Mr. Shen, please stop being abusive. My wife is on the hot search with someone else again.

Judging from the removal of "Return to Nature", the Tang family seems to be embarrassing Lin Xi, so why not vent their dissatisfaction with the Xu family.

Tang Jingxian's current physical condition probably made the Tang family hate Xu Bowen, but they couldn't bear to part with him as a big tree.

Xu Bowen has not looked for Lin Xi again these days, and the two elders of the Xu family have not appeared again. It should also be because of Tang Jingxian's health.

Shen Yi was troubled after thinking about it. Liu Dongsheng's family lived under Tang Hong'an's supervision, and he didn't know if this operation attracted his attention.

If the Tang family is alarmed, I don't know what unexpected things will happen next.

Huo Siyuan was accompanying Tang Jingxian for examination at the moment. The tumor in her body could no longer be controlled by simple drugs, and she had to be hospitalized for chemotherapy.

"Aunt, we can no longer hesitate. You must be hospitalized immediately. The consequences of any further delay are difficult to predict."

When Tang Jingxian first learned that she had cancer, she felt resentful and resentful. She attributed all of this to Xu Bowen's indifference.

After returning to the imperial capital, she now sees a lot more.

Tang Jingxian said calmly: "I don't like the hospital. Let's wait for two days. I have something else to do. I'll be hospitalized after I finish it."

Huo Siyuan had already done ideological work several times. When he saw that he could not be persuaded to go back to the office, he directly called Xu Bowen.

......

Xu Bowen came home from get off work on time for the first time that night. The servant was cooking in the kitchen and was surprised to see him come back.

Xu Bowen opened the bedroom door and felt sour when he saw Tang Jingxian leaning on the bed and staring out the window in a daze.

Tang Jingxian saw him getting up slowly, "Why are you back? Are you looking for some materials?"

Xu Bowen's heart felt a little blocked and he said warmly: "No, I finished the matter early today and came back."

Tang Jingxian pursed her lips, "If you're not busy, can you accompany me to the courtyard and sit for a while?"

She asked tentatively, with caution, which made Xu Bowen's heart freeze. He was indebted.

His childhood friend has been chasing him since he was a child, and decades have passed in the blink of an eye.

I have never felt that Tang Jingxian has entered my heart, but she has been by his side for decades.

After learning what she had done, Xu Bowen felt angry, but it gradually disappeared.

Tang Jingxian was wrong, but he himself was not wrong. It was because he was angry and didn't go looking for her. He always wanted to marry Liang Ruhui when he was done with his work and had achieved results. Unexpectedly, she couldn't wait until the day when he went to find her.

"Let's go, it's cool in the courtyard."

Xu Bowen stood at the door waiting for her, and then the two walked side by side under the grape trellis in the courtyard.

Tang Jingxian lost a lot of weight, her well-maintained face had obvious wrinkles, and she looked much more haggard.

She looked at Xu Bowen and smiled lightly, "I didn't expect that I would be able to sit calmly and chat with you in the courtyard when I am old."

Xu Bowen spoke with difficulty, "Jingxian..."

"Bowen, I apologized to Liang Ruhui, and I actually owe you an apology. When I was young, I was ignorant and wanted to keep it as my own if I liked it. Because of my selfishness, I separated you from her. In fact, since I fell ill, I also wanted to It makes sense, if it weren't for my selfishness, I wouldn't have let you two miss each other in this life, and I've made you suffer for so many decades. I'm sorry for you. If there is an afterlife, I will never pester you again. I owe you and your family the rest of my life. Liang Ruhui’s debt is destined to be repaid.”

"Don't say that. You don't owe me. Marrying you is also my own choice. It's my fault to keep you by my side but not treat you well. The biggest responsibility for Ruhui and I is that I didn't go Looking for her has caused lifelong regret, and I have hated myself all these years.”

This was the first time that Xu Bowen expressed his feelings in front of Tang Jingxian. Tang Jingxian was a little stunned.

Xu Bowen sighed slowly and whispered again: "I'm sorry for you."

"You don't hate me?"

"You were scheming, but in the final analysis, I didn't do a good job. If I didn't take my work so seriously back then, and didn't think about getting rid of the constraints of my family, I wouldn't have stayed away from the imperial capital for more than half a year after Ruhui left. Find her."

"You don't need to comfort me. There is always Liang Ruhui between us. I know all these things. I have been running around you for most of my life, and I can't run anymore. Your status does not allow you to divorce, but I can't drag you either. , let’s each live our own lives.”

Xu Bowen felt sour in his heart. He had really failed. His former lover failed to keep him, and the woman who loved him now was heartbroken because of his indifference.

"What nonsense are you talking about? I'll take you to the hospital early tomorrow morning." Xu Bowen's voice was trembling.

Tang Jingxian was really tired, but what worried her most was that her husband and eldest brother had turned against each other.

The eldest brother doted on her the most. When he saw her being depressed all day long and wiping away tears at every turn, he helped her design Liang Ruhui.

But she never thought that her eldest brother would let someone interfere with Liang Ruhui when she gave birth to a child.

Although she had thought that Liang Ruhui's child could not be kept, she was not cruel in the end.

After returning to the imperial capital, except for her parents, she did not hide her illness. Her two brothers had always had problems with Xu Bowen, and they hated Xu Bowen even more after learning about her illness.

The recognition of relatives by the Xu family made them even more angry. Tang Hongan revealed Liang Ruhui's death in his words, and Tang Jingxian also knew the truth about Liang Ruhui's death.

Recently, she has been thinking that if she had not been willful back then, perhaps these things would not have happened, and her eldest brother would not have been contaminated with human life.

She didn't know how long she could keep this secret. If there was karma, she hoped that it would happen because of her and it would be because of her.

If it was a life for a life, she was willing to repay Liang Ruhui with her own life.

Tang Jingxian looked at Xu Bowen, tears streaming down her face silently, but she quickly wiped them away with a helpless and bitter smile on her lips.

......

Shen Yi did not go home directly after get off work, but made an appointment with Zhao Jinyan.

He was upset, afraid that his emotions would affect Lin Xi, and even more afraid of being seen through by her.

When Zhao Jinyan arrived at Lao Li's private restaurant, Shen Yi was already drinking tea.

"It's strange, Lin Xi is not going to join the group at the end of the month, how can he give up?"

Shen Yi didn't say anything, poured a cup of tea and pushed it to him.

Seeing him like this, Zhao Jinyan knew that he was holding something back, so he pulled out a chair and sat down opposite him.

He raised his eyebrows and said, "Tell me about it."

Shen Yi lowered his eyes, kept groping for the cup with the hand holding it, and said lightly, "Xiao Peng found the person who performed the surgery on Lin Xi's biological mother in the imperial capital."

Hearing this, Zhao Jinyan put away the careless smile on his face, "Is it murder?"

Shen Yi nodded, "Yes, it was under the instruction of Tang Hongan."

Zhao Jinyan's expression became solemn and he said worriedly: "You don't want Lin Xi to know? Are you worried that she is in danger?"

"Tang Hongan's euphemistic name is to help people mobilize work, why not place people in the imperial capital to facilitate his control."

Zhao Jinyan gradually became nervous, "Yi Ze, will you alarm the Tang family this time?"

Zhao Jinyan's words reached Shen Yize's heart. This was what he was worried about. If the Tang family was alarmed, it was hard to say what the consequences would be.