Marry first and try love: After a flash marriage, the boss becomes wild and promiscuous

Lu Jun shook his head and answered honestly: "It would be nice if I knew."

If he knew why he lost his mind when he saw her, he wouldn't be as confused as he is now.

This fragile look should not have appeared on Lu Jun's face, but when it did, Wen Jing actually felt soft-hearted for a moment.

"Since you don't know, don't follow me anymore. It won't have a good impact in the hospital." She sighed in her heart: "Doctor Lu, the brain department is on the tenth floor."

"Ajing, I want to talk to you, is that okay?"

Seeing that she was about to refuse, he quickly said: "It won't take you long, just ten minutes."

The longing look in her eyes was like that of a child in a pediatrician looking forward to candy and toys, pure and enthusiastic. She...if she refused, she couldn't say it out loud.

"Okay." Wen Jing looked at his watch: "I'm going to have a meal, do you want to come with me?"

She came directly to see Shen Xi after get off work in the morning, and now she was a little hungry.

"it is good."

Time was tight, so the two of them didn't choose an outside restaurant. They went to the hospital's staff restaurant to get their plates. There were relatively few colleagues coming to eat at this time. Although they were a little bit judgmental about Dr. Lu having dinner with a female doctor at the same table, luckily They all still have a sense of proportion and don't gossip.

After the two sat down, Lu Jun pushed the porridge he bought for her over. "Ajing, drink some millet porridge to nourish your stomach."

Wen Jing's hand holding the chopsticks tightened.

Really... She only had stomachaches occasionally. As a doctor, she was busy and had no meals at all. A little stomach trouble was really nothing.

But recently, Lu Jun didn't know what was wrong with him, so he secretly put the biscuits on her table every day.

When I go to work, I have it on my desk.

After get off work, there was actually one on the hood of her car.

When I got home, there was a pile of express delivery at the door.

How many of those cookies did this person... wholesale? Seeing such a gift from heaven, she didn't show her face. She wanted to refuse, but she couldn't find anyone.

God knows how he managed to deliver it every day without being discovered.

Even colleagues are gossiping in private. Dr. Wen has a mysterious suitor. Others send flowers, but he sends cookies, and he is stingy in a unique way! !

She knew it was him, but she couldn't do anything about him.

Can she say... is she tired of eating?

He is so stubborn that it drives people crazy, and he doesn't even know it.

"Lu Jun, please don't..."

"Ajing, I will change it."

She crossed her jaw: "What did you say?"

"You know, I have never been in love before, and I have no experience. I don't know how to get along with girls. I always thought that when you are in love, you need to give each other space, so...that's why you had such a failed experience. "

At that time, he went to Zhou Yunxiao specifically to ask him what a comfortable relationship should be.

What did Zhou Yunxiao say?

"Love that is not bound to each other and has its own space is the most beautiful love. The most important thing in love is to be yourself. Because only if you love you as you are, that is true love. Look, I am very carefree, but my daughter My friends know it and don’t mind, they love me…”

The three thousand words of Zhou Yunxiao’s boasting are omitted here.

Lu Jun, who had no knowledge, followed him as a guide.

His parents are what Zhou Yunxiao calls love. They are busy and seldom interact with each other. But you haven’t divorced after so many years, so that should be considered a success, right? Experienced people provided experience before, and later there were cases from parents to prove it, so Lu Jun decided that love should be like this.

So he simply followed suit.

Wen Jing fell silent after listening to what he said.

She didn't know that Lu Jun's difficulty in communicating and being self-centered was actually because he didn't know how to fall in love and was just copying what others were doing.

Her love is actually... imitating.

Lu Jun unconsciously imitated the way his parents interacted with each other. What’s even more ridiculous is that the theoretical knowledge comes from Zhou Yunxiao…

She didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Although she had only had this relationship experience, the one with Zhou Yunxiao that died before it even started does not count. But she still knows that love has thousands of forms, and everyone's emotional experience will be different.

Can you get good results by learning from others?

He is so... so straight that people... don't know what to say.

"I have been trying hard to learn how to fall in love correctly recently, but when I read those books, movies and TV series, they all seemed rubbish."

He is actually still studying...how eager to learn is he? Wen Jing felt that after knowing Lu Jun for so long and dating for more than a year, she really didn't know that Lu Jun could be so easy to learn.

He continued: "That kind of love is probably not what you want..."

"I thought so."

"Ah?" Lu Jun was dumbfounded.

"I want a man who, for me, loses his reason and principles. I want him to have only me in his heart. I want him to love me wholeheartedly and think about me. In order to please me, he can do anything. anything."

She smiled at him, with a hint of sadness and helplessness in her smile: "Even if it is something that seems crazy and irrational to others, he is still willing to do it for me."

"I want him to share every bit of his life with me, whether happy or unhappy, not just share his bed with me."

Lu Jun looked at her, stunned.

"Lu Jun, your favorite thing to say to me in the past is: Be sensible, Xiao Jing. But do you know? Love itself is not a rational thing. Being confused and emotional is the most touching thing about love. But you don’t have any of these.”

She finished the rest of the meal and put down her chopsticks. "You know? Love is a certain degree of mental confusion, so it is always contrary to reason. Maybe there are rational emotions in this world, but that's not what I want. Maybe... it's what you want, right?"

"You should find a woman who is as rational as you, and live this life quietly and comfortably. When you close your eyes, look back on your life and feel satisfied that you have no regrets. Everything ended as you expected. But I am different , I like surprises, romance, and impulsiveness, Ajun, I am not the rational woman you think, so we are not suitable."

"Your ten minutes have already expired too much. I should tell you everything you need to say clearly this time, right? Then let's... let's do this. Goodbye, Lu Jun."

She got up and left.

He grabbed her arm in panic: "A Jing."

That goodbye, he subconsciously felt, was not just a farewell.

"Let it go, Lu Jun. If you're not the right person, why force it? We also had a very happy time. I hope you won't ruin this beautiful memory."

He was stunned.

Wen Jing reached out and opened his hands one by one, then walked away with the dinner plate.

The bowl of millet porridge he pushed over lost its heat and lay on the table.

Forgotten.