After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

"You don't care what people say about you?" Chen Huanyue was silent for a moment and asked in a low voice.

"It's okay, I can bear it."

The air was silent for a while, the two of them didn't speak for a while, and a strange atmosphere seemed to come over them.

"You used to care about other people's opinions." Chen Huanyue looked at her, seeming to be recalling something, "You didn't even want to be with me in school before, because you were afraid that people would call you a 'sugar daddy' or something like that. "

Yang Yi also laughed and shrugged, "Because at that time I was really penniless and had no confidence, and the pressure of being with you was too much. If I had been rich at that time, or had a family background, or had talent, Or if I have beauty, then I can confidently walk with you without caring about other people's eyes. But I have nothing. I am an ugly duckling. I have nothing but low self-esteem. I can only rely on a little ridiculous self-esteem to suffer. If you are struggling to maintain your dignity, of course you will care about what others think.”

Chen Huanyue looked at her deeply, "You have changed a lot. You never told me this before..."

"Because I have everything now. A poor man will not reveal his torn underwear to others, but a rich man will publicize to others the poverty of his youth." Yang Yi pretended to be humorous and said: "I am now This rich man."

"It seems you have a way to deal with it?" Chen Huanyue's eyes lit up, full of expectation.

"If you are talking about small ways to deal with these people, I really have no way. You know, I have never been a very smart person, and I am not good at interpersonal communication." Yang Yi smiled faintly:

"I only know one thing, no matter how they belittle me, scold me, or say I am not worthy of my reputation, as long as I solve the crisis in Wuming City, in the end they will praise me, thank me, and admire me..."

"I even hope that they will degrade me into the mud, the more unpleasant the scolding, the better, and the more incompetent the better. In this way, after I deal with the brain-sucking beast, their regret, praise, and admiration will... Only then can it bring me double enjoyment and satisfaction.”

Yang Yi felt that she was simply too arrogant. Today she said too many things that were not in line with her character, but she had no intention of keeping silent and even wanted to say more.

She seemed to be wearing an arrogant mask, like a clown performing on stage. The only audience was Chen Huanyue in front of her.

This is not an answer to Chen Huanyue's question, but more like a long-suppressed catharsis, a play on past events.

An unreasonable impulse made her heart roar, and she looked at Chen Huanyue with almost fanaticism, the ex-boyfriend who she once wanted to love but didn't dare to love, who wanted to get close but wanted to stay away, the man who had witnessed all the shrinking and shabby appearance of her college days. :

"Have you ever heard of a story? A billionaire, his favorite thing to do is to walk on the street in rags and let people push him and treat him like a beggar. People despised him, drove him away, insulted him, and only in this way, when he revealed his identity as a billionaire, everyone's expressions of shock and regret could please him and give him great pleasure."

She knew that she was not what she looked like now, but she had no intention of stopping at all. At this moment, she was not even afraid to reveal her despicableness and shamelessness to him, and her dark heart. It was best to be the good one she had deliberately shown in front of him. On the one hand, there was a huge contrast, which would completely subvert the impression she had left on him.

Yang Yi showed some deliberate indifference and arrogance: "If you ask me, this rich man doesn't have to show off his wealth to make everyone look at him with admiration. It's better to let people despise him, insult him, or even push him. , because being secretly aware of one's own strength is more enjoyable than deliberately revealing one's strength.

"Think about it, they despise me, reject me, and hate me. They think I am worthless and worthless, but I know that I am powerful and I can control the fate of all of them. As long as I want, I can turn my hands into clouds or rain at any time. This knowledge alone is enough to satisfy myself."

She felt she had to stop, she had said too many inappropriate things today and it was not doing her any good.

Reason told her to stop immediately, and it was best to go back and describe it, but the inexplicable impulse made her want to vent more and speak more arrogantly.

Finally, she finally stopped the car with difficulty.

At this time, she turned her eyes to Chen Huanyue for the first time, looking at him strangely, "Do you think that's the case?" She seemed to be asking for his opinion, but she seemed to just say, "That's it."

Chen Huanyue felt as if he was meeting her for the first time. His eyes at this moment were not full of nostalgia and expectation as they were when they first met yesterday, but instead were strange and shocked.

This shock completely pleased her, and she knew that this was what she wanted.

It would be best to subvert all the impressions she left on him, that of timidity, shyness, withdrawal, uneasiness, low self-esteem mixed with self-esteem, that girl would be best to disappear completely, not only in reality, but in everyone's mind.

Chen Huanyue suddenly understood that in the past she cared about him and what he thought of her, so she was secretive in front of him and deliberately showed her best side, for fear that he would look down on her.

But now, she doesn't care about him at all, she doesn't care what he thinks, doesn't care what he thinks of her, doesn't even care if he...still loves her...

That's why he can be so candid, even venting like a revenge, deliberately going overboard.

He never even knew that she was so disgusted and disgusted by that past experience. He even thought that she was as nostalgic and nostalgic for her college love as he was - even if it was not as profound as him.

After thinking about this, his face turned pale.

He slowly pulled back his thoughts and prevented himself from showing an embarrassed look in front of her. He deliberately showed a graceful demeanor to make himself appear mature and steady: "It seems that you already have a way to deal with the brain-sucking beast, then I will Don’t worry. I wish you success!”

He was about to leave, but he couldn't help but look at her expression, looking at the dark eyes that he had looked at countless times. He wanted to find a familiar expression on her face, even if it was a restrained smile line.

But suddenly, he seemed to see a deep sadness in her sideways face, as if she was shrouded in a huge shadow from which she could never break free.

He stopped for a moment, looked carefully, and saw her turning back and asking coldly: "Why, is there anything else?"

It was as if the scene just now was just an illusion.

"It's okay, you...just have a good rest." Chen Huanyue whispered, backed out, and closed the door.

Yang Yi looked at the door expressionlessly, frozen like a stone sculpture for a long time.