After rebirth, the ascetic Mr. Li stepped down from the altar for me

Grandma told her, "Chuchu, grandma really hopes you can be happy. My Chuchu is really the best and most beautiful girl in the world..."

Because of this sweet dream, a faint smile appeared on Jinchu's lips.

Xu Mingyu never fell asleep.

In his mind, all the grievances and grievances between himself and Jin Chu were filled with.

Turning on the bedside lamp and looking at the woman's slender back covered with red marks that he had tortured, the guilt in Xu Mingyu's heart surged like a tsunami.

He really didn't want to hurt Jinchu.

He knew very well what an asshole he was in doing these things.

However, Xu Mingyu really couldn't control himself.

No way.

After kissing the woman's back gently, the man slowly sat up, then slowly moved to the bed, put on his clothes without hesitation, and then walked to the open balcony with a box of cigarettes and a lighter.

It's dark outside.

It's extremely hot tonight.

There was no wind at all, which made Xu Mingyu feel particularly uncomfortable.

It seemed like even breathing was starting to become difficult.

Once upon a time, when he couldn't see Jinchu, Xu Mingyu imagined many scenes in which he and Jinchu would reunite.

However, at that time, he never thought that one day, they would be like this after they reunited.

Now his sins were even more serious.

I'm afraid it will be more difficult than before to get Jin Chuxin back.

However, Xu Mingyu firmly believes that as long as he persists to the end, he will be able to get back everything he has lost.

No matter what, he would get it back.

If he really can't get her back in the end, then as long as this woman can stay with him for the rest of his life, that's enough.

In the end, if you don't have this person's heart, then just keep this person.

As long as I can see this person every day, it will be fine.

Even if I have to be annoyed by this woman every day.

Xu Mingyu was forced into the vortex of negative emotions by her every day, and he, Xu Mingyu, did not hesitate.

Xu Mingyu knows very well that he is really, really despicable now.

He is even more aware of how disgusting his face is.

Xu Mingyu never knew that he would have such a side.

Unexpectedly, little by little, he grew up into what he hated the most.

Love, this thing, is it real, like a ruthless knife.

Little by little he changed his appearance.

Closing his eyes, Xu Mingyu frowned bitterly, lit a cigarette, and started smoking one after another.

After smoking, Xu Mingyu stood on the balcony for a long time before dragging his tired body into the bathroom.

Standing in front of the sink, he placed his gaze on the spotless mirror.

In the mirror, his appearance at the moment was reflected.

His lips were already red and swollen from being bitten by the woman.

There are also clear bite marks on the neck.

There are large patches of white hair on the hair roots on both temples.

He gently stroked the white hair and sighed, he should dye his hair properly.

In fact, Xu Mingyu should have dyed his hair when he first found Jinchu.

However, at that time, he really had too many things on his mind and couldn't take care of it at all.

In just a few days, my hair has grown so much white.

When did Xu Mingyu’s white hair come out?

It started when Xu Mingyu completely realized after Jin Chu left that he fell in love with this woman and had no choice but to find her.

Xu Mingyu clearly remembered that one night he really missed Jinchu unbearably, so he sat on the balcony alone, drinking and missing her.

Recalling every moment between them.

That night, his heart hurt so much that he felt as if he might die at any moment.

It was also after dawn that day that he discovered that his hair had turned gray overnight.

In the past, Xu Mingyu always felt that the so-called white hair overnight was an exaggeration in movies and TV dramas.

There is no such thing in this world.

However, when he actually experienced it, he discovered that drama comes from life.

People really grow old overnight.

After taking a bath, Xu Mingyu returned to the bed and continued to sleep with Jinchu in his arms.

Although, Jinchu didn't have any good feelings toward him, and there was no joy between them after they reunited.

However, he still felt that his heart had settled down.

I still feel that being able to fall asleep with the smell of Jinchu is an extremely happy thing.

That empty heart was finally filled at this moment.

From now on, he no longer needs to face the long dark night alone.

It's so nice to no longer have to miss this woman in the dark until I go crazy.

He planned to go to Wuran Temple tomorrow to fulfill his vow.

At first, when he missed this woman to the point that he was about to die, Xu Mingyu went to Wuran Temple several times.

Every time, he would devoutly kneel down and worship all the gods and Buddhas, asking them to send his beloved girl back.

Xu Mingyu thought that it must be because the gods heard his prayers and saw his sincerity, so they arranged for the two of them to meet again.

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The next morning, when Jinchu opened his eyes, he felt sore all over his body.

The memories of all the rubbings between him and Xu Mingyu last night made Jin Chu feel like he was suffocating in an instant.

In my stomach, I began to feel nauseated again.

Soon, the sweet dream he had last night reappeared in Jinchu's mind.

Looking at the unfamiliar environment, recalling the dream, and then looking at the current reality, she felt even more sad.

Tears flowed down again involuntarily.

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