Help! She was caught up in crazy criticism

"Are you going to stay outside the door all night?" Ning Yuchu's expression was a little serious and a bit cold.

Facing her gaze like this, Lian Xi felt a little flustered for a moment, but he still explained: "I was afraid you would just leave like this."

"I can't force you, and I can't force you to stay. You can go wherever you want. You don't have to worry about what anyone thinks, as long as you don't drive me away."

He said everything sincerely, he didn't know what kind of person she liked, but in his eyes, she was perfect.

Therefore, in his heart, it is difficult for anyone to match her, so he will have a trace of inferiority in his bones. He is inferior to a family like his, and she will not want to get involved.

Ning Yuchu sighed softly in his heart. She asked him a question and he could answer ten questions, with the same look and tone.

"If it affects you, I will go downstairs or to the balcony. I won't be in front of your eyes."

Seeing that she didn't speak, he quickly added a few words, "I know you don't like me, I don't know what kind of person you like, maybe you can tell me what kind of person you like, as long as it's the one you like, I can become that person."

"Then you are not yourself." Ning Yuchu said lightly. Lian Xi didn't understand for a moment and hummed in confusion.

"I don't have an ideal type. If a person does appear and I like him, it can only be because it is him." She is not limited to love, nor will she like a person because of a certain image created by him.

Lian Xi stared at her for a long time, her expression was calm, and even when she was talking about this, she didn't show any emotion.

She only likes him because it's him.

It is a thought that originally belongs to a person, rather than what kind of person he strives to become.

"Okay, I understand." He was defeated, and the hand hanging by his side curled up. There was only one step between him and her, but her heart rejected him thousands of miles away.

But isn’t that what it is? The person he loved was always just herself, not the person he liked.

She has always been herself, and it is precisely because of this that he can't help but fall in love with her after gradually getting to know her.

But how can I make her like myself even if I am myself?

How could she like her true self?

"Then I'm going downstairs." He lowered his head and walked downstairs, his back looking lonely and lonely.

It seemed that she was disgusted.

Ning Yuchu waited until his figure disappeared completely before closing the door.

Lu Jue watched him go downstairs and suspected that he had been driven downstairs, so he deliberately passed by Ning Yuchu's door when he went upstairs.

If it's useless to show weakness, it means it's not miserable enough. He has all the acting skills and miserable life experience to win her sympathy.

Knocking lightly on the door, "Mr. Ning, is it convenient?"

He held three bottles of vitamin water in his hand, bent slightly and waited in front of the door.

Ning Yuchu opened the door, "You don't have to call me that. This is outside, just call me by my name."

"Sister." Lu Jue's eyes seemed to be twinkling with stars, "Can I call you that?"

When Ning Yu first heard about sister, she frowned slightly. Ning Yunjing once said that the title sister can also be used between lovers. It doesn't matter if a child calls her sister, but Lu, who has no blood relationship, "珵", an adult called her that again, she felt a little uncomfortable from the bottom of her heart.

"Lu Jue, I have a younger brother. You don't have to call me that. Just call me by my name."

Lu Jue immediately lowered his head, blushing with embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I was too self-righteous."

He said and handed her a bottle of water, "Some girls gave this to me when I just went upstairs. I didn't want to accept it, but they handed it to me and left. There is too much water for me to drink. I give it to you. One bottle, okay?”

"Please don't take it personally. This is my apology for what I just did, okay?"

When Lu Jue acted innocent and pitiful, there was no trace of acting at all.

Moreover, he is very good at using his own advantages. When he looks at people, he does not look at them with a broad and generous gaze, but carefully guides them and discusses them carefully.

And his face that was red with embarrassment also added to the convincing effect of his weakness and pity.

Ning Yuchu took the bottle of mineral water and said, "Thank you."

Seeing her accept it, Lu Jue looked into her eyes with envy, "I envy your brother so much. Even you only reserved that title for him. He is so happy, someone loves him so much."

He looked at the water in his hand, with a bitter smile on his lips, "You two siblings have good looks, good family backgrounds, and kind people. It's great."

"Those girls probably gave you water based on their first impression of your appearance. Now that you have a job and your sister is studying, your life will get better. You don't have to be sad about it."

Her voice was very soft, and her words of comfort seemed a bit gentle.

Lu Jue shook his head, "Appearance can sometimes be a disaster."

Ning Yuchu did not deny that for poor families, appearance can sometimes be a weapon to hurt oneself. They are bullied in school and harassed in the workplace. In life, they may not receive preferential treatment because of their beauty, but it is a trap.

Lu Jue's head lowered lower and lower, "I never think that good looks are an advantage. My adoptive father once climbed into bed under the influence of alcohol and was beaten by me, so he didn't dare to do it again, but he didn't give up on selling me. To those women or men."

"If he hadn't been in an accident, I might have rotted in the mud or died long ago."

Ning Yuchu's eyes darkened, and the adoptive father crawled into his adopted son's bed! Even though they are not related by blood, they have been together as father and son for many years... Sure enough, there are too many people like this in the world.

"So I envy you very much. You have a good family background, and your outstanding appearance has become your advantage, and it will also allow you to gain more benefits when socializing. But we can only be exploited and taken advantage of. "

The man who pulled him out of the mud, the man who rescued him from that home, was now hunted and homeless.

How could he not hate them? Although they were the ones he provoked in the first place, he is such a person and life is not easy anymore. How can he talk about morality?

Morality is used to restrain normal people.

An abandoned person like him can have no morals.

That's what he thought, so he didn't feel ashamed at all.

Ning Yuchu knew that this phenomenon was not uncommon. She had seen some bosses hugging pure-looking or beautiful female college students when discussing business.

There are also some boys who follow some female bosses or male bosses.

Many people have money and power, but as they get older, they like the fresh excitement that young life brings.

She also noticed something was wrong with the man opposite her when discussing business with someone. From time to time she would moan lowly and his face would flush unnaturally. It was not until the time of signing that he reached under the table and pulled out a young man. The young man was very beautiful and seemed to be afraid of being raped. He looked down upon him and kept lowering his eyes, not daring to look around.