After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

In fact, it took Chris more than ten minutes.

Yang Yi was getting tired of waiting outside. The sound of running water in the bathroom covered up some sounds, making her feel on pins and needles.

She was embarrassed and guilty, and wanted to leave, but she was also worried that Chris would not find her anxious when he came out, so she could only pace back and forth by the window to relieve her anxiety.

But it happened to be this anxiety that covered up some of the previous unhappiness.

Outside the window, the evening breeze of the summer night blew slowly, with a slight coolness in the warmth. It brought the smell of the sea breeze and blew away the stagnant atmosphere in the room, making her suddenly return to the secret base in Haibei City.

She seemed to hear the sound of the waves of the sea, and her nose could smell the faint smell of the sea. Gradually, even the smell of osmanthus and yellow wattle seemed to drift over...

She stood quietly in front of the window, and an embrace full of fresh citrus scent hugged her from behind. Chris didn't speak, just held her gently, and followed her gaze to the dark night outside the window.

"What are you thinking about?" he asked in a low voice for a long time.

"My secret base." Yang Yi's voice sounded like it was coming from far away, "It's a cliff near the sea. Because the terrain is steep, it's difficult for ordinary people to get up there, so I selfishly designated it as my secret. Base."

There was a hint of laughter in her voice, and Chris could hear it.

"What does it look like there? How far is it from the sea? Can the waves hit it? Are there any plants? Or are they jagged rocks? Can you tell me about it?" Chris put his head on her shoulder, gently ask.

"There, it was a messy forest and strange rocks at the beginning. I tidied it up, sorted out the dead branches and leaves, cut down the tangled vines everywhere and made a cane chair. Haibei City Cleans Up the City Appearance When I was looking for a beautiful place, I threw away a lot of osmanthus trees and oleanders of different quality, so I dragged them to the cliff and planted them in the open space. Gradually, my secret base became more and more beautiful..." She said more. A bit excited, it seems that these seemingly boring little things give her a greater sense of accomplishment than saving the world.

"It must be beautiful there. After all, you built it bit by bit, right?" Chris' voice also had a hint of smile.

"Yes, I even made a small table with my own hands. The workmanship was terrible. It was crooked and could not be placed flat. I had no choice but to fix it in the soil. I didn't expect it to take root!" Yang Yi His tone was surprised and proud, seeming to be praising this little miracle of life, "I have to prune its branches every few days, otherwise it wouldn't even be able to use the table... However, it is growing longer and longer. Abstract—I haven’t been back for two months, and it’s probably growing crazy..."

"That's very good. There is an artist who specializes in making this kind of furniture. He starts from a small tree, uses wires to define its growth path, and then grows it into a piece of furniture. My dear, you have the talent of an artist!" He He teased and kissed her hair.

"Of course." Yang Yi agreed with a smile, "Whenever I have free time, I will take you to visit my secret base and let you appreciate my works."

Chris felt a faint sense of joy in his heart. Just like when he was a child, he waited all night in the garden, just waiting for that little purple flower to bloom. In the early morning, he was tired and sleepy from waiting. When he rubbed his eyes, the little flower finally quietly opened a gap, It exudes a subtle fragrance.

"Okay, it's settled!" His tone was very soft, as if he was worried about startling the little flower that had just bloomed. However, the lingering tone was very heavy, as if he was afraid that she would regret it.

"Actually, because the terrain is very high, there are often strong winds, especially during the typhoon season. If it is night, and the tsunami is coupled with lightning and thunder, looking from the cliff to the sea, it looks like the end of the world... At this time, there will be a feeling, as if In this universe, I am as insignificant as a mayfly..." Yang Yi's voice deepened.

Chris didn't say anything, just held her tighter.

"Actually, I'm very afraid of lightning and thunder... When I was a child, I didn't dare to go back, so I hid in the cement pipes left by road construction in the fields. That night, the rain was very heavy, the wind was also very strong, and there was always thunder and rumbling. There was a rumble, and the lightning kept flashing... It was very dark and very cold..." She suddenly shivered slightly and instinctively leaned into Chris's arms. Chris tightened his long arms and held her in his arms. Wrapped in arms.

"... It seemed to be a Saturday. The next day was a holiday, so I was busy late at night in the secret base. I dragged a lot of osmanthus trees and oleanders that the sanitation sanitation department didn't want, and planned to work overtime to plant them all... At that time, I just Not long after I arrived in Haibei City, I had never experienced the power of a typhoon... I was busy planting trees with a flashlight, and suddenly the wind roared. The sea wind carried rain and waves and rushed onto the cliff. The whole earth was shaking, and thunder sounded. When it came, lightning also flashed... I didn't awaken my telekinesis at that time, so I was so scared that I wanted to run back, but the wind was so strong that it almost blew me under the cliff... I could only hug a tree, We hugged each other like that all night... After I went back, I got seriously ill, but from now on I am no longer afraid of thunder and lightning... After all, there are many scarier things in this world than thunder and lightning..."

Chris couldn't imagine what she went through in the violent storm, lightning, and thunder that night. Amid the terror of nature threatening the power of heaven and earth, she could only rely on a tree, waiting for dawn alone and fearfully. What was it like?

He wanted to ask her, what was she thinking at that time? Was she cold then? hungry? Lonely? However, he just rubbed his forehead lovingly in her hair a few times without asking anything.

She stopped talking and seemed to be deep in thought.

After a while, she half-lyed on the bed with Chris, found a comfortable position in his arms, and listened to his steady and powerful heartbeat. She liked this, enjoying the rare quiet time, even if she didn't say anything, it was fine.

"Have you seen a movie I made? "Blue Street"?" Suddenly, Chris asked.

Yang Yi came back to his senses, "I've seen it, a literary movie..."

"Bad acting, right?" Chris asked with a smile.

"Uh..." Yang Yi hesitated, "Actually, it's not that bad..."

"No need to make excuses for me, I'm just terrible." Chris couldn't help laughing at her hesitation, "...I found a job on the second day after arriving in Hollywood, and the other new actors who came with me were still working while pursuing their dreams. By that time, I had already made several youth movies, and I was relatively well-known... At that time, the news and newspapers were full of praise. Film critics praised my acting skills as natural and not as awkward as a newcomer. I won several Teen Choice Awards. , 'Most Popular Young Actor' and other awards, and also won the love of some fans..." He raised his eyebrows and said mockingly.

Yang Yi turned to look at him, the corners of her mouth raised, and the corners of her eyes also raised. Her eyes were slightly bright, looking forward to what he would say next.

This expression added a bit of liveliness to her usually calm to dull expression, making her look lively. Chris couldn't help it and pecked her on the lips.

"...At that time, I was ambitious and thought I would become the second Lewis or the second Drone...I ignored my agent's dissuasion and accepted a literary film - No, the one called "Blue". "Sex Street", ready to show off my talents and take my first step to compete for the acting award... I also went to the Hollywood actor training class for a period of time... The result - you already know..."

"...'He didn't know what he was doing the whole time' His acting was contrived and he lost his most precious naturalness' Apart from a face that attracts fans who are obsessed with him to contribute to the box office, he did not contribute anything to this movie' The story is pretentious and boring, and the actors' dull acting skills make this bad movie reach a new low... These are their evaluations."

Chris's tone was humorous and relieved. If he didn't care anymore, he would never have said the blow so funny that Yang Yi couldn't help but laugh.

"...At that time, I thought, okay, maybe the script of this movie is not very good and the director is not good - maybe there is something wrong with my acting skills... But, I still had a chance to prove myself, and I took it again. Another movie "Tomorrow Never Comes"...Look, you laughed again..."

Yang Yi finally couldn't help but laugh out loud. This "Tomorrow Never Comes" was given a low score of 5.9 on Mungdou Movie Network. The director seemed to want to use black humor to express a sense of absurdity in daily life, but Chris I couldn't catch it, the acting was a bit exaggerated.

Moreover, this is the work of the famous director Frank trying a new style. After the movie came out, the famous director said that Chris ruined his movie and that he would never find a new generation of young actors to star in his works again.

But from Yang Yi's objective point of view, this movie is not just a problem with Chris. The script and director have problems everywhere. The plot from beginning to end is about one person meeting another person, and another person meeting another person. They Eating, talking, going to work, getting off work, and sleeping are all a drowsy running list.

"After this absolutely terrible movie, my career stopped for a while. Because of director Frank's words, many producers and directors stopped using me, I lost a lot of job opportunities, and I lost a lot of friends... just It was like suddenly falling from the clouds, returning from a prosperous dream... I myself began to doubt my acting skills, doubt whether I had talent, and doubt that my previous success was some kind of luck..." Chris's voice gradually became lower. Come down.

Yang Yi raised his hand and touched his head. His hair was slightly damp and fluffy, and felt good to the touch.

The tall oak tree outside the window was swayed by the evening breeze, and its broad leaves made a rustling sound. The evening breeze came to face me, carrying coolness and moisture. Dark night shadows enveloped the villa, with only the light from the windows providing some warmth.

"To be honest, I was still unconvinced at that time." Chris continued, "Although I studied business, I have been interested in movies since I was a child. I attended directing courses and observed the work of directors during filming - also It’s not that difficult! I thought so at that time. It happened that Frank’s words stimulated me. At that time, there were almost no good roles for me, so I decided to invest by myself, be the director, and be the protagonist..."

"Actually, the filming of "Afternoon" was pretty good." Yang Yi said quickly, "I watched it carefully. You did a good job, the story was complete, and the plot was good... I think the score they gave is too low! "

Chris shook his head helplessly and rubbed her head, "They are not my fans and will not treat me differently! Sometimes 'good' means mediocre, right? Mediocrity means dispensable, so "My works cannot be sold in Hollywood, where there are so many good movies. Even the qualifications to be screened are earned by me - as long as they are not outstanding, they are mediocre."

"This is your first directorial work, they should be more tolerant!" Yang Yi whispered.

In her eyes, Chris should be born to be the proud son of heaven, should be born so dazzling, and he should be able to get everything easily without any effort - just like as soon as she met him, he was already a big star that attracted much attention, living in Under the spotlight, living on the screen, living in a mid-level villa in Beaver Hills worth hundreds of millions of dollars, leading a rich and exciting life.

"After I finished filming that movie, I was confused and frustrated for a long time. I began to doubt whether I had the talent in this area, whether I wanted to continue, and the meaning of all I was doing. I suddenly lost the direction of my life... I I lived a self-destructive life, hanging out in bars and nightclubs, partying all night long, drinking heavily... In short, it was completely ridiculous and my life was a mess!"

"Oh~~" Yang Yi said in a longer tone, "Didn't you hang around with different women? During that time, you had a lot of gossipy news flying all over the world, supporting a large number of paparazzi and tabloids!"

Chris chuckled softly, his chest shaking continuously, "Dear, if life can be edited at will like a movie, I will give you the final editing rights of the movie "My Life", and you can cut it into whatever you like. in any way.”

Seeing that the words of love were really touching, she spared him.

"Actually, these experiences are not worth mentioning at all, are they? After all, I was not desperate at that time. I made a lot of money when I was popular, and used this money to invest, and made another fortune, even if I never become a professional again. Actors can also live a good life... Do you think I'm just pretending to be in vain?" Chris asked a little uncertainly, his hand caressing her arm uneasily.

"No, I have always believed that pain cannot be compared. Everyone is the protagonist of his own life. Even if others have objectively suffered more painful things than me, we cannot empathize with them. People can only feel their own pain." Her tone was gentle, but very calm. This calmness gave Chris a sense of certainty at this moment. He felt like a small boat in the storm and saw the green light of the distant lighthouse, "So this also means that a sensitive heart is sensitive to autumn leaves." The pain of death is equal to the pain of another person losing a loved one.”

At this moment, Chris was sure that he had found the only one in his life, and she would be the only heroine in his movie "My Life".

He hugged the slender body in his arms tightly and let out a long sigh. This sigh was full of indescribable regrets and remorse: "God, I am willing to give everything for just one chance to meet you in advance." …”