After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

One day in late October, a serious alien creature invasion occurred in the South Black Country. The sea monsters attacked the land residents, causing a large number of casualties.

Originally, after this sea beast came to Earth from another world, it had always been law-abiding, eating marine creatures and never rashly attacking ships at sea. People nearby knew that there was a giant beast living in the nearby sea, but they were not harmed by it and lived in peace.

The attack was very sudden. It was rumored that it was because the seaside factory discharged sewage into the nearby sea, polluting the living environment of the sea beast and angering it, which caused it to invade the land.

The entire Haiye City was covered by the tsunami caused by the sea monster. Countless houses were overturned, people were displaced, and there were heavy casualties.

Yang Yi received a request from the United Nations and went to resolve the incident.

When she dragged the huge corpse of the sea beast ashore, she was surprised by the dense crowd. Looking from a distance, the dark crowd on the shore looked like ants in an ant nest.

When they saw the mountain-like corpse of the sea monster, the people at the front retreated in fear, and then cheers broke out, resounding through the sky.

The crowd shouted her name and title, their faces filled with excitement and gratitude.

"The God of the world! The God of the world!"

"Yang Yi! Yang Yi!"

……

Amidst this huge noise, Yang Yi's face remained calm, as if she had heard and seen nothing. After completing the handover with the local alien creature management department, she prepared to leave.

Suddenly, a reporter rushed up with a camera and asked, "What do you think of this sea monster disaster?"

She never responded to such sudden interviews, but today, she looked back at the corpse of the sea beast and couldn't help but whispered, "People need to protect the environment."

Reporters immediately surrounded them like sharks smelling blood:

“Do you think this disaster is caused by people polluting the environment?”

"Do you think this is the beast's revenge?"

"Excuse me, are you sympathizing with this alien creature?"

Yang Yi lowered his eyes.

There are always some reporters who habitually misinterpret her original meaning in order to add more explosive points to the news. They don’t care what she wants to express, but only care about whether they can dig out a gold mine from her.

"Can we think of it this way - you have surpassed all humans in superpowers, so you no longer consider yourself a human being, but instead empathize with equally powerful alien creatures?"

Originally, Yang Yi didn't want to pay any more attention to these reporters, but when this question came out, she glanced at the reporter who asked the question.

He was a young man with brown skin and black eyes, about twenty years old. There was an extremely excited light flashing in his eyes, which was the anticipation of digging up treasure.

She looked at the other reporters around her. Those expectant faces were like bloody mouths ready to devour someone.

A strong feeling of boredom suddenly welled up in Yang Yi's heart. Standing in the crowd, she felt like she was drowned by a surging tide.

She said calmly, "What answer do you want?"

This sentence sounded like an encouragement. The reporters around her shoved the microphones in front of her like crazy, wishing they could poke a hole in her head with the microphones in order to dig out a few words from her to use as the building blocks for their breaking news.

"Excuse me, do you think the evil god is the legendary Death Star? Will humans suffer a catastrophe like the previous mass extinctions on Earth?"

"Do you think the awakened and ordinary people can coexist peacefully?"

"What do you think of the special treatment given to the awakened among the crowd?"

……

However, the questions are becoming more and more acute, to the point where people doubt their own ears——

"I heard that Xia Country is carrying out a plan to immigrate to other worlds. Without your help, this plan cannot be implemented. As a Xia countryman, do you want to help Xia Country monopolize these alien planets?"

"Are you fighting against the evil god because you love humanity, or because you think the evil god is insignificant and cannot compete with you?"

"I heard that you and the evil god believer Wade Davis had a close relationship. Is that true? Do you feel sorry for his death?"

"I heard that you were abused since childhood, and now you have become a god on earth, almost omnipotent. Will this experience have a negative impact on you?"

"During the last sky vision, what happened after you entered the alien world? Did you try your best?"

……

Yang Yi never knew that there were so many people in this world who "cared" about her, and "cared" about everything that happened to her, to the extent that it frightened her.

The excited and expectant faces in front of her were more frightening than any terrifying alien creatures. Alien creatures could only destroy her body and devour her flesh and blood, but these people could pounce on her and tear apart her heart and soul.

Why does everyone think she is the most powerful person in the world?

She clearly thinks she is a coward, a piece of glass that will break at the slightest touch.

Balzac's cane is engraved with: "I can destroy all obstacles!" Kafka said: "All obstacles can destroy me!"

The only person she could relate to was Kafka.

She listened to the constant questions in her ears, those ill-intentioned questions, those words with deep meanings, those traps that were set for her to fall into... Suddenly, a voice in her heart said out of the blue: Then give them the answers they want!

Do you sympathize with alien creatures? - Yes.

Do you feel sorry for the death of Wade Davis? —Yes.

Did the abuse you suffered as a child have a negative impact on you? — Of course, that should be obvious, right?

Did you do your best in dealing with the alien creatures? ——No.

Do you love mankind? --No.

……

Yes, answer them like this and see what kind of expressions will change on their faces. Maybe they will change from excitement to fear? Maybe they will drop the microphone and run away in fear? Maybe they will angrily accuse her? Scold her? Curse her? ...

Thinking of this, she felt a shudder instantly flow through her body - but it was not because of fear, but excitement.

Fear is not bad if you can't get people's love and respect.

Speak, speak, answer them just like that, don't care too much! Why are you so tired? Because you care too much about responsibility, morality, love, other people's feelings, other people's opinions - if you abandon these, you will be more relaxed, right?

If they rebel against you, curse you, insult you... isn't that better? Isn't that giving you a chance to completely discard your burden?

Yang Yi walked among the crowd with an expressionless face, and no one knew what she was thinking.

The local police tried hard to maintain order and stop the reporters who were besieging her, but countless microphones still followed her figure from every gap.

Suddenly, the brown-skinned reporter ducked through the wall of policemen and pointed the microphone at Yang Yi's face. He seemed a little scared, but also excited:

"Ms. Yang, I have secretly heard a rumor that it is you who caused the alien creatures to descend on Earth. There is no so-called evil god. You are the mastermind behind all the disasters - or you can say that you are the evil god! May I ask, what do you think of this rumor..."

With a loud bang, a bolt of lightning exploded in Yang Yi's mind, and a chill spread from the soles of his feet upwards, from slow to fast.

Her whole body was stiff, her mind was numb, and she could hardly think.

In the bustling crowd, she stopped and looked at the young reporter blankly.

The police belatedly realized what was happening and dragged this daring reporter out.

"What is your relationship with the evil god? Are you the mastermind behind all this? Are you the evil god itself?..." The young reporter screamed at the top of her lungs before being dragged away by the police. A photographer not far away pointed the camera at her face, trying to capture the expression on her face.

She stood there motionless, maybe for a minute, maybe just a few dozen seconds? Maybe for a very long time, so long that the noisy crowd seemed to notice something was wrong with the atmosphere and gradually quieted down from near to far.

The surroundings gradually became quiet, only the people in the distance who didn't know what was happening were still shouting and crowding forward to catch a glimpse of the face of the God on earth.

Local officials and the police chief were sweating profusely. One official angrily shouted, "Where is this reporter from? Who let him in?"

"How can you make up such an outrageous lie? This is slander!!"

"Ms. Yang! You have to believe that this has absolutely nothing to do with our country!"

……

There was a lot of noise all around her, and the sound seemed to come from far away, but she was like being put in a glass cover, people were very close, but seemed to be separated by two worlds.

Yang Yi looked around, and there was no end to the crowd. Were all these people doubting her? Was it him who possessed Lin Mu? After all, this was the easiest way to create a gap and suspicion between her and humans...

At this moment, these people are still welcoming her, worshipping her, and grateful to her, but in the next second, will this gratitude turn into hatred? And contempt? Will they spit at her, call her hypocritical, accusing her of killing billions of lives and causing all this, and actually having the nerve to pretend to package herself as a savior? ...

These people looked at her eagerly, with respect, awe, gratitude and hope in their eyes - but what about the next second? What about tomorrow? What about the future?

Suddenly, she sneered viciously in her heart - who cares? Who the hell cares what they think of me?

I am not an evil god, and the disasters on Earth are not caused by me. This is an obvious fact!

If they were deceived - which is almost 100% possible, because humans are an easily deceived species.

They are impulsive and suggestible. As soon as they integrate into a group, they lose their rationality and become single-celled organisms, driven only by their current emotions...

That follower of the evil god was an expert at prying into people's hearts, and he saw through hidden thoughts that even she herself dared not think deeply about - she hated humans and despised them from the bottom of her heart. Her so-called love for humans was nothing but an illusion, a kind of self-consolation.

Human beings are foolish lambs who need the whip of the shepherd; they are born slaves who need the leadership of the master to show them the direction!

If they don't obey, just whip them. Why bother about what they think? Why bother about what they think of me?

I saved them! I saved the world! This world exists because of me!

I am their eternal benefactor, they should be eternally grateful to me and overwhelmed with gratitude, they should prostrate themselves before me and praise my name, and anyone who has even the slightest disrespectful thought should go to hell!!!

Infinite anger and arrogance grew wildly in her heart. She even wanted to press the densely packed crowd in front of her to the ground on the spot, so that they would not dare to look at her again - she hated their gazes, no matter whether it was admiration, love, obsession, awe or hatred - she hated them all!

Because all this admiration, obsession, and love... will one day turn into sharp, poisoned arrows that will pierce her body, causing her pain, suffering, and making her unable to breathe, making her want to hide but never be able to.

The words of the evil god's followers suddenly flashed through her mind:

“Humans are not worthy of respect and have no value. Most of them are just auxiliary materials and culture media, just a breeding ground for the birth of elites and strong people!

"You are the only crystal in this culture medium. You are the true master of mankind!"