After becoming the richest man, Mrs. Lu wanted to divorce every day

After the children fell asleep, Xu Nanyin did not go to take a shower. Instead, she took her cigarette case and lighter and went out, closing the bedroom door gently.

Sitting down on the sofa, she lit a cigarette and puffed away the smoke.

The living room was very quiet, and suddenly there was a slight movement from the bedroom door. Although the sound was very small, Xu Nanyin still heard it. She turned her head almost reflexively and saw Little Watermelon.

The little guy came out and wrinkled his face: "Mommy, why are you smoking?"

Xu Nanyin quickly pinched the cigarette in his hand and threw it into the trash can. Even the cigarette case and lighter were stuffed under the pillow next to him.

She stood up and said somewhat uncomfortably: "Why did you wake up? Did you have a nightmare?"

"I don't have nightmares, I just can't sleep."

Little Xigua walked up to Xu Nanyin, glanced at the sofa pillow, raised her head and said seriously: "Mommy, smoking is bad for your health, you will get lung cancer."

"Mommy doesn't smoke all the time, just once in a while."

Xu Nanyin would twitch when she was upset. She was already very careful, but she didn't expect to be caught by her son.

Little Watermelon puffed up her cheeks and said seriously: "Mommy, I also saw cigarette butts in the room today. When Mommy hugged us today, she smelled of it."

Xu Nanyin: "..."

"Mommy, it's not a good boy to lie. Mommy shouldn't lie to others!"

"..."

Little Watermelon is not as easy to fool as Little Durian. Xu Nanyin was not embarrassed to be taught by such a young child. She bent down and touched her son's little head, "Mommy knows she was wrong."

"Come on, mommy will take you back to your room to go to bed. Children who sleep too late will not grow taller."

Xu Nanyin went to hold his son's hand, but Xiao Xigua suddenly put his hand behind his back.

"what happened?"

Little Watermelon lowered his head and said nothing.

Xu Nanyin knelt down to look at his son, but saw tears in his son's big eyes.

Probably because Little Watermelon has always been emotionally stable, unlike Little Durian who has a bad temper. At this moment, her heart suddenly twitched, "Why are you crying?"

"Little Durian and I only have mommy. If mommy is not in good health, we will be orphans in the future."

Little Watermelon's voice was choked with sobs, and the tears flowed more and more fiercely, but she cried silently.

Seeing her son's stubborn and forbearing look, Xu Nanyin felt uncomfortable in her heart. She wiped her son's tears with her hands. The hot tears and the soft little face made her temporarily forget the pain in her heart.

"It's all Mommy's fault. Mommy didn't think about you and your sister. Mommy won't smoke anymore. Mommy will quit smoking, okay? Stop crying..."

Little Xigua rushed over and hugged Xu Nanyin, "Mommy, Little Durian and I love Mommy the most. Mommy should always be healthy and beautiful, okay?"

Xu Nanyin raised her hands and hugged the little guy. This was her son. Life was really magical. He had grown so big in a blink of an eye.

A cute little girl with squirting milk and a soft and cuddly look.

But why is their father Lu Nanxiao?

After wiping his son's tears, Xu Nanyin led him back to the room. Worried that he would be uncomfortable sleeping, he washed his face, applied the fragrance again, and let him go to bed.

After covering her son with a quilt, Xu Nanyin was about to get up when Xiao Xigua stopped her: "Mommy."

Xu Nanyin sat back up and asked gently: "Are you unable to sleep? Do you want mommy to tell you a story?"

"Mommy, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have scared my sister today."

Xu Nanyin was stunned for a moment, unable to realize what happened.

Little Watermelon angrily told her about the quarrel with her sister today.

After hearing this, Xu Nanyin touched his soft little face and whispered: "Little Xigua is very sensible and has done nothing wrong. My sister should not be greedy!"

"Is Mommy really not angry with Little Watermelon?"

The little guy looked at her happily with his eyes wide open.

"You are so sensible and obedient, why would mommy be angry with you?"

But soon, the smile on the little guy's face faded, and he lowered his eyes in a depressed tone, "But, why did Mommy only kiss my sister today and not Little Watermelon?"

Xu Nanyin looked at this face that was similar to Lu Nanxiao's, and thought of the scene of two children rushing toward her in the afternoon. In fact, although the children were only two years old, they could detect everything.

They will also feel uncomfortable.

"Mommy thinks Little Watermelon is a boy. Boys may not like to be kissed all the time..."

"But little Xigua is only two years old. He is a boy, not a boy."

Xu Nanyin couldn't help but laugh when she heard the milky voice's retort, "Mommy, I'll give it to you."

Xu Nanyin leaned over and was about to kiss his son on the cheek, but thought of something and sat up again, "Mommy just smoked, so I can't kiss you. Mommy is going to take a shower now. Can I kiss you after you finish brushing your teeth and washing your face?"

"can!"

Little Watermelon smiled with crooked eyebrows: "Mommy, go wash up quickly, I'll wait for you."

"Okay, Mommy, go right now!"

Xu Nanyin took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom, closed the door, took a shower, washed her hair, and blew dry inside before coming out.

Little Watermelon has fallen asleep.

She lowered her head and kissed her son, lifted the quilt for him, and went to do skin care.

Everything was done and she could go to bed, but she still didn't feel sleepy. She sat on the bed and took her phone to log on to Weibo and found her mother's Weibo account.

[What did my daughter do wrong? She did nothing wrong. Her biggest mistake was that she shouldn't have been born from my belly. Yinyin, mommy really can't stand it any longer. Mommy doesn't want to trouble you anymore. Mommy hopes to settle this matter with her mother's death. I hope you will be happy in the future. Mom is sorry for you. Mom will bless you in heaven. Mom loves you! 】

Xu Nanyin couldn't help but burst into tears when he saw the last few words.

This was the last Weibo post my mother posted before her accident. The Weibo post from three years ago has now received more than 100,000 retweets and comments.

Xu Nanyin clicked on the comment area. Most of the comments three years ago were curses and gloating, but three years later there were many new comments, all of which were apologies.

But what's the use of apologizing when everyone is dead?

Xu Nanyin glanced at the two children sleeping next to her. Looking at these two innocent, simple and beautiful little faces, she knew that she should not blame these two children.

But what did her mother do wrong?

Everything is her fault.

She also gave birth to these two children.

Xu Nanyin's hands were inserted into her hair unconsciously, and she was holding on tightly. The pain on her scalp seemed to relieve the pain in her heart. Why wasn't she the one who died?

Feeling that something was wrong with her mood, Xu Nanyin forced herself to put down her phone, turn on the light and lie down.

But no matter whether she opened her eyes or closed them, her consciousness was too clear, so clear that there was no trace of sleepiness, even though she was exhausted both physically and mentally, and it was not easy to feel sleepy.

Those bad emotions kept coming over and over again in my head, and they couldn't get rid of them no matter what.

Xu Nanyin could only get out of bed to find his suitcase, and found a box of medicine from the innermost mezzanine. After taking the medicine, he lay on the bed again and slowly relaxed.