Star Rabbit Patron Saint

Chapter 58 The ugly truth

[Inspirational] Be lazy when you need to try your best, feel insecure when you see others working hard, and finally continue to pretend to indulge yourself with this kind of anxiety. Don't be such a person, it's very embarrassing!

[Inspirational] What we have to do should be done as soon as we think about it. Because people's thoughts will change. How many tongues, hands, and accidents will lead to hesitations and delays. ---Shakespeare

[Inspirational] Smart people will choose to take the initiative and go all out to do it immediately, because the logic in their minds is "fight, seek, and get." Those who realize their ideals may not be smarter than you, nor may they be more diligent than you and me. , but they often have stronger self-control and execution than you and me. My life must not go by in vain like this. I hope that I can experience more wonderful things in life, so I have to save every minute and every day so that I can gain something every day.

[Life Record] When I went out this morning, I saw the leaves falling on both sides of the street and falling on the sidewalk. The entire sidewalk was covered with caramel-colored leaves. It was so beautiful!

At this time, I didn’t want to see the sanitation workers appear, and I didn’t feel dirty. Instead, I felt very romantic! Perhaps only a peaceful and warm heart can see the beauty of the ordinary.

I imagined myself walking under the sycamore tree, wearing cute plush shoes, stepping on the fallen leaves, and then making a rustling sound. Even if it's a cloudy day, I should feel a little better at this moment.

When I came back to my senses, suddenly, a few rays of winter sunshine broke through the clouds and shone on my face through the car window, making it look particularly warm and bright. I squinted my eyes and remembered someone telling me to learn to smile to myself more. What about you? Did you smile to yourself today?

Today is the last month of this year. It feels like the temperature has not dropped much in the past two days. The weather is quite comfortable. Is it a warm winter this year?

I don’t know either, but I still hope that winter will feel like winter, and it should be cold when it’s cold! I wore one ear to work today! Love it so much! Because you gave it to me!

In fact, I charge it every night, keep it warm, and wipe it with alcohol cotton last night, because I feel like I touch it every day and it gets dark, but after wiping it, it is still very cute, clean and white. A fat ear. Reminds me of someone again. Maybe after being with you for a long time, it seems that I have slowly become a pragmatist. Although it has one ear, I still think it is beautiful and cute! Because flaws are also beautiful and do not affect my use.

Last night before going to bed, I saw an interesting illustration. Daniel and Arsham and Hajime Sorayama’s 19-year-old joint sculpture, holding hands. Ex Machina fell in love with a Renaissance plaster statue. In the process of escaping human pursuit, she was shot to the point of losing her muscles by bullets. Broken, blood splattered, electronic parts and crystals scattered everywhere.

Someone asked Ex Machina why she fell in love with the plaster statue, because the plaster statue never ordered her like other people, and always stayed far away and quietly by her side.

It was a kind of loneliness that the world cannot understand, the loneliness of another species. However, she, who also has no flesh and blood, can understand the voice of the cyber machine and the cold stone in that long and endless time. We must be able to hear each other.

Ex Machina is known as the warmest robot. The robot actually has no heart. All she has is logic and instructions. The plaster statue is known as the coldest human being. Just like the plaster statue, it is lonely and closed. Even if it is broken, it has its own persistence and will not change (the plaster statue cannot change its own destiny), and it is even less likely to do anything to the other party. Order. Therefore, Ex Machina will also unswervingly choose the plaster statue that looks "fragile" but has unique persistence in its heart.

Hold my hand full of contradictions, it’s so beautiful, the intertwined beauty of machines and plaster, the future of science fiction and the past of literature and art, I don’t know if you can understand it, but that’s not important. Because, that's just what I want to talk about.

Have you ever heard of bullet literature? Let me tell you a story. One summer when he was thirteen or fourteen years old, a man picked up a real gun on the road. He didn’t know the heights of the sky and he was not afraid of anything. He pulled the trigger. No one died, and no one died. Wounded, he thought he had fired a blank shot. When he was thirty years old, he was walking on the road one day and heard a faint sound of wind behind him. He stopped and turned around, and the bullet hit him between the eyebrows. [After the story is told, there is no conclusion. In fact, many stories do not necessarily have a conclusion, right? 】

People who are sincerely good to you are all in the details. People can lie, but details cannot. Love is a detail, and so is not loving! You need to remember those who held an umbrella for you in the heavy rain, those who helped you block foreign objects, those who silently guarded you in the dark, those who made you laugh, those who chatted with you all night, and those who cried with you. , the people who have traveled thousands of miles to see you, it is these people who make up every bit of warmth in your life, and it is this warmth that makes you a kind person!

I love this indescribable life to death. I love the pride and low fog emerging in life. I am grateful for my humble and vivid existence.

Three days later, the incident involving Teacher Xiaoxi finally subsided, "Boss, you heard that Teacher Xiaoxi specifically clarified on the school website about her sexual orientation and published a video of about 5 minutes explaining those photos. , and this calmed down the turmoil. Don't tell me that she is still very courageous." Xiao Qiang seemed to be showing off.

After all, for him, this is an event that he personally planned. His picture approval is quite good. He himself was very satisfied. "I know, it is said that the content of the speech is quite exciting. Fortunately, she didn't know that it was us, otherwise we would not have ended well." Xiaomi said with a smile.

As for those "star-chasers", they have long since disappeared, and they don't know where on campus they are chasing the so-called new "stars".

"By the way, boss, you find that Xiaoqin is not as mysterious as she has been recently, and she doesn't play with us much anymore." Xiao Qiang said thoughtfully. She had been avoiding them for a long time. The boss will not feel it.

"There is another thing that is also very strange. Two days ago, someone saw Xiaoqin dating her boyfriend in the woods. I don't know why. The news I got is that the man gave Xiaoqin money. Qin slapped her face, and they also saw Xiao Qin kneeling on the ground begging for that man. However, because they were too far apart, they couldn’t hear clearly what they said." When I went to school in the morning, I wanted to tell the boss. Yes, it turned out that there were too many things to do, and I forgot about them after doing it.

"What? That's unreasonable! Why does her boyfriend treat her like this! Isn't this a bit too much!" Xiaomi was a little angry. Although Xiaoqin doesn't play with them much now that they are in love, but, how should I say, Xiaomi Qin used to have a very good relationship with him. How can you be bullied?

"I would like to ask Xiaoqin what kind of boyfriend she has found, why should she be so wronged to fall in love with him!" Xiaomi said, which made Xiaomi very angry. Anyway, after lunch, Xiaomi has the urge to go find Xiaoqin now!

"Where is she now? Let's go find Xiaoqin and ask what's going on! If not, we can also help her out!" Xiao Mi asked Xiao Qiang.

"Boss, don't get excited. Let's go to the library first. I made an appointment for a deal. Don't rush to find Xiaoqin. Anyway, it's a matter of falling in love. If it's not the situation we think, it won't be too bad. Okay." The little man grabbed hold of the impulsive Rong Xiaomi. This boss has a very aggressive personality, and as Rong Xiaomi grew up, his personality became more assertive.

Xiao Qiang remembers that when Brother Youran came back last time, he told himself privately that when encountering anything, he must first stop the boss and not let her be too impulsive. It seems that Brother Youran really knows the boss too well. , Xiaoqin's matter, she was more or less making a fuss out of a molehill.

"Ah? Xiao Qiang, what deal did you make? What happened recently?" Xiao Mi was a little confused when he heard Xiao Qiang talking about the deal. It's been pretty peaceful recently.

"Don't ask, boss, let's go to the library first. It's too late." The little man urged the little girl to go to the library.

The school library is located in the northwest corner of the school. This library looks very modern in appearance. The white streamlined tables and chairs and the warm-colored light ceiling equipped with invisible light sources make people feel bright and warm. The entire wall facing the door is decorated with decorative bookshelves, with graceful arcs on the edges, reaching as high as the ceiling.

In the center of the hall is an open cross-level patio. Xiao Geqiang and Xiao Mi are waiting in the circular corridor on the third floor. This position can overlook the entire library. The entire hall was enveloped in a quiet atmosphere. There were not many people in the library. Everyone was almost immersed in their own world. Only the sound of slight footsteps and the light sound of turning books could be heard.

The little guy kept looking around the library, and his eyes were fixed on the corner of the second floor of the library, where there was a comfortable sofa. Sitting on the sofa was a thin girl, wearing large black-rimmed glasses. She was holding a book in her hand. She didn't read it, but looked at the cover quietly. Xiaomi took a curious look at it. The book was called Lost Paradise. When she saw the little Qiang looking at her, she nodded and raised her hand. After reading the book, he stood up, placed the book on the sofa, then stood up and walked toward the exit of the library and left.

After she left, Xiao Qiang walked over and took away the Lost Paradise, and said to Xiao Mi: "Boss, let's go! Go to the reading room."

"Is this book for you?" "Yes! Let's talk about it later." The little man said to Xiaomi in a low voice, and while talking, he and Xiaomi walked to the reading room.

The reading room is on the top floor of the library and is the quietest space in the library. There is a closed glass reading room, which turns on the wood fragrance and makes people get lost in the ocean of words. The most important thing is that the sound insulation effect of the reading room is very good .

Xiao Mi and Xiao Qiang chose a reading room. They sat down and opened the Lost Paradise. There was a letter inside. Looking at the handwriting on it, it was beautiful and small. It should have been written by that girl. Xiao Mi I didn't rush to ask about the letter, I just picked up the book Paradise Lost and started to read it. She was waiting for Little Qiang to read the letter.

In fact, it's not that Xiaomi is not curious, but his brother often reminds Xiaomi of the boundaries of how to deal with others. For the little strong man, no matter what he is investigating, it is his freedom. She shouldn't have interfered.

The mind is a special place that can turn heaven into hell and hell into heaven. ——Milton's "Paradise Lost"

"Boss, I won't read the letter to you because the content involved is a bit complicated. Although we are good friends and always have some personal privacy, there are some things I still want to tell you." The little man was serious. The look on his face made Xiaomi realize the seriousness of the problem.

"Okay! You tell me! I'm listening!" Xiaomi put away her cynical attitude.

"Remember the time you went to rescue Xiaoqin? That time she was locked in the utility room. Someone saw that she was the one who locked her into the utility room. There was a string tied to the door lock outside. After entering, she gently With a gentle pull, she locked herself in. She was the only one who did the whole process." Xiao Goqiang's serious expression made Xiaomi realize that Xiao Goqiang himself did not expect that the truth of the matter was so unbearable.

Hearing this, Rong Xiaomi lowered his head and said nothing. His expression was quite calm, and Xiao Gaoqiang could not tell what the little girl was thinking at this moment.

"I got it! Let's go, Xiaoqiang. Is there anything else you want to tell me? If not, let's go back," Xiaomi said calmly.

Rong Jinghua Office

"Hello? Hello, are you Mr. Rong? I'm Xiaoqin's father! Sorry, I wanted to ask you to dinner earlier, but I never arranged the time." Rong Jinghua's phone rang, it was someone An unfamiliar number, one he had never seen before, he answered the phone.

"Ah! Xiaoqin's father! Hello, hello! It's okay. I happen to be busy with some work matters, but I have to go abroad in two days. When will you be free? Or do you want to wait for me to come back? Arrange it again?" Rong Jinghua, who is going abroad tomorrow, really doesn't have time.

"Then when will you come back?" the other party asked Rong Jinghua politely on the phone. "According to plan, I should be back in a week."

"Okay, how about we wait for you to come back in a week, and I will call you again, is that okay? I'm really bothering you. If I had known, I would have made an appointment with you earlier!" The other party was very polite.

"Okay, it's settled. The day after I come back in a week, we'll have a casual dinner. I'll call you then and I'll save your phone number."

"Okay, okay, then I'll wait for your call. I won't disturb you for now. I'll hang up first!" The other party hung up the phone. Rong Jinghua previously promised Xiaoqin that he would meet with Xiaoqin's father to talk about work. Because her father has not contacted him, he has gradually forgotten about it, and now he can only wait until after the business trip before talking about it.

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