Help! She was caught up in crazy criticism

Qin Hua rubbed her hair behind her ears and smiled lightly, "I am young and ignorant, and will always say some fantastic things. However, I am not doing this for anyone, but for myself. I always have to live. As long as you are alive, you must have a little dream, a little pursuit, and give yourself a goal so that you can keep going."

"The same goes for Master Jue. You have family and friends around you. If you hold on to the past, you won't live a happy life."

Si Jue slowly started the car. The road to the cemetery was too familiar to him. After a long silence, he asked something he didn't dare to ask a few years ago, "Do you hate me?"

"I hated it." Qin Hua answered quickly, with almost no hesitation.

Si Jue's hand holding the steering wheel shook slightly. Yes, she should hate herself, and he should know.

Qin Hua suddenly smiled, "Even if we had to do it all over again, my parents would still save you. This is inevitable in the Si family."

"They have watched you grow up, and they cannot remain indifferent when you are in danger."

"But who can tell?"

"If they hadn't protected you well at that time and something had happened to you, they and I might not have survived."

So, that's a dead end.

They died protecting Si Jue and became the benefactors of the Si family. She was the benefactor's daughter and could receive generous compensation.

If they failed to protect him well, and Si Jue died and they lived, it would be impossible for their family of three to survive.

The Si family is a mafia family, and her parents know Si Senzhe's character better than she does.

So later when she was outside, she also thought clearly that no matter what, her parents were going to die, otherwise even if she survived by chance, she would not be alive.

They have been working in the Si family for decades and are very aware of Si Senzhe's methods.

Si Jue stiffened. Did she actually think so?

"No." He blurted out.

"Yes." Qin Hua took his words with a smile.

"Because they are very good to you, always full of kindness in front of you, and always tolerate you unconditionally. They are the best parents in front of you, so you will not be aware of this danger."

His parents are not bad, they are very good parents to Si Jue.

In front of Si Jue, they are a loving couple, and because Si Jue is his old son, they will flaunt the proof that his body is still strong, because Si Jue is healthy, smart and handsome.

So Si Senzhe loves his son very much, but Si Jue also faces many dangers because of this.

It was normal to have children in that home, but surviving to grow up was the most important thing.

Qin Huayun said calmly: "My parents are servants, and I happen to be Master Jue's playmate."

"If Master Jue likes it, he will also be your bed partner in the future. After you get married, he will live at home as your lover."

"You know, the Si family is rich and powerful. Even if they have a house full of lovers, no one will say anything, because those women will balance the relationship with each other, at least on the surface, no one will see that they are not compatible."

She still remembered the scene that day. Her parents were kneeling on the ground without dignity like slaves in ancient times, with shame on their faces.

Si Senzhe was sitting on a chair directly in front of them, looking at her casually.

There wasn't even contempt in that look, as if he was looking at something that wasn't worth paying attention to.

She went to pull her parents up, but they pushed her to the ground and knelt between them. That was the first time she felt her shame and dignity being crushed to the ground.

Si Senzhe just casually flipped through Si Jue's photo album. At first, they were all photos of Si Jue. Later, Qin Hua gradually appeared.

Si Senzhe took out a photo and threw it on the ground.

She saw that the photo was taken by Si Jue. They picked up a puppy at that time. The dog was dirty. Si Jue was pampered as a child and was completely indifferent to these cats and dogs.

She was bathing the dog, and her face was dirty, but Si Jue said it was cute and worth remembering, so he took a photo of it. Later, she didn't see the photo, and it turned out that Si Jue had put it away.

She couldn't help but want to reach out and take away the photo, but when she heard Si Senzhe's cold voice, she retracted her hand, and her fragile dignity collapsed in the cold voice.

Si Senzhe didn't say anything. She didn't know how long she knelt that day. She only knew that when her parents finally pulled her up, she felt that her dignity was shattered.

The girl's love was filled with a strong sense of shame because of the mismatch in status at that time.

She suddenly realized that she and Si Jue were no longer playmates who got along day and night, nor were they people she could be by her side just by working hard.

She was just the daughter of their servant, and her status did not match his. Even the pure love of a self-righteous girl was nothing in Si Senzhe's eyes.

He didn't say anything, and he didn't do anything, but the oppressive feeling of his momentum was enough to make those who were making a living in the Si family toss and turn and think about the deeper meaning.

She gradually alienated Si Jue, but Si Jue came to her every day without realizing it, bringing new gadgets to please her as before.

Until something happened to him and his parents died to protect him, and at that time she completely woke up and stayed in the Si family.

Or die grandly, like her parents.

Either he died unknown to anyone and was of no value to the Si family.

Things from the past resurfaced in her mind, and there was a trace of hatred in her eyes, but soon, the trace of hatred disappeared.

Listening to her self-deprecating words, Si Jue felt filled with grief and anger. He stepped on the brakes and looked at her distressedly.

"No, they will respect me. I choose to be with the person I like, and they will not stop me. They once praised you in front of me. You are smart and sensible. You are a rare girl."

Qin Hua chuckled, with a touch of mockery in her smile. The rest of Si Jue's words were defeated by her smile.

"Of course your father will marry the one he likes. Of every wife he marries, are there any of them that others force him to marry? They are young, beautiful, gentle and pleasant, and he naturally likes them."

Si Senzhe has women he likes in every age group. Those he likes are married if they have children, and those who are tired of playing are not even qualified to enter the house.

For his status, some women recommend themselves as pillow mats, and it depends on their personal ability whether they can retain him or not.

His so-called letting Si Jue choose the person he likes is just to coax him.

Because once Si Jue really had some idea and wanted to have an intimate relationship with her, Si Senzhe would only have her put on Si Jue's bed.

In a family like theirs, people who lick blood from the edge of a knife come out of it. The most straightforward concept of love is sex. If you are not tired of it, there is room for development. If you are tired of it, you will no longer be in his eyes.

After her parents died, she proposed to leave. Si Senzhe originally disagreed, but it was Si Jue's mother who stood up and spoke up that allowed her to leave smoothly.