After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

In the afternoon, Yang Yi went to the Parasite Control Research Institute.

The institute is located further away from Kyoto, in an extremely strict building. Before going there, she greeted Director Zeng Guosheng.

Liu Siyuan drove Yang Yi and was checked through three doors before arriving at the reception desk.

As soon as they got off the car, before Yang Yi could say anything, Deputy Director Wang Xinmin came up to him and said apologetically: "Captain Yang, I'm so sorry, these inspections are necessary. We have to do these inspections every day at work... Mainly The research here is really important.”

Yang Yi didn't think there was anything wrong with the strict inspection. Instead, she felt a little uncomfortable with Deputy Director Wang's attitude of fearing that she would mind. She waved her hand and kept a calm expression on her face: "It's a normal procedure, I understand."

After that, she went straight to the topic: "Director Zeng said that the corpse of the fire demon and the big knife were studied here? What are the results of the study?"

It turned out that after the fire demon was solved, after "negotiation" with the Akka State, the right to study this giant blade for the first time was given to the Xia State, which was mainly due to Yang Yi.

If you want to trace the relationship between the voice in your body and the evil god in Vader's mouth, you can only find Vader or the Fire Demon. There is currently no trace of Vader, so we have to start with the Fire Demon.

With doubts and urgency, Yang Yi finally met Director Zeng.

"This big knife is not so much a knife as it is a force field amplifier." They stood next to the black giant knife, and their bodies were not as long as its handle.

Director Zeng is an academician who wears many hats and is one of the main leaders of several research projects at the Institute of Biological Control. This time, he took the lead in researching the corpse of the fire demon.

Other experts in humanities and sociolinguistics jointly analyzed the inscriptions and engravings on the fire demon's armor, trying to find out the patterns and meanings, and use this to infer the level of civilization and environment of the world where the fire demon lived.

Due to too few samples and too little reference data, this work was extremely difficult, and the way the project was conducted was almost entirely based on guesswork.

"Force field amplifier?" Yang Yi's heart moved, "In other words, this knife also has an amplifying effect on the awakened person's control force field?"

"Yes, according to our analysis of the images of your battle with the Fire Demon, when the Fire Demon was pushed to the limit, he stimulated his own potential and used the amplification effect of this knife." Director Zeng raised his head and looked at her, his eyes filled with joy. It means exploring: "Although it is of no use in the end."

Yang Yi maintained a polite smile and remained calm.

"Not only that, it can also purify dark matter energy and speed up the absorption and transformation of dark matter by awakened people. If we can find the place where this material is produced and obtain more of it, then we can use dark matter, such as dark matter weapons. , dark matter power source, military and people's livelihood, there may be leaps and bounds forward... In fact, our entire human technological civilization can take a big step forward, and space colonization is no longer a dream..." Director Zeng said, and couldn't help but get excited. , Yang Yi saw that the fellow researchers around him turned a blind eye to this and were not surprised. Perhaps this argument was no longer unfamiliar to them.

"The arrival of dark matter may be a disaster for ordinary people, but for us, for the entire human race, this is an opportunity! Understand? It can even trigger the fourth technological revolution!

“Think about it, the first technological revolution was the invention and use of the steam engine, which made Britain a world-class power;

"The second scientific and technological revolution was the discovery and use of electricity, which brought the entire West into the capitalist era. Our Xia country fell behind and was beaten, and even almost destroyed;

"The third time is about emerging technologies such as computers, energy, new materials, space, and biology. Although we have tried our best to catch up, we are only about the same as Western countries; and what about the fourth time?"

Director Zeng's eyes were frighteningly bright, "It's dark matter! Whoever can seize this opportunity will become the new overlord of the earth!"

He grabbed Yang Yi's shoulders: "Yang Yi, do you understand? We must find the native world of the Fire Demon first! Get these new materials first! This is so important to us! If you really understand this new What materials mean to us…”

His face was red, and the hand holding Yang Yi was trembling. He wished he could pour his thoughts directly into Yang Yi so that she could understand the meaning of this matter.

Yang Yi slowly took away Director Zeng's hand, and said extremely seriously: "I understand. I will definitely try my best."

Why did Director Zeng solemnly tell her these words? Perhaps it was because she had defeated the fire demon and had reached another world through the misty town. Currently, with her ability, she was the most likely to reach the fire demon world, and she was also the most likely to reach the fire demon world. People who can return safely.

Invisibly, she felt that another huge mountain was pressing on her shoulders, and her little wish became increasingly slim, and her back almost became rickety because of it.

Next, she listened to a bunch of experts' research on fire demons and the world of fire demons - perhaps "speculation" is more appropriate. The fire demons are not very civilized. They may have only reached the civilization of primitive ethnic groups. They have They have a unique language and culture, and they believe in a god similar to their ancestors. They believe that this god is the incarnation of their spirit and the source of their power...

Assad, the god of fire.

Yang Yi said silently.

The research results of these experts shocked her. They could deduce so much information just through the pattern decoration on the fire demon's armor and the battle video of that day, even more information than she could get from her inexplicable understanding of the fire demon's language. More.

Although there are some fallacies and some wild conjectures in this information, it is generally similar to her speculations.

She once again felt the power brought by scientific civilization and the advantages of the group.

Even though she has the most powerful awakening power in the world, she still feels small and shallow in front of these knowledgeable scientists, professors, and researchers.

She came with the purpose of looking for clues, but she left with a heavy heart.

The traffic outside the car window was endless, and she once again raised an idea: Should she reveal the existence of "He" in her body? Maybe so many experts, scholars, and professors can solve this problem? And she speculated that his existence may be closely related to the arrival of dark matter...

'Ah! ' It sneered, 'Why are you always so naive? If you really believed them, why didn't you say it just now? What are you hesitating about?

\u0027Because you know that as long as you speak out, you are no longer a person, a free person, but an alien - like those alien creatures lying on the operating table being dissected, studied, dismembered, Become materials and papers for them to understand dark matter and the new world!

`Do you really think you have status and prestige? Do they respect you? Thank you? So they will help you? No! Once they discover what is different about you, your weaknesses, and your abnormalities - think about it, you have eaten more than 4,000 people, hahaha! They will be afraid of you, they will be afraid of you, and then they will think of how to destroy you, how to destroy you, they will swarm you and tear you to pieces! Even if you have saved them! "

Yang Yi did not refute, she remained silent.

Its arrogance became more and more arrogant: 'Why do you want to help them? Are these really what you want to do? Why take on responsibilities that don’t belong to you at all? You know, you don't like any of this at all. Oh~ What is your dream, to be a salted fish? Think nothing, do nothing? What a ridiculous self-consolation! Why do you want to go to the mountains and hang out with wild boars? Why do you always stay alone in the secret base? Why do you always hide in the sea?

'Admit it, you don't like people at all! You will only feel relaxed if you stay with unconscious animals! Why don't you admit you hate people! You want to leave them forever, you would rather live in isolation, be a savage, a tramp, a beast living in a cave! '

Yang Yi was still silent, but his breathing was heavier than before.

'You try every possible means to prove that you are a human being. You go to school and work like ordinary people, but you never establish closer relationships with others; you even fall in love like ordinary girls, but you are ready to leave at any time; You have been pushed to the high position of the first awakened person, enjoying people's respect, and shouldering responsibilities you have never had before. Do you really feel satisfied? Besides adding a bit of fun to your vanity, do these things really give you any sense of damn mission? Do you value anything? Have you ever loved anything? Is there anyone around you who makes you feel that this world is worth cherishing? No! You just feel disgusted, admit it, why are you so dishonest to yourself? When self-deception becomes a habit, do you even believe that you are a human being? '

'Shut up! 'Yang Yi said, 'Of course I am a human being, and I voluntarily bear so many responsibilities because I am a member of mankind and a member of the Xia Kingdom. If I can make my motherland more...'

'Stop saying such nonsense, it's so hypocritical! Hypocrite, coward, coward who dare not admit his true inner thoughts! '

Yang Yi stopped talking and allowed it to instigate, nudge, seduce, scold or insult. She remained silent.

When she returned to the office, her mood was still not relaxed, and there was some trace of it on her face.

"What? It didn't go well?" Feng Liancheng asked: "I heard that the research results there are quite rich."

"It's quite rich." Yang Yi said casually.

"By the way, we will set off tonight and go to the United Nations tomorrow to attend a meeting. Daniel Davis and Jane York reported the incident in Misty Town after returning to the United Nations, which caused a great shock. This may be the first time that humans have officially come into contact with each other. Extraterrestrial civilizations, and even hostile extraterrestrial civilizations, are taken very seriously by the United Nations..." Feng Liancheng added.

United Nations? Akka country?

Feng Liancheng's voice gradually faded away in his ears. The first thing Yang Yi thought of was Chris. He might meet him again this time.

Like a ray of sunshine in a heavy, gloomy day, she felt a little lighter.

In the evening, as usual, she wanted to go to the canteen to get a meal and "eat" it, but Feng Liancheng stopped her: "Let's go and eat together!"

"Look, you've been here for so long and you've always been alone. Don't be so aloof all the time, and be friendly to the people occasionally!" Feng Liancheng persuaded with a smile.

Yang Yi paused and smiled: "Okay!"

Taking the lunch box, she filled some white porridge, braised pork, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and a green leafy vegetable. The aunt in the cafeteria knew her and was extremely enthusiastic. She served more food than others, so she had no choice but to accept it and follow Feng Liancheng. Go find a seat.

"Yang Yi, Liancheng! This way!" Wei Changan, who was not far away, waved to them, and Chen Yushu was sitting next to him.

"The United Nations will have a meeting tomorrow. Have you been notified?" Feng Liancheng sat down and asked.

Wei Changan and Chen Yushu nodded: "Originally, we planned to support our brother units in Fu Province. The activities of alien creatures there have been rampant recently. I heard that several new kinds of alien creatures have appeared..."

"I'll go too!" Yang Yi said.

She swallowed the sweet, sour and salty rotten tomatoes and rotten eggs in her mouth, and stuffed another piece of greasy and rancid braised pork. She felt that the whole mouth was filled with a strong smell of decay and death. She calmly drank the sticky and moldy white porridge. Rushed down.

Her stomach began to twitch again, but her expression was as usual, even too calm.

How to prove that you are a normal person? That's a normal thing to do, of course.

Eat normally, live a normal life, work normally, and even more than that, she must also do things that benefit the public and prove that she is a person with conscience, correct understanding, a responsible person, and a trustworthy person! In this way, even if she exposes some of her own problems, someone will speak for her and find reasons for her.

A person who sits upright and behaves in a way that is beneficial to the public will never be considered abnormal even if he is disliked by others.

Great, this is a good strategy. Yang Yi thought.

It sneered, but Yang Yi ignored it.

"That's great, it's even more foolproof with you here!" Wei Chang'an clapped his hands happily and pushed Chen Yushu.

Chen Yushu didn't speak, just nodded.

After returning to the dormitory, she went to the bathroom to empty her stomach as usual, brushed her teeth, washed her face, half leaned on the sofa, and turned on the TV to make the empty living room less silent.

There were so many things happening during this period of time, one after another, so dizzying that she barely had time to calm down and think.

She felt increasingly lonely.

In the past, after she had finished her daily work, she could go to a secret base on the seaside and cruise on the bottom of the sea to relieve this unsolvable loneliness and depression. Since arriving in Kyoto, she has been trapped in these two rooms and one living room, and her thoughts have been trapped.

She tried her best to integrate into the circle of colleagues, but she was always separated by a layer.

This layer was not established by others. If she wanted to, almost anyone would welcome her to join, but no, whether it was due to her own psychological reasons or the changes she was forced to make after absorbing the source of life, she increasingly felt out of tune with the people around her. .

It was like being locked in a glass bottle with the cap tightly screwed on. There was light everywhere, but she only felt suffocated.