Skretil's Ignorance Walker

"..."

Facing Sunflower whose eyes were becoming increasingly blurred, Lu Ren was a little hesitant. She could feel that Sunflower was in a state of impulse. If she easily agreed to her now, she might regret it and feel troubled when she calmed down later.

And this kind of thing, just as Lu Ren said before, once it is done, there is no turning back.

The concept of chastity in this world is still relatively conservative. Losing one's virginity before getting married is considered a shameful thing for ordinary people. Just as Favvy said before, if the news of Sunflower and Lu Ren sleeping together spreads, even if they did nothing, others will look at Sunflower with tinted glasses.

"sunflower……"

"Lord Lu Ren..."

Lu Ren called out Sunflower's name softly, but did not go any further. She withdrew her hand and looked at Sunflower with a serious expression.

"Although I don't know what happened between you and Mudan, you are already an adult. You can't easily ruin your future because of a momentary impulse."

After saying that, Lu Ren looked at Sunflower silently again, hoping that his words could calm her down a little.

However, after hearing these words, Sunflower's expression became very lost.

"Lord Lu Ren... I certainly understand what I'm doing now, and I don't think doing this will ruin my future. Or is it that Lord Lu Ren is unwilling to do this with me?"

Sunflower's pitiful eyes stared straight at Lu Ren, which was indeed quite lethal. Even Lu Ren subconsciously looked away.

"That's not the case. I'm glad you're willing to commit yourself to me, but I hope you've come to this conclusion after careful consideration, rather than acting on impulse."

In response to Sunflower's words, Lu Ren began to speak patiently. She didn't want Sunflower to regret it afterwards.

"Let's not talk about anything else, do you really like me?"

"Oh... this... of course, Lord Lu Ren is so cute, who wouldn't like him?"

Hearing Lu Ren's sudden question, Sunflower was stunned for two seconds and then answered, but Lu Ren was not satisfied with her answer.

"In other words, you like me because you think I'm good-looking?"

"This……"

"I usually call this situation lust. It's not love, it's just the primitive impulse we have as creatures. Maybe many people think that this is enough. But I think if two independent individuals want to get along for a long time, this alone is not enough."

Lu Ren began to speak at length. To be honest, Lu Ren really liked Sunflower and the others, but if he wanted to go further, he had to get to know each other better.

Of course, it is not necessarily the case. There are also many people who just get along with each other. Anyway, if both parties agree with this way, then even if there is no love, as long as there are no major conflicts in daily life, the two people can fall in love with each other over time.

"I……"

After listening to Lu Ren's words, Sunflower lowered her head and fell silent. She recalled Mudan's words again, and after comparing the two, Sunflower thought that Lu Ren was more right.

But now Sunflower just wants to forget what Peony said, and her choice is to find the most primitive happiness of living things with Lu Ren. Since Peony has said that, Sunflower thinks she might as well follow her words and leave here with Lu Ren.

"Anyway, wait until you have thought it through. I will stay and wait for you during this time."

Seeing that Sunflower seemed to be a little troubled, Lu Ren gently touched Sunflower's head and said softly, "When Sunflower figures it out, no matter what she chooses, Lu Ren will respect her choice."

However, Sunflower didn't seem to intend to wait until later. She first grabbed Lu Ren's hand on her head, and then put it back on her body.

"Lord Lu Ren, you are right, and I agree with you. But I think I have thought it through before doing this, so Lord Lu Ren, can you satisfy my willfulness?"

"..."

Seeing that Sunflower still did not change her choice, Lu Ren did not say anything more this time. She slowly put her face in front of Sunflower and said softly:

"Have you really made up your mind? You won't regret it?"

"……Um."

In response to Lu Ren's last question, Sunflower also responded softly. Seeing this, Lu Ren was no longer polite. Since Sunflower had made her choice, it was Lu Ren's turn to make his choice as well.

"Yeah……"

Then, in the dim room, the two began to intertwine with each other, like wild beasts, releasing their most primitive desires.

On the other side, after Sunflower left, Mudan sat alone in the room and cried silently. She also heard the sound of Sunflower entering Lu Ren's room.

Maybe the two of them are having a passionate love affair in the room right now, and then Sunflower will leave her and start a new life.

Mudan was extremely reluctant at this moment. When she recalled the conversation just now, her heart was broken.

But if she hadn't said that, Sunflower probably wouldn't have taken this step. Although she would have to live alone in the future and Sunflower might not forgive her, Peony still endured it all silently by herself.

As long as Sunflower can be happy, Peony will be satisfied. As for herself... Although the money she earns from selling flowers is not much, it can barely support herself. And without Sunflower, Peony will have an easier time taking care of herself.

"sunflower……"

However, no matter how Mudan tried to convince herself in her mind, she still couldn't stop her tears. Sunflower could live a better life, and she should be happy. But why did she feel so painful inside? Why did she keep crying?

Humans are indeed contradictory creatures. This is clearly what I wanted, and it was also the situation I personally created, so why should I be sad? Can I still regret it?

Because there is no magic medicine for regret in this world, every decision people make is extremely important. And Mudan chose this path after careful consideration.

As mentioned before, as long as the sunflowers can be happy, that's enough.

"..."

After finally convincing herself, Mudan lay alone on the bed with a tired body and a wounded heart.

She closed her eyes tightly, but Sunflower's face kept appearing in front of her. From the two sisters playing together when they were young, to their later dependence on each other.

Peony still remembers every smile and every cry of Sunflower, but she feels that she will never be able to participate in her future smiles and sorrows.

Finally, it was late at night before Peony slowly fell asleep in sadness and reluctance.