Help! She was caught up in crazy criticism

Yu Yan smiled and said, "You never say anything bad to us. You worked very hard at a young age. Now that I think about it, it was my sister and brother-in-law who were too harsh on you at that time. Later, your burden was too heavy. ”

"Auntie can't help you with your work. She can only care about your personal affairs."

"Speaking of personal matters, I have seen too much news about you over the years, and I don't believe it. This time, although the incident between you and Lian Xi spread on the Internet for a while, it quickly disappeared. This has never happened before. It happened before, so I thought it must be Lian Xi’s handiwork.”

"I don't know how much he loves you, but I want to know about you."

Yu Yan spoke with a gentle voice and looked at her with loving eyes, a look she had never seen in her parents' eyes.

"You moved out and didn't live with Yunjing, but what happened?"

"I can't ask Yunjing deeply. Every time he mentions it, he is in a low mood or is too busy. I'm worried that you two siblings may have relationship problems. After all, you have been together for so many years, and blood ties are no longer the most important thing. "

Ning Yuchu helped choose the dishes, but it was difficult for her to tell her aunt about Ning Yunjing's feelings for her. If she could, she would never tell her.

"There is no such thing, aunt. Yunjing and I are still siblings, but now we are not biological siblings. We are so old. There will always be some bad voices and speculations on the Internet."

"We always need to avoid suspicion. The words of a crowd can make a man a tiger, and the words of others can be feared."

"Really?" Yu Yan put the peeled garlic into the small butterfly and paid careful attention to her expression.

"Yes." Ning Yu glanced at her for the first time, without evading his gaze, and smiled slightly.

Yu Yan struck while the iron was hot and asked, "Then what's going on with you and Lian Xi?"

"I saw what was said about you two on the Internet, and I heard some of it mentioned one by one. It's not like your usual way of doing things, so I asked you this time."

What she is most concerned about now is the emotional affairs of her children. Ning Yuchu has always been sober and strong, and there are many scandals around her, but she has always felt that they were false. This time, she is a little unsure. I just wanted to ask what was going on.

Regarding Lian Xi, Ning Yuchu always didn't know what to say and didn't answer immediately. Yu Yan's gentle voice sounded again, "Are you afraid?"

Ning Yuchu looked at her in confusion, "Auntie, what are you afraid of?"

Yu Yan looked at her tenderly, "Auntie is not saying that you are afraid of Lianjia or anything. Auntie knows that you have been sober since you were a child. What could possibly make you feel confused now and make you feel that you are not as sober and rational as before, so Are you feeling scared and confused?"

Ning Yuchu asked himself in his heart, was he afraid? Or are you flustered?

She couldn't tell the difference.

Every time she saw those eyes, she was reluctant to look directly or felt unspeakable anxiety in her heart.

She couldn't attribute this feeling to anything, except that it made her feel uneasy.

Yu Yan took the food from her hand and gently shook her hand, "Yu Chu, if you don't know what to do, don't think about anything. Sometimes the body is more honest than the heart."

"There will be a lot of things on your mind, but your body's instinctive reaction will be faster than your heart's decision. My aunt is decades older than you. She has also loved others and knows how it feels to love someone."

"Your uncle and I are not together for a short time. Although I have complained, every time he comes back, I always complain, but I keep making him his favorite food, always thinking that he can have one more meal. I cook the meals and feel the warmth of my family’s company.”

When Yu Yan recalls the past, her expression is warm and peaceful, which can also make people around her feel that her heart is extremely stable.

She didn't come out, it was just that her feelings were buried deeper.

Time has made that feeling more and more peaceful, and it will no longer cause harm. The corners have been smoothed, and although I feel uncomfortable every time I think about it, I can't complain.

"Actually, love is just the same thing. Whether it's family, friendship, or love, you always think about it, or when you see something new, you always want to share it with the other person."

"Love is not that vigorous. It depends on how you think about it. Do you think the comfort he brings you with every meal is love? That is love; it can also be awkward, awkward, and indescribable. ; it can also make you upset and anxious.”

"But more importantly, this person already exists in your heart. You don't have to think about it deliberately, you will think of this person inadvertently."

Ning Yuchu listened carefully to every word. What was it that she couldn't figure out now?

Is it because she feels frightened whenever she sees that look in her eyes, or is it because she always feels that she won't have such crazy feelings and is unable to respond, so she doesn't know how to deal with it?

"Your uncle's job always makes people worried. I have never experienced that sense of security, so I wanted to find a stable job at the beginning. It is best for my boyfriend to have a stable job."

Yu Yan sighed again as she spoke, "That child was chosen over and over again to become a detective assistant. Now I see her as a detective."

"Although I don't like it in my heart, when I see her inner joy when she helps others get justice, I am also proud of her. Her father and her have always been my pride."

Yu Yan let go of her hand and put the vegetables into the sink.

"Yu Chu, you have been regarded as proud by my aunt since you were a child. You are mature and sensible and you are not like a child. I am afraid that they will push you to bend your waist and you will be rebellious in adolescence."

"But they always say you are sensible, but I am overthinking it."

Yu Yan's eyes flashed with distress, "But being sensible is not a compliment. Sometimes it is a pseudo-noun. The word "sensible" erases the efforts behind it and makes the sensible person bear a lot of hard work."

"Yu Chu, it is truly rare for your character to be consistent with your own life."

"You must also know who your biological parents are, right? Auntie won't ask who they are? Since you are still a child of the Ning family, you have no intention of recognizing it. As long as you are happy, it doesn't matter whether you recognize it or not. ”

"Auntie, thank you." Ning Yuchu turned on the faucet and washed the vegetables. The cold water fell on her hands, which calmed her restless heart.

No one forced her to make a decision, the Wen family didn't force her to go back, and Lian Xi didn't force her to love her.

He was just telling her through his actions that he loved her.

Yu Yan saw that her eyes were as calm as usual, and she had the answer in her heart. She stopped talking and started chopping vegetables.

Ning Yuchu is the one who finds it most difficult to notice any difference among the three children, but because they have not been together for a long time, she can easily notice if there is any difference.

Because she was always calm, there was no emotion on her face, but she could detect a hint of confusion or a display of different emotions in her eyes.