Abandoned by the best children? I just take out the space

When Wan Shufang heard Chen Ping mention Chen Xiyun, she was so angry that she laughed and said, "If you hadn't gone too far, how could Xiyun be bullied like that?"

"Chen Ping, it's been more than a year, why don't you reflect on yourself? Do you have to let your family revolve around you and let your family die because of you before you are satisfied?"

Her words were full of questions, but Lin Jing and Han Yi could hear the expectation deep in her words.

She hoped that Chen Ping would have the same awareness of reforming himself as Chen Hai, instead of continuing down a dead end and leaving her extremely disappointed.

Lin Jing and Han Yi looked at each other through the prison door. Seeing the sympathy rising in each other's eyes, he couldn't help but sigh secretly. Every family has its own problems.

The two men withdrew their gazes and looked at Wan Shufang with concern, ready to help her scold Chen Ping if she was irritated.

At this time, Chen Ping was brought back to his senses. He stared at Wan Shufang intently, then burst into tears and said, "I didn't want my family to die. I just wanted to make a name for myself. Is that wrong?"

"Mom, you let the third child go to school, but let me and the second child stay at home to farm. Isn't this partiality? But have I ever told you that?"

"I just thought you were partial to me and the third child, and never said anything about you. When I was in the countryside, I worked like an ox just to help the third child get ahead, but what did I get?"

"I got nothing but your complaints and hatred, so I want to stand out. I want to prove to you that I can live better without you."

The last sentence was completely shouted out by Chen Ping. As soon as he finished shouting, he seemed to have lost all his strength. He collapsed directly to the ground and cried very sadly.

Wan Shufang felt heartbroken listening to his crying. The pain made her breathe rapidly, as if she couldn't catch her breath. Some tiny images flashed in her mind.

That was a picture of the young Chen Ping working as hard as he could to help her lighten the burden.

"I am the eldest in the family. The second oldest is stupid, and the third oldest is gifted in studying. You favor the third oldest the most, and hate the second oldest the most. You are willing to be nice to me because I am the eldest son in the family, and you need me to support you in your old age."

Chen Ping cried more and more sadly, and could not help but turn all his resentment and pain into a sharp knife and stab Wan Shufang.

"I know this very well, but apart from sending you to the death kiln when you were sick, I have done nothing wrong to you. And at that time, most of the villagers made the same choice, so why couldn't I do the same?"

"Mom, there are more than a dozen people in our family. No matter how much food we have, it won't last long. Am I wrong to think about my family?"

"I always feel that I am not wrong, but you are wrong. You suddenly changed your attitude towards me, which made me feel uneasy and forced me to make mistakes step by step."

"Mom, when Dad left, I was only twelve years old. You guys took care of me before and I never did any work. But after Dad left, I did everything to help you, year after year, for a full ten years, I worked like an ox."

"What's wrong with me squeezing my second brother? Isn't it the same for you? The reason why that bitch Chen Xiyun met such a husband is because of you. Why do you blame everything on me? If you want to blame someone, you should blame yourself."

"Haha, living in a poor village, which family doesn't go through this? Now that you've changed your attitude, you're putting the blame on me. Why do you do that?"

"Woo woo, I won't accept it. Even after suffering for more than a year and seeing how vast the outside world is, I still won't accept it."

Shouting out the word "I don't accept", Chen Ping quickly turned his spearhead towards Chen Hai, and spoke each word like a sharp silver needle piercing him.

"The third brother is also a fool. He is obviously very dissatisfied in his heart, but he pretends to be a reformed man. Do you believe him? Haha, you will believe it, because you love him the most among all our brothers and sisters."

"You placed your hopes of bringing glory to your family and turning the tables on him. No matter how much my second son and I did, we had to give in to him. Mother, I know you very well, but you changed after that day. I no longer understand you. I am afraid of you."

Is Chen Ping stupid? When Wan Shufang woke up in the death kiln, she was abandoned. She not only thought Chen Ping was stupid, but also felt that he was a ruthless person.

Even what happened afterwards was subjective and she believed that Chen Ping was so cold-hearted that he could not be saved, and she wanted to give up on him.

But now, listening to Chen Ping's long-suppressed resentment and questioning, coupled with the images that suddenly flashed in her mind, those images were all about Chen Ping's small shoulders carrying the burden of adults, helping her lighten the burden, and taking good care of her brothers and sisters in the past.

During those ten years, if Chen Ping had not given up his studies to help her, she would never have been able to support her family for so long.

In an instant, Wan Shufang suddenly realized that her judgment of Chen Ping was wrong.

And because of this misjudgment, her instinctive opportunity to stop the loss in time turned into a huge gap between mother and son at this moment, which made her feel helpless and heartbroken.

"Chen Ping, I..."

"Since you are not here to save me, then get out! I don't want to see you, and I no longer expect you to save me." Chen Ping wiped away his tears and yelled at Wan Shufang with red eyes.

"How can you talk to your mother like that?" Lin Jing saw Wan Shufang suddenly burst into tears and Chen Ping cried as if his parents had died. It made people feel sad and uncomfortable.

But in his eyes, Chen Ping is the child of Chen Changli and Wan Shufang. He has to be filial to his parents. How could he speak to Wan Shufang in such a tone?

"Lin Jing, don't say that. Our village was affected by the drought at the beginning. Although our life was still OK, it was only slightly better than those refugees who fled."

"Besides, Chen Changli was not at home at that time, and there was a lot of gossip in the village. Our family was able to survive because of our eldest brother... He helped me support the family at that time."

When she said this in a choked voice, Wan Shufang felt a splitting headache, as if some memories that her body had forgotten were reviving.

She could hardly hold on and her body was shaky.

"Mom, are you okay?" Chen Hai stretched out his hand worriedly, wanting to support Wan Shufang, but he was locked in a cell, and no matter how long his hands stretched out, he could not touch Wan Shufang outside the cell.

"She's just pretending. Why do you feel bad for her? Is she trying to show off your filial piety?" Chen Ping's eyes were full of sarcasm, and his tone was full of suspicion.

If she had heard these words before, Wan Shufang would have completely believed that Chen Ping was cold and heartless, but at this moment she felt extremely sad.

Her eyes were slightly red, and her voice was choked with sobs: "Chen Ping, I admit that I was wrong at the time, but did you do the right thing at the time? You really should reflect on yourself and can't blame everything on me, because everything that happened back then was both our fault."

As she spoke, she tried to steady herself and looked at Chen Ping through tearful eyes, as if she wanted to remember his current expression in her heart.

"You should reflect on yourself here first. I will come to see you when I find a chance."