritual power poured into Jiang Shu's body, Jiang Shu finally regained her vision and hearing and saw clearly what was in front of her.

"leave here."

Before Jiang Shu could come to her senses, Su Qing pushed her away.

Having too little mental strength is really fatal, Jiang Shu thought to herself.

Jiang Shu raised her hand and knocked her dizzy head, using the spiritual power in the blood-bone flute to gain a firm foothold in Su Qing's state of mind.

So where is it now? Jiang Shu thought to herself.

When she saw the surroundings clearly, Jiang Shu was a little surprised.

"Oh my God, how was this thousand-story Buddhist temple built? It's so spectacular." Jiang Shu couldn't help but exclaimed.

Sensing someone approaching, Jiang Shu hurriedly hid behind a Buddha statue and analyzed the situation secretly.

Although I don’t know where this is, it is Su Qing’s state of mind after all, so it must be a very important place.

"This Buddhist temple is really magnificent. Coming here to worship every day makes me feel that my whole day goes much more smoothly."

Jiang Shu heard someone discussing it.

It's the sound of children discussing, Jiang Shu thought to herself.

Jiang Shu quietly peeked in and watched the two children laughing and playing.

"You are just imagining things. We don't burn incense here, so how can your wish be granted?"

"obviously it is!"

"Without burning incense, the Buddha will not listen to your wishes. It must be your own imagination!"

"Silence. No noise allowed in the Buddhist hall." An abbot walked in and stopped the two children's discussion.

The two children apologized to the abbot, "I'm sorry."

"You shouldn't apologize to me. Also, burning incense isn't the only way to make the Buddha hear your wishes. If just coming in and staying for a while can make your whole day go smoothly, then that would be in line with the wishes of this temple." The abbot said with a smile.

"Does the Imperial Master know who built this?"

The Imperial Master smiled and said, "I don't know."

"I heard that it was built by the Imperial Master, but does the Imperial Master really exist?"

"Are you stupid? If the Imperial Master doesn't exist, then what about the Imperial Master's wife? She has lived in Zui Xiang Lou for more than ten years."

"This is a cover for Zui Xiang Lou to attract guests! How could the Imperial Master's wife live in a place like Zui Xiang Lou? If she is really the Imperial Master's wife, the Imperial Master will definitely not let her live in Zui Xiang Lou."

"If you want to discuss, go out. Noise is allowed in the Buddhist hall." The national master smiled and ordered the two children to leave.

The two children chattered as they left.

"Hey, what do you think is behind this Buddhist temple?"

“It must be a Buddha statue.”

"But I heard from an old man that the back of the temple is all gold. Someone sneaked in at night and saw the light coming from the gold."

"How can gold shine? Are you stupid?"

After watching the two children leave, the abbot closed the door of the Buddhist hall and walked straight to the back of the hall.

For someone like Su Qing who spends money like water, it's definitely not gold, Jiang Shu thought to herself.

"People in the world are short-sighted. They are all curious about whether there are mountains of gold and silver behind this thousand-story Buddhist temple. If people knew that there are only three thousand immortal lamps behind this thousand-story Buddhist temple, how disappointed they would be." said the National Master.

Longevity lamp? Is it prepared for the Su family? Jiang Shu thought to herself.

"After you came out of the Taoist temple to practice Buddhism, I didn't know you talked so much." Su Qing's voice sounded coldly.

"I've met the Imperial Master. I haven't seen you for many years. The Imperial Master is still as young as ever, but I am already old." The abbot saluted.

"I have become a national master, but I am still worried about my age and appearance." Su Qing said.

"Isn't it the same for the Imperial Master, worrying about these material things? Otherwise, why would he light thousands of immortality lamps here?" The Imperial Master asked with a smile.

"I'm not seeking immortality for myself." Su Qing said.

"You are a god, why do you still believe in these vain things like us mortals?" the national master said.

Su Qing did not answer the Imperial Master, but took down an extinguished longevity lamp, lit another one and placed it in the vacant position.

"Nothing in the world can be achieved by forcing it. If the gods do not learn to let go, they will bring disaster to the world. Please think twice, Your Majesty." said the Imperial Master.

"What does the disaster of the three realms have to do with me? If what I want can only be forced, then I will force it." Su Qing answered stubbornly.

"What if she doesn't allow it?" The Imperial Master sighed and said.

Su Qing did not say anything, but just lit the longevity lamp quietly.

"During the war in Chang'an City, if it weren't for her persistence, the entire city would not have survived until the new emperor ascended the throne. You said you don't have the heart to save the world, but she does. You also know that if only one of the three realms and her can survive, she will never choose herself. At that time, will you continue your arbitrary decision, or respect her wishes?"

"Then she goes to protect her three realms, and I live for her survival."

"It sounds nice, but what you said is totally different." The national teacher said speechlessly.

"If you want to persuade me, cultivate yourself and then persuade me."

"..."

The Imperial Master knew that no matter how much he tried to persuade Su Qing, he could not change his mind, so he had to leave after his persistence failed.

"Then I hope that everything will be as the Imperial Master said, and that Madam can protect the three realms, and that you can also leave her a way out."

The door of the Buddhist temple closed again, leaving Su Qing alone.

Jiang Shu also roughly understood the origin of this thousand-story Buddhist temple.

After he left, Su Qing built a Buddhist temple and lit the longevity lamp to pray for immortality for himself.

But the point is not here, but what the national teacher said.

"She wants the three realms to be stable, what should you do?"

Day after day, year after year, the persuasion left a crack in Su Qing's heart.

After the baptism of time, this crack gradually turned into a cliff, which made Su Qing afraid and dared not move forward.

"Look, no one supports you."

"Only I will always be on your side."

"You should die with me. Only death can provide relief."

"Don't forget, I want to die, never live."

"Let us die together. Only death can lead to eternal life."

Jiang Shu saw the inner demon standing behind Su Qing, saying the most vicious words with her face.

The blood-bone flute in his hand turned into a bow and arrow, which shot directly through the inner demon, causing it to disappear completely.

"Enough." Jiang Shu said angrily.

If Su Qing doesn't dare to jump over this rift, then why not just jump over it yourself and come to find Su Qing?