After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

The seventh day is the National Day of Silence.

The National Bureau of Statistics estimates that the death toll has reached nearly 100 million. Countless families have lost loved ones, parents have lost their children, children have lost their parents, and lovers have lost their significant other...

It was a day for people to express their grief, with sirens blaring in the air to pay tribute to those who lost their lives in this disaster.

Yang Yi held a bouquet of white chrysanthemums and walked in the queue of the Juejuan Bureau.

The Bureau of Sleep Management lost many partners in this disaster. In the Capital Bureau of Sleep Management alone, 16 awakened people died.

After laying flowers, it was time to express condolences to the family members, which was conducted by Director Zhou and Deputy Director Zheng as representatives.

The solemn atmosphere was solemn, and Yang Yi's heart was heavy. She knew rationally that she had tried her best, but looking at the faces of the family members who were either grieving or in extreme pain and seemed numb, a layer of worry hung over her heart. The cloud...as if she had caused all this.

She took the opportunity to walk to a place where people were hiding, and looked at the solemn crowd in silence.

There were many thoughts in her mind... What if I wasn't the one chosen by the Evil God's fragments in the first place... And what if, if I could discover the conspiracy of the Evil God's believers earlier... Even if I could close the alien channel earlier... wouldn't this happen? everything?

Suddenly, a young man with a white flower on his chest came over. Liu Siyuan, who was waiting beside him, wanted to stop him from approaching, but Yang Yi waved his hand gently.

"Hello, I am Liu Xinyu's brother, my name is Liu Xinfan..." He stretched out his hand towards Yang Yi.

Yang Yi hesitantly stretched out his hand, trying to recall the somewhat familiar name "Liu Xinyu".

Liu Xinfan looked at her expression and suddenly sneered: "You don't remember her at all, do you? She is lying in that cold coffin now, accepting your condolences..." He pointed to a coffin in the hall.

Yang Yi suddenly felt her ears and cheeks getting hot. She tried hard to maintain a solemn expression and said a cliche: "I'm sorry..."

"She just turned 21 and just graduated from college. She is very talented. She has B-level gravity when she wakes up..." Liu Xinfan ignored what Yang Yi said and said to herself, "The night before the disaster, we had dinner together. At that time, she proudly told my parents and me that she would protect our family from now on... We all opposed her joining the Sleep Management Bureau, but she was convinced and must join, because you are there and you are Her idol..."

At this point, Liu Xinfan choked and stopped. Then he looked up at Yang Yi, "...but she is lying in the coffin now, and you...are standing here safe and sound..."

Yang Yi stood there silently. It was obvious that she was just an ordinary person in front of her and her words were not intense, but she felt like she had been slapped hard.

"...You know? When I read news reports about you, I always have a feeling - in this world, you are the only protagonist, and all of us and all our lives are the background of the story that is told in one sentence. , all these disasters happened to set off your existence... And my sister is just a brick and stone that laid the foundation for your success... Once you have achieved great success, all your bones will wither. Now you have become famous, and you have gained the awe and love of the whole world, and These withered bones were buried in graves and gradually forgotten by people..."

"...but I will not forget it, and neither will my parents...my sister, sometimes she is unreasonable, but sometimes she is well-behaved and sensible...She is obviously timid and even afraid of mice, but she is brave Die fighting against those terrifying monsters..."

"...If you are so powerful and so powerful, why didn't you close the different space channel earlier? Why didn't you nip the different space channel in the bud before it opened?...Why did you wait until things got irreversible? Use billions of human lives to pile up your honor? - Now you are sitting on the supreme throne in the world, enjoying the supreme honor. Have you ever thought that your throne is built with countless blood, bones and human lives? of……"

The scene here has attracted the attention of people in the hall. Liu Siyuan couldn't listen anymore and stepped forward to separate Liu Xinfan. "Family member, please calm down..."

A middle-aged man with gray hair came over and grabbed Liu Xinfan, while bowing his head and apologizing to Yang Yi: "I'm so sorry, Yang...Ms. Yang, my son has had a deep relationship with his sister since he was a child. Xinyu's death this time has a profound impact on him." It’s too exciting, so I’m going too far with my words...please don’t..."

"It's okay." Yang Yi felt that her face was almost numb, and she forced herself to say some comforting words: "I can understand."

Liu Xinfan was taken away by his father, leaving Yang Yi standing alone.

This time no one came to disturb her, but she felt that countless eyes in the hall were on her from time to time, peeping, watching, and peeking. It was as if she had been stripped naked and stood in the public, being maliciously speculated and wantonly observed. .

Director Zhou came over, patted her on the shoulder, and pulled her out of the hall.

The sun was shining brightly outside, and Zhizhi was screaming at the top of his lungs, which made people upset.

The two walked to a pavilion, and Director Zhou said meaningfully: "Yang Yi, as long as you come to this position, you will definitely hear many different voices. It is impossible for everyone in this world to respect and love you, and it is impossible for everyone to love you." People hate you, even if you are just a mirror, reflecting their own thoughts."

"I understand." Yang Yi said.

"But you're still blaming yourself, aren't you?"

"I've tried my best." Yang Yi said, her breathing gradually getting faster: "I've tried my best, I even crossed that line..." Her words stopped abruptly and she swallowed the second half.

"Look, you are still blaming yourself." Director Zhou took out a cigarette from his pocket, put it under his nose and smelled it, "When disasters occurred in the past, even if the government rescued in time, various losses could not be avoided. At this time , some people will target the government or even the rescue workers. People need a target to take responsibility for the disaster so as to vent their anger and resentment. They don’t care what the government has done or the efforts of the rescue workers. They just want to Use this to vent the pent-up dissatisfaction in your heart. But now, you are standing at the forefront of the storm, and you have become the target.

"You are the most powerful awakened person in the world and the invisible leader of the awakened people. Ordinary people who are dissatisfied or jealous of the awakened people will attack you. Those who have lost relatives and friends in the disaster will attack you. Even some people will attack you. The Awakened will attack you too...

"As the saying goes, 'If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight.' You will receive the warmest praise and the most vicious slander in the world. People like to create gods, but they also like to destroy gods. Are you ready for this? "Director Zhou put the cigarette back into the cigarette case and looked at Yang Yi worriedly.

After a while, Yang Yi twitched the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to smile bitterly, but his face was only numb: "No."

"The crown was forced upon the illusory 'god on earth' by people, the throne was forced upon her by people, and even the responsibilities were forced upon her by people. Even her own power fell from the sky... No one has ever Ask me: Yang Yi, do you want these?"