A Romantic Story of a Girl from the Qin Dynasty

Neither of them said a word. Shimi just took off her makeup, combed her hair, and put on her pajamas. Ying Zheng watched silently and found that her body was thinner and her face was a little pale. He knew that these days were really hard on her. A lot of suffering.

Ying Zheng's eyes eagerly pursued the lover in front of him. When Shimi sat on the edge of the bed, Ying Zheng spoke.

"Shikiya...I..."

He was just thinking about what to say, but Shikiya opened his mouth and said

"It's freezing outside, do you plan to sit like this until dawn?"

Regardless of whether Ying Zheng fell in love with Li Xi or not, it was a foregone conclusion that he broke his promise. If she continues to dwell on those irrelevant details, she will only be hurting herself. Shikiya doesn't want to do that. She has lived as a resentful woman for more than a year. She doesn't want to continue to feel sorry for herself. Can she return to modern times? Obviously there's no going back. Can you leave your three children and the title of queen behind and escape to the outside world? It's obviously not realistic either. His own world is this Qin Palace, and the person he wants to spend his whole life with is also the person in front of him.

Do you want to spend the rest of your life with him as an enemy? This is obviously an unwise choice. Shimiya now understands that his life and death, whether his life can be easy, and even whether his children can live a safe and smooth life are all decided by Ying Zheng.

Of course you can't escape, so face it.

Ying Zheng was obviously very happy that Shimiya took the initiative to speak. He seemed to have seen hope. He hoped that Shimiya could forgive him and treat him as he did before. The caution just now obviously worked, and Shimiya still cared about him. .

"Yes! It's cold outside. You can't sit like this all the time! It will be difficult if you get cold!"

Ying Zheng smiled and quickly took off his coat and boots. He was just about to get into bed and rekindle his relationship with Shimi, but unexpectedly, Shimi said:

"Li Xi came to see me today."

Ying Zhengyuan stretched out his hand to put his arm around Shimi's shoulder, but it stopped in mid-air because of these words. He couldn't hold it, nor could he pull it back.

"Why did she come to you?! Is she talking nonsense?!"

"No……"

The gentle voice sounded again, and when Ying Zheng saw a smile on Shimi's face, he boldly hugged her shoulders.

The two of them were sitting on the same bed. At this moment, Ying Zheng was acting like a young man who had just tasted love. He didn't know how to hold his wife in front of him, who he had been married to for twenty years. His hand was on He couldn't stop shaking when he touched Shikiya's shoulder, fearing that he would be pushed away the next second.

"She came to beg me, hoping you could give her a title."

Shiya looked at Ying Zheng and looked into his eyes.

"You brought her from such a far away place, how should you place her now?"

Shimi smiled lightly, his voice was gentle, as if he was talking about something insignificant, but the calmer Shimi became, the more guilty Ying Zheng became.

"I can't give her any status! I can't do anything to make you sad!"

No, I've already done something to make her sad! Ying Zheng knew that he had said something wrong and quickly wanted to change his words, but Shimi said again

"She really looks like me... very much like me before... no wonder you are confused."

Her voice was soft, without the previous anger and despair. Ying Zheng saw her eyes looking into the distance, as if searching for long-lost memories.

"She looks like me before, right? Like me before I was a queen, like me before when I was still in the Kingdom of Zhao."

Although Yingzheng said nothing, he acquiesced to Shimi's words.

"But Ying Zheng...we are no longer the boys and girls we used to be."

She gently rested her head on Ying Zheng's shoulder. This unusual move almost made Ying Zheng shed tears. He faced Shimi with shame and regretted his mistake. He was afraid that the woman in front of him would no longer love him. If the love you once had disappears, what should you do?

Shikiya's tone was very gentle. The two of them may not have been this close for a long time. When was the last time the two of them leaned together and talked? Ying Zheng couldn't remember. At this moment, he just understood that he had not smelled the gentle and familiar scent of Shimi for a long time.

"We have been together for nearly twenty years and have experienced some life and death together. Even if my appearance is not old, even if we both want to go back to the past, no matter what we do, we can't go back..."

Shikiya's vision was a little blurry. She sniffed and spoke again.

"That twelve-year-old boy kept me here with a promise. I believe his feelings for me have never changed, but... you and I are now in a different position than before, and we are used to looking down on others. I am so used to being admired and respected by others that I have forgotten my original intention. I hope that my love for you and your love for me will not be mixed with any interests or scheming. Even if there are intrigues outside, Ying Zheng... I My love for you will never change...because you are my only relative in this world. Apart from you, I have no one else to choose. You are the only one and the most important..."

After more than 20 years of mutual support, Shimi became a unique queen under the protection and protection of Ying Zheng. After being alone for nearly 20 years, Shimi forgot that the man in front of him was a king. He once lived in a dream-like world. In the illusory love, at this moment... Shimi also understands that there may be such "accidents" in the future. If you are in pain every time and want to let go every time, then how will you spend these long years?

The gentle words left Ying Zheng speechless. At this moment, he didn't know how to face Shimi's deep affection. He clearly knew that her love for him was very, very deep, so why did he hurt her again and again? When Shimi leaned in Ying Zheng's arms, it was difficult for him to forgive himself, and all his debts surged like spring water at this moment.

Ying Zheng kissed her, holding her face and kissing her carefully. Shimi tried to accept it, but instinctively avoided it.

"If you don't want to, then I'll sleep in the side hall."

Ying Zheng didn't dare to do anything to irritate her anymore. The woman in front of him frowned slightly, as if he was forcing her to accept this intimate act. Ying Zheng couldn't bear it.

Shikiya looked at his lover in front of him and kept telling himself, let it go, learn to let it go. If you hold on to this matter, no one will be happy. He is the king! Master of the world! Set your sights further!

Ying Zheng slowly let go of his hands. When he turned around to leave, Shimi put his arms around his neck and gave him a deep kiss.

"Just stay..."

She smiled.

It was a warm joy that had not happened in a long time. Even though Shimi couldn't let go completely at this moment, she no longer avoided Ying Zheng's love. Her contradictory heart made it impossible to look at him as before, so she could only close her eyes tightly. eyes closed. Ying Zheng's kiss and caress seemed to be apologizing for this "accident", gentle and careful, full of gratitude but ashamed.