A Romantic Story of a Girl from the Qin Dynasty
Chapter 402 Ying Zheng’s childhood shadow
Ying Zheng sat aside and said nothing. He carefully looked at the beloved woman in front of him. Even though her appearance had not changed at all, after all, she was no longer a girl physically and mentally. The accumulation of years made Shiya look gentle and dignified. Naturally, she has the majesty of a queen, but with her beloved daughter in her arms, she has a smile on her face and looks a little softer.
Ying Zheng clenched his hands into fists and hesitated whether to speak. He has never been so hesitant in the Destroying Six Kingdoms, but now it seems extremely difficult to apologize to Shimiya. He is not unwilling to bow his head, but he is looking forward to Shimiya giving him a step down and gently calling his name again. .
The awkwardness and uncertainty for more than a year are not unfounded. Ying Zheng has a shadow that is difficult to heal in his life, and this shadow comes from his mother Zhao Lijiang.
In Ying Zheng's heart, his biological mother has always been a dissolute image. When he was a child, he had seen too many scenes of his mother having affairs with other men. This charming woman would bring different men home every three days, enjoying the pleasure of men bowing to her. The pleasure under her pomegranate skirt. Since then, the little Ying Zheng has had an indelible prejudice against women.
It is impossible for a woman to have true feelings for a man if she is selfish and lustful! Most women in this world are like this. If you take a woman's love seriously, you will definitely suffer retribution!
He closed his heart. He had only one idea when it came to all kinds of women on the road, and his generalizations were deeply ingrained. It wasn't until Shikiya appeared that this dark thought was gradually broken!
When a strange woman is willing to challenge the prince for her own sake, when this woman trusts and encourages herself without reservation, this is quite shocking to the teenage Ying Zheng! He never thought that someone would love him without reservation and encourage him. When his unconfident expression of love was rewarded with equal sincerity from her, Ying Zheng almost cried with joy!
The appearance of a woman ushered in the light in his heart, and he gradually broke his prejudice against women. It turned out that there were people in the world who could treat him wholeheartedly. But when Ying Zheng left Zhao State and went to Qin State, Ying Zheng broke the appointment and failed to meet the deadline. When he came to pick up Shiya, his shadow was awakened again.
Ying Zheng is afraid that his broken promise will be met by Shimi's broken promise. He is afraid that Shimi will leave him and fall in love with someone else. He is horrified and worried that this unique and exclusive relationship will be given to others. He is afraid of losing Shimi. , are also afraid that this rare feeling will slip away.
What Ying Zheng wants is a love that can last a lifetime. In this love, he can only be alone. He needs a woman to inherit this requirement perfectly. In this love, no matter what he does, no matter how far apart the two are. , he hopes that this woman can maintain this love that is exclusive to him.
Shimi did it during the three years of hard work in Zhao. This was naturally shocking and touching to Ying Zheng. She was not like her mother who was always busy, nor was she like other women who had to compromise in order to survive. She loved herself wholeheartedly, and he could possess her heart. From then on, Ying Zheng firmly believed that Shimiya's love for him would last a lifetime and would never fade away.
No matter how the two of them are, their hearts must be close to each other. For this reason... Ying Zheng relies on her, dotes on her, treats her as the closest person to her, and gives her 100% trust and unreserved self.
But when Shiya and Li Mu hugged and parted, the dark side of his heart was dug out again!
This is the first time Ying Zheng concretely sees someone else break into Shimi's heart. At this moment, the love he always thought was shaken! He guessed with horror that Li Mu's shadow was also left in Shimi's heart. He was disgusted and angry that there were other people's footprints left in that world that belonged to him alone!
Ying Zheng's uneasiness gradually resurfaced, and his mother's dissolute appearance from back then came to mind again. Ying Zheng seemed to feel that his faith had collapsed. Why did Shimi, who belonged to him alone, hug others?
What about yourself? How much does it occupy in her heart?
Ying Zheng's paranoia and uneasiness became more and more serious. He even began to suspect that Shi Mi had never forgotten Li Mu in these years. At a certain moment, this man had appeared in Shi Mi's mind.
A woman who was completely his own, a woman who loved him wholeheartedly, disappeared completely at this moment!
Ignoring her, neglecting her, not paying attention to her even during pregnancy and childbirth, Ying Zheng silently avenged Shimiya's "infidelity". He was both sad and angry. This sad emotion lingered in his heart and he could not let go.
In the end, it evolved into today's situation. Are the two people's hearts still together? Ying Zheng didn't dare to think about it any more.
The terrifying possessiveness exceeded Ying Zheng's expectations, and even he was surprised. The torture of Shimi this year not only did not bring him any pleasure, but made him more and more sad.
If she continues like this, she will definitely be disappointed with herself. If she continues like this... one day, she will no longer love herself.
The long silence gradually went unbroken. The infant Yihua probably felt the subtle sense of alienation between her parents. At this moment, she cried and finally broke the deadlock.
"Don't cry, don't cry..."
Shikiya coaxed patiently, with a smile on his face.
If you talk to me at this time, whether you cry and tell me your grievances, or angrily accuse me of my behavior last night, and just ask you to give me a step down, then I will definitely come to you to comfort you, like I coaxed you like that before... Then I can naturally invite you to go out on a palace tour and show you the beautiful scenery of the lakes and mountains. After seeing the beautiful scenery, our relationship will be as good as before, and this farce will be over. I I will no longer neglect you or torture you...
Ying Zheng kept looking forward to it, almost looking at Shimi with longing. He felt restless and his heart beat faster. He longed for Shimi to look up at him in the next second, and then scold him pretending to be coquettish.
"You went crazy with alcohol last night, don't think I can forgive you today!"
But...such expectations have not yet appeared.
Shimi didn't know how to express her inner grievance. Her tough temper was exposed at this moment. She was exhausted by Ying Zheng's unreasonable troubles. She no longer wanted to flatter or please this monarch! Even if it was his pride that caused trouble, Shimiya was not willing to bow his head first!
"Yihua doesn't seem to be feeling well these past two days. She always cries at night. The little one has suffered a lot since he was born."
She was talking to herself, her eyes always looking at her daughter and never looking away.
"Compared to Fusu and Yixin, Yihua's body is weaker..."
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