Reborn on the wedding night, the regent princess said she knew she was wrong

Mo Beichen seemed to be deeply immersed in memories and was unaware of Yun Qingluo's movements.

Minding his own business, he continued:

"Actually, when the late emperor asked me to be the regent, he didn't really dote on my mother and concubine, nor did he really love me.

Otherwise, why would you give me a Northern name? "

"Actually, when my mother-in-law was alive, my father didn't dote on her at all.

If I hadn't gone to the wrong place drunkenly during a palace banquet, and my father-in-law behind me didn't dare to stop me, I wouldn't be around anymore.

The father has never met his mother and concubine several times, and even her appearance is probably vague, which is ironic. "

Yun Qingluo listened as Mo Beichen recounted his past word by word.

Aunt Gong should have told him this.

Yun Qingluo bit her lip and remained silent.

How did he feel when he was young hearing this?

When other princes were bullied and could cry to their mother and concubine for support, how did he feel when he was all alone?

How does it feel when other princes enjoy glory and wealth, while the young man goes to the frontier alone with an unknown future?

Yun Qingluo cried silently, she was afraid of disturbing Mo Beichen.

This is the first time A Chen has told her about the past, and she should be very happy that A Chen can tell her this.

After all, if one person's suffering is shared by two people, it won't be that painful.

It was the first time A Chen really opened his heart to her, so she didn't want to interrupt him.

"The first time I killed someone, it was actually not on the battlefield, but in the palace.

That was the third day after I returned to the palace after you saved me. I found the person who killed me, lured him to a desolate place with the money my mother-in-law left me, beat him to death over and over again with stones, and then dragged him into a dry well nearby. "

Yun Qing lowered her eyebrows, she couldn't believe it.

I can't believe how the young Ah Chen grew up alive from a baby in a palace that ate people without spitting out their bones, and when his father died without caring for her.

I can't even imagine how desperate he must be when he has no one to rely on and is forced to face the cruel reality.

She wanted to tell him that it was not Ah Chen's fault, it was them who deserved it.

But her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't speak at all.

It's uncomfortable, my heart is particularly uncomfortable, and it hurts like suffocation.

"I know that the mastermind behind this is not the father-in-law, but he watched me fall off the cliff with his own eyes. He deserves to die."

"I actually never thought about going back, Luo Luo. The moment I fell, I no longer wanted to live. It was so painful to live.

I don’t have enough food or clothing to keep warm. I have no relatives or friends. Even my pets walk around me when they see me. They all call me my nemesis, my mourning star, and my broom star. "

"The moment I fell, I saw my mother-in-law, and she smiled softly at me.

I wanted to ask her why she didn't want me and why she left me behind.

But I didn't dare. They all said that I killed the concubine. If it weren't for me, the concubine would have lived a long life. "

"Yes, I am such an ominous person, my father is not happy, my mother and concubine died because of me, I don't deserve to live, I deserve to die."

"I wish I could just die like that. There will be no more hunger and no more pain. It would be great to die."

Yun Qingluo held Mo Beichen's hand tightly, her tears soaking the collar of her clothes.

He, he was so desperate at that time.

“But there was a very cute little girl who saved me.

I wanted to say she was nosy, but when I opened my eyes I saw her smiling so happily. That bright smile is like the eyes of the vast stars.

When her eyes fell on me, I seemed to see light shining on me, very warm. It makes me reluctant to say harsh words to her. "

"The little girl said that the grace of saving my life should be pledged with my body. She also said that she saved my life and asked me to live well and not die again without her order."

"I agreed. Such a good little girl. If I refused, she would be unhappy. I like to see her smile and it makes me happy too."

I blushed and said, "Okay, I will marry you from now on, and I will protect you for the rest of my life." '

I work hard to grow up and kill enemies with all my strength. I want to become very powerful and powerful, and then go back to protect my little girl.

But when I came back with military exploits and glory, the little girl who asked me to marry her fell in love with someone else. "

Yun Qingluo's vision was blurred and her voice was hoarse as she cried.

Ah Chen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

she......

She really didn't know that the person she casually saved at that time was determined to die.

She didn't know that a few simple words would affect his life.

It turned out that if it weren't for her, he would have died long ago.

It turned out that at the age of six, she was already his obsession, his obsession to survive in the world.

What kind of kindness to the people, what kind of patron saint, what kind of bullshit god of war, these are not his original intentions.

He climbed all the way up, climbing with all his strength, just to protect her safety throughout her life.

Unfortunately, in her last life, she never waited for her little girl.

Ah Chen, Ah Chen, I'm sorry.

"The little girl broke her promise, and I was very angry. I wanted to ask her why she didn't want me, why... she also left me.

But I didn't dare. I greedily stood in the darkness and looked at her living in the sunshine.

My heart is ugly, my world is dark, and I don’t want to drag her into hell with me. "

"I think it's okay to just guard her silently.

But... later General Yun came to me and said that he wanted to marry the little girl to me. I was suddenly struck by a surprise, and I agreed in a daze..."

“After reacting, I wanted to refuse because the little girl didn’t like me and hated me, although I didn’t understand why she changed so quickly.

But I couldn't say no. I wanted to be with her so much. After all, I was too selfish. "

"But, every day after that, I was glad... I was glad that I didn't let go, and I was glad that I caught my little girl, because after she got married, she became very, very, very, very good, no, she was still good before, Just not to me.”

"But it doesn't matter, as long as my little girl is happy."

"Luoluo, Mo Beichen is lucky to have met you in his lifetime.

"Luoluo, thank you for coming to me, giving me warmth, pulling me out of the abyss, and feeling the sunshine that is neither arrogant nor impetuous, as warm as spring."

"Luoluo, Mo Beichen would rather lose the world than let you down."

When Yun Qingluo heard his words, her body started to tremble. She couldn't bear it any longer and opened her mouth to vent her tears.

She, she finally understood.

Why did he fall into endless slaughter after her death?

Why show great malice towards those whom he once devoted all his efforts to protect?

It turned out that she was the only one he really wanted to protect from the beginning to the end.

The world has never been his responsibility, but hers.

As long as she lives, he has to be the regent for a day, and as a regent for a day, he has to perform his duties for a day.

Fighting in all directions and protecting the people were just his duties as regent.

He is just in his position and pursuing his own affairs.

Her Ah Chen has always had a strong sense of responsibility.

Otherwise, I wouldn’t have spent my entire life just because of an unintentional joke made by a six-year-old child.

She wanted to tell him, but he did.

He really did protect her for the rest of his life.

He really fell in love with her for the rest of his life.

But when I think about it, it all happened in my previous life.

She didn't want to use the pain of her previous life to torture Ah Chen who had gone through many hardships.

In this life, they will definitely be very happy, super happy.