Zongman: I have really retired!

Xia Youjie was really shocked by Mu Miaoyin's words. He was completely speechless and his heart was filled with strange emotions.

Xia Youjie couldn't tell what kind of mood he felt. He didn't hate it or liked it. It was like watching a movie that was not very good except for the beginning, middle, and end, but overall it was pretty good. It's almost like a son gets married and a father celebrates his birthday - good things come in pairs, I'm speechless.

Mu Miaoyin laughed out loud when she saw Xia Youjie's complicated expression. There was some wanton mockery in her silvery laughter, which made Xia Youjie grit his teeth in anger.

"What's so funny!"

"No, it's just funny. If you listen carefully to my speech as a middle-aged adult, you are just like an adult who wants to retain his youth and lock the tree of wisdom at eight o'clock! Don't you think it's funny?"

Xia Youjie looked at Mu Miaoyin with a blank expression, laughing crazily like a fool. All the curse words he wanted to say were blocked by his good upbringing, and he was unable to say them out.

"Ah, you can scold me if you want, don't hold it back, you will be the only one who gets angry when you can't see or scold him later. Tsk - the magician must be very tired, don't be angry~ When you are angry, no one will do it for you. That’s really pitiful. I’ve always thought that humans are called humans because being human is really tiring.”

The girl was tired after laughing for a long time. She wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at the taciturn Xia Youjie, looking at the taciturn Xia Youjie with her hands on her waist that was about to get cramped from laughter. She was a little puzzled:

"What? The top student can't even curse? Do you want my sister to teach you a few words?"

After saying that, she winked at Xia Youjie and whistled loudly.

Xia Youjie......

Xia Youjie gave her an international gesture.

"Oh~ I really can't. He is really a top student. What a pity. I am in a good mood today. No matter how unpleasant your scolding is, I can pretend that I didn't hear it."

Mu Miaoyin shrugged, looking a little regretful, as if she was sincerely regretting that Xia Youjie couldn't scold her so much.

Xia Youjie doesn't talk to him. He can be more unscrupulous in his actions, but he really doesn't use swear words in life. For a person with a high moral sense like him, some words are even thought of. I immediately felt that it was offending myself. Please refer to Gojo Satoru’s [Laozi] for details.

"Are you really angry? I don't care if others scold me. After all, I am also scolding others. The energy in this world must be conserved. In fact, I don't hate you. It can be seen that we are the same kind of people."

Mu Miaoyin straightened her expression: "Aren't people like us idealists after all?

Have a strong sense of justice and morality, and be willing to make great efforts and sacrifices in pursuit of your ideals. Feeling angry and disappointed about real-world injustices. Always try to change the world through your own efforts and actions.

But you should also realize that most of our ideas are too idealistic, always based on personal opinions and ignoring the different opinions and needs of others.

But the world is very big, and there are always people who have to chase after nothing in order to expect surprises that will come at some point. Life is very short, and the answers you can’t find in your lifetime may not be found until hundreds of years after your death. Discovered, so sometimes it’s not that you’re not good enough, it’s just that you’re not lucky enough. "

Xia Youjie seemed to listen carefully but actually forgot about it. He had already reached the full level of this skill next to Meng Shuxu.

He couldn't help sighing in his heart. He really did a lot of evil in his previous life. In this life, he stayed up late at night and had to get up early and work overtime. He listened to a child who was only a few months older than him give him a political and ideological class on the rooftop. Has she finished speaking?

"Ah... have you finally come to your senses?"

Mu Miaoyin's tone was leisurely.

"I've been listening."

"Then where did I say it?"

"Idealist!"

Xia Youjie replied confidently that it was basic for a top student to do two things.

"Okay, you pass."

Mu Miaoyin reached out and grabbed Xia Youjie's coat.

Xia Youjie:? ? ?

Mu Miaoyin smiled and said, "You nodded just now."

The proud smile on Xia Youjie's face froze, but he quickly regained his composure and gave his coat to Mu Miaoyin.

Mu Miaoyin glanced at Xia Youjie, and she knew that Xia Youjie didn't listen! The girl who put on her clothes hummed contentedly and let Xia Youjie go.

"Can you tell me why you are so extreme?"

"what?"

"Kill all the spellcasters, aren't you also a spellcaster yourself? Shouldn't the normal idea for a spellcaster be to kill all the ordinary people? After all, the spellcaster can control the power of his spell to prevent it from overflowing and causing strange things, and The overflowing spell power of ordinary people will produce strange and harmful spells to spellcasters."

Mu Miaoyin looked at Xia Youjie strangely, and she said speechlessly: "It's okay to think so, but isn't it weird from the perspective of an ordinary person? It's completely unreasonable!"

"There is a saying that yin and yang complement each other and good and evil coexist. There is also a saying that yin and yang are harmonious and everything is peaceful.

As a magician, you should know that the conditions for the establishment of a bond must be balanced. In other words, as long as the power of the magician is stronger, the strangeness born will be stronger, and vice versa.

In other words, as long as the strength of all spellcasters is suppressed to the level of three or four, then no matter how high the concentration of the spell is, no matter how great the spell power is when ordinary people are afraid, only level three or four weird things can be born. .

As for the third- and fourth-level weirdness, even ordinary people can remove it with a magic tool and a little training. There is no need for a magician at all.

Compared with the crazy second-rate idea of ​​killing all ordinary people, suppressing the strength of all spellcasters is the best solution no matter how you look at it!

If all weirdos and conjurers are only level three or four, ordinary people will no longer be easily hurt by weirdos, and conjurers won’t have to face unexpected and dangerous deaths. No matter how you think about it, it will be more convenient than killing all ordinary people. !

And why do ordinary people offend you? If powerful conjurers were not born all the time, then the world would not give birth to powerful weirdos in order to balance the yin and yang, and no ordinary people would be harmed by the weird. Think about it, the existence of sorcerers is the culprit! "

Xia Youjie seemed to have been hit hard from behind by someone. He opened his mouth to say something, but he still fell into a silent confusion. His thoughts seemed to be trapped in endless darkness, and his brain was completely confused. A mess.

"But the overflowing spell power from ordinary people still exists! Weirdness will still form! It will still harm humans!"

Xia Youjie retorted as if struggling.

Mu Miaoyin rolled her eyes speechlessly: "Brother, we still breathe carbon dioxide every day. Humans should have developed antibodies after breathing for hundreds of years. Then why are there so many people with carbon dioxide poisoning in the hospital?"

The corner of Xia Youjie's mouth twitched again. This was definitely a mockery of him. As long as there is no magician, the magic power can only exist like carbon dioxide, which is a bit threatening to human beings, but so what.

"Okay, you win. I found out that you really have a sharp mouth and a good mouth!"

Xia Youjie rationally admitted that Mu Miaoyin was right, but he still felt uncomfortable in his heart, just like when he found out he had written the wrong answer after finishing his homework and was about to hand it in, and he was panicking.

Somehow he thought of Gojo Satoru. If Gojo Satoru also had a mouth like this, then he...

Xia Youjie: If he really has such a mouth, then he will break up with him immediately! ! !

"Hahaha - you are so cute! I can see that you must have been pampered by your parents when you grew up. You are so lucky..."

Mu Miaoyin laughed twice and then fell silent. The girl's hair was neatly tied back with a hairband. The summer night wind cooled down, just like Xia Youjie's heart.

"Go ahead and turn yourself in. After all, you are still young, only sixteen years old. Your sentence should be reduced for being a minor."

Xia Youjie still reminded Mu Miaoyin softly. He felt that the girl was not really a crazy person. Even if she was imprisoned, it would be better than living in exile. This was a modern society with strict laws.

"Jie...has anyone told you that you are really too gentle..." Mu Miaoyin did not reply directly. She just put on Xia Youjie's coat and stood on the edge of the rooftop. As long as she stepped forward gently, With one small step, she could be at peace forever.

Xia Youjie looked at her calmly. This rooftop was only on the sixth floor. As a spellcaster, as long as he exerted a little force, he would not be injured at all.

"People who commit crimes should not be judged by their age or gender. How can a beast that has seen blood be willing to return to a small cage?

Even ordinary primary school students can bully others in school without any remorse; even officials who were once prosperous can say that they were just forced to do so after taking bribes; even if they have to give birth to themselves Parents can also arbitrarily control their children's lives in the name of love...

In this world, there are people who work hard, fail again and again, and suffer a lot in life. They have to sacrifice their dignity, health, wealth, relatives, and even everything in order to survive. And some people...

The moment I was born, I was the end that others could only hope for in life. I just drew one more good card called magic than ordinary people. Unfortunately, I was not a lucky gambler. It was really...

Why should I enjoy that little bit of sunshine for a short period of time? It's my fate to die in a corner where no one knows. "

The girl's eyes were empty and confused, and the black eyes inherited from her parents contained countless questions and confusion.

It was obvious that she didn't know what to hate anymore. People reviled corrupt officials but tried hard to apply for civil service examinations. They ridiculed the unhealthy trend of corruption and bribery, but they desperately looked for connections to help her.

Her anger is that she always feels that she is at a disadvantage in an unfair relationship. She does not want to eliminate this unfairness, but just wants to put herself in an unfair advantageous position. This kind of selfishness in her bones is where she is truly powerless. People cannot betray themselves. This is where she despairs.

"Jie, do you know why Xiao Nuan committed suicide?"

Xia Youjie rubbed his arms, which were chilled by the summer night breeze because he lent his coat to the girl.

"School violence? Or domestic violence? It's nothing more than world-weariness after being bullied but not daring to resist."

Xia Youjie originally wanted to deal with it perfunctorily, but he was naturally keen and seemed to be able to detect an abnormality in the air. He wanted to grab it and touch it, but nothing happened.

"She died because of me. Because I wanted her to be happy all the time, so I used magic to control her. I was naive and arrogant and thought that I blocked everything that made her unhappy. Until that day, my magic The expression was... lifted, and the negative emotions that had been suppressed for many years came to her heart. She went up to the rooftop like that, and sent me a suicide note before she died. I... killed my own sun..."

The girl is still smiling, but behind the stiff smile is the paleness and despair that she cannot hide. The girl is at the age where there is no argument between male and female. She has a pointed chin, a slender figure, and is wearing Xia Youjie's coat, looking at It was refreshing and comfortable, but at this moment, Xia Youjie noticed that she was surprisingly thin.

There seemed to be a permanent smile on her face, but the smile never seemed to reach her eyes.

Xia Youjie realized something was wrong. He slowly approached the girl and said comforting words: "In that case, why did you kill those ordinary people? They probably didn't do much wrong."

"Back off, or I'll jump right now."

The girl turned her back to Xia Youjie and said coldly.

Xia Youjie's breathing was erratic, but he paused in his approach.

"I said I wanted to kill all the magicians. Why don't you ask me why I have this idea? I obviously know that most problems can be solved by suppressing the power of the magicians."

"why."

Xia Youjie felt like he was just a repeater, and he just asked why he went there all night.

"I'm thinking, magicians are a profession that developed with the rise of centralization in the feudal dynasty. Now that their masters are gone, why can't they be drowned in the dust of history along with the remnants of feudalism? What about the middle? In a new society where everyone is equal, isn’t it disgusting to play the old rules of male superiority, female inferiority, master and slave?

There’s more! It's really disgusting that the existence of the magician has stabbed mankind, yet he still flaunts himself as a living god who saves the world and saves people! ! ! In short, the magician is a damned existence! ! "

Mu Miaoyin seemed to be unable to control her rationality. Her eyes were filled with blurred madness, her body was shaking constantly, and she let out painful whimpering sounds, as if she was suffering from great pain.

Xia Youjie wanted to step forward, but was blocked by the coat thrown by Mu Miaoyin.

"I hate the conjurer, and I hate myself."

At this time, there was no expression on the girl's face, and her eyes were staring straight at the desolate moonlight in front of her.

"Spellcasters are all lunatics. The more powerful they are, the more crazy and extreme they are. In order to gain more power, they indulge their desires and even deliberately anger themselves, just like a patient who is sick and does not follow the doctor's instructions and deliberately takes medicine indiscriminately. A lunatic who does whatever he wants with just a little bit of power!!"

Mu Miaoyin took a deep breath and slowly exhaled: "I originally hated the existence of magicians, but later I felt pity for them.

Think about it, what’s the difference between a spellcaster who indulges his desires in order to gain power and an old man suffering from Alzheimer’s disease who can’t take care of himself?

My anger, sadness, fear, nervousness, panic and other negative emotions do not belong to me! They belong to the curse inside me called the spell! !

I didn't mean to kill anyone! ! I have never killed a chicken since I was a child! My education since childhood and my friends and relatives all told me that killing is wrong! ! But that thing inside me told me it was controlling me! ! What's wrong with a conjurer killing people? Anyway, they are as weak as ants! ! Do people care about the life and death of ants? ! My choice is not my choice! ! It's it! ! "

Mu Miaoyin was crying. She was finally no longer smiling. She looked like a prisoner who bared his teeth after the truth was revealed, and also like a prisoner who was relieved after being released from prison.