After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

At night, she flew towards Chris's house.

There was an impulse that prompted her to fly to find Chris impatiently. This was not only because of the sudden gaze of the evil god, but also because of her longing for Chris... There was also an indescribable, even slightly ambiguous emotion. And this emotion is also related to Thomas...

Moreover, this kind of ambiguous emotion completely violated her moral standards, violated her expectations for pure feelings, and went against her inner expectation of reciprocating her feelings for Chris...

She always knew that her love for Chris was not complete, but mixed with infatuation, vanity, and some utilitarianism of conquering and fulfilling long-cherished wishes. This was not moral. She understood this clearly. So when I saw Chris' pure and affectionate love, I felt a little frightened and guilty.

It's like a very hungry man approaching a puppy with the intention of eating dog meat, but he gets the puppy's affection and admiration without expecting anything in return, and what he pays is nothing more than a petty caress and a piece of rotten bone.

On the night when Chris confessed his incoherent words to her, she had already made up her mind that she would never let him down.

She had never received such intense, affectionate, unrequited, and careful love from someone.

But only two days have passed...

Well, she had determined that Thomas did have feelings for her that went beyond friends. When he held her face in his hands and pulled down the corners of her mouth, when he stared at her eyes that seemed to speak a thousand words... …

She shook her head, her speed increased, and she arrived at Chris' villa in an instant.

The lights in the villa were bright, and Chris was sitting on the sofa holding the remote control. The light from the holographic screen cast a dim light on his face.

When Yang Yi entered, she happened to see Thomas' proud face on the screen. It was the image of him rejecting her request for the work.

She suddenly felt guilty and her steps became a little lighter.

She pretended to be fine and looked at the holographic screen, "Why are you looking at this?" She sat down next to Chris and asked.

Chris put his arms around her and easily held her in his arms. He put his hands around her waist, put his chin on her shoulders, and said in a low voice: "I just want to see you all the time."

His expression couldn't be seen from this angle, and his voice was normal. Yang Yi couldn't feel anything.

And he's such a good actor that if he tried to hide his emotions, no one would be able to tell.

"We have only been separated for two days." Yang Yi smiled and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"I feel like it's been two years, no, even longer than two years..." He still rested his chin on her shoulder, caressing her neck, and her long hair completely covered her. His face said, "There is an old saying in your Xia country, if you don't see someone for one day, it will be like three autumns."

He said the last sentence in Xia Mandarin, speaking very slowly. Except for the slightly awkward tone, he was very precise.

"You learned Xia Guoyu so fast!" Yang Yi praised, and his tone was a little too deliberate.

"How long have we known each other?" Suddenly, Chris asked abruptly.

"Two months." Yang Yi thought for a while and answered affirmatively.

"64 days." Chris stated unambiguously, "55 days to confirm the relationship, and the total time spent together is less than 13 days..."

Suddenly, his tone changed, "Based on this time, we are almost strangers, right?"

Yang Yi's heart moved and he turned around to look at his expression carefully.

His blue eyes were still beautiful, but the complex color in them was hard to describe, like a dark fire burning silently in the darkness.

Suddenly, a slightly mischievous smile appeared on his face, a smile that was extremely inconsistent with his eyes at the moment, "It hasn't been as long as you have spent with the Marquis of Essex."

Yang Yi, who was originally a little worried, finally couldn't help but smile when he heard these words. There was a sense of relief in this smile, and there was also a hint of satisfaction.

"You're jealous." She used an affirmative sentence.

Then she repeated her trick, turned around and straddled his legs, facing him, she kissed his forehead, smiled and said: "It's so cute, I like to see you jealous... You know what? Especially A sense of accomplishment……"

She kissed his eyebrows and eyes again, looked into his eyes, and asked with a smile: "Chris, guess what? In those days when I lost my mind, who did I miss most? Who was in my dream?"

She kissed his strong nose again, "Guess again, who was I thinking about at the last moment when I got into the passage to another world?"

She kissed his lips again, smiled and asked, "Guess again, who am I thinking about now?"

As soon as she finished speaking, the previous scene suddenly invaded her brain: Thomas leaned down and gently pressed his thin lips against hers...

stop! I can't think about it anymore. I should throw this scene into the trash and never think about it again.

Yang Yi wanted to stop her thoughts, but her mind was beyond her control.

At that time, although she was surprised when Thomas kissed her, she was never so panicked that she could not deal with the situation calmly. Instead, after the initial surprise, she quickly reacted and understood what Thomas was thinking.

And several ways to resolve the current predicament with humor and fun naturally appeared in his mind without hurting the other person's feelings and self-esteem, without breaking the harmonious relationship between the two.

But she did nothing.

This is so despicable and shameless.

And...and...

From this shamelessness, she got a guilty pleasure that transcended morality and touched taboos...

This sudden glance did not escape Chris's sensitive eyes, and his heart that had just risen instantly fell into an abyss.

He looked at Yang Yi's face almost blankly, feeling empty in his chest, as if his heart had been removed.

He wanted to ask those words, "Are you in love with someone else?" Or, "Are you leaving me?" But he was afraid that the words he said would have some magical power and would come true immediately, so he just did this It was stuck in his throat, almost making it impossible for him to breathe.

Yang Yi immediately noticed Chris's situation. After all, he had no intention of hiding it, and he could no longer hide it.

This devastated look made her tremble instantly, and a familiar feeling suddenly passed through her body...

There were lightning, thunder, and violent storms. A hungry little girl was hiding in a cement pipe, holding herself tightly with her arms. She looked to the left side of the pipe in horror, then turned her head to look to the right side of the pipe. Finally, she looked in despair. The pouring rain outside makes me feel like I have been abandoned by the whole world...

Maybe sometimes, we are not pitying others, but pity ourselves - such an idea appeared in her mind for no reason.

Suddenly, she seemed to wake up and looked around, and finally her eyes rested on Chris.

She got off his legs and sat next to him.

"I'm sorry, did I hurt your heart?" She asked in a low voice for a long time.

Chris remained silent, just watching the clips of Yang Yi and Thomas on the holographic screen in silence - he had been looping these clips.

"There won't be a next time." She sounded extremely serious.