Star Rabbit Patron Saint

No matter what you do, as long as you persist, you will definitely see changes.

I kept reading books, reading literature and history, and kept walking, looking at the mountains and rivers. Although these books and these roads may have nothing to do with my future, they taught me to think that in the future I may be a good-for-nothing person. Being nameless, even having nothing, or dying inexplicably, or living inexplicably, these are not important. What is important is that I need to know what kind of person I want to be. This is a spirit that nourishes my soul and has nothing to do with future or money.

Love is the highest energy in the three-dimensional world. Liu Cixin's novel writes that Trisolarans also have the bud of love. Noble and pure, it makes people fascinated.

Real luxury goods possess three major abilities: the ability to cultivate oneself, the ability to create value, and the ability to learn and iterate.

Neither far nor close, this moderate distance is what human beings in postmodern society want. They neither like loneliness nor want to be harmed - "Self-Determined Loneliness"

Love is an open interaction between people with free will---"Self-Determined Loneliness"

The morning when Youran went abroad

As we all know, most city airports are a certain distance from the city center and are basically built in the suburbs, perhaps because they require a large area of ​​land. Or maybe the planes were taking off and landing too loudly. There were too many people in the city, and everyone would probably be noisy to death. . .

"Dad, brother has to take a long flight..." Rong Xiaomi sat on the lawn near the airport, hugging his knees with his hands, resting his head on his knees, with his long shawl hair sliding down his knees. . . Looking up at the blue sky and white clouds. From time to time, various flights would pass very close to their heads. The thoughtful little fan just stared at the sky for a long time. . . Airplanes are so powerful, they can transport people so far. . .

Today is the day for Lin Youran to go abroad, and Xiaomi was supposed to see him off at the airport. However, early in the morning, she quietly told her father that she did not want to see her off at the airport. However, she still hopes that her father will take her to the airport to watch her brother's plane take off. . . Rong Jinghua felt a little sad after hearing Xiaomi's request. So, Rong Jinghua took Xiaomi to the big lawn near the airport early. . . They have been sitting here for a long time. . . Xiao Mi never spoke, and Rong Jinghua just stayed with his daughter quietly. He knew how reluctant she was to give up. . . However, he didn't know how to comfort her. The feeling of distress and helplessness always accompanied him. As his daughter grew up, he felt that he was not competent as a father. . .

Time flies so fast. In the blink of an eye, Rong Jinghua and Ruan Ningxu have been working together for 6 years. They are very compatible partners at work. Rong Jinghua is a down-to-earth and hard-working person who is meticulous about his work. He has spent most of his time and energy on his work over the years. But her daughter has actually been ignored by herself.

His daughter Xiaomi's life in the Ruan family is actually very happy. Of course, this is entirely due to the child Youran. He knows that his daughter has grown up with Youran's company over the years.

For Xiaomi, Youran gave up a lot of life that he should have pursued, but Youran never said it. . Leaving this time is also reasonable. After all, Youran has grown up and has his own ideals and ambitions to pursue and realize. Of course, in fact, Rong Jinghua didn't know much about Lin Youran. He didn't understand the reason why Youran had to leave, and he didn't ask him or Ruan Ningxu.

No matter what, Youran's departure is already a fact, and it is inevitable no matter how sad Xiaomi is. Looking at the daughter in front of me, she will be 11 years old in a few months. This laughing and playful little baby seems to have grown up overnight.

She had been sitting here quietly for almost two hours, and she just asked this question. Jinghua didn't know what Xiaomi was thinking. . . However, he could still feel that his daughter's sadness was not a light sadness, but a deep sadness. . .

"Well... it takes 13 hours to get to London... it does take a long time... and you have to change trains..." Rong Jinghua replied slowly. It's almost a kilometer away from here to Cambridge. . . It's so far. . .

Ruan Family The Day You Ran Goes Abroad Morning

"Xiaomi, Xiaomi?" You Ran knocked on the door of Rong Xiaomi's room several times. Xiaomi is not in the room? She shouldn't. She knew she was going to take a plane today and had promised to give it to her. Why wasn't he there now?

"Youran, Xiaomi and Mr. Rong went out early... Xiaomi said that she wasn't going to send the plane off. She probably left a letter for you in the room." Aunt Zhong heard Youran knocking on the door. He opened the door of Mi's room and told Youran what Xiao Mi had told her before going out. Seeing Xiaomi's sad look, Aunt Zhong also felt sad for a long time. It's always so helpless and reluctant to say goodbye. Especially these two children, their relationship is so deep. . .

"Oh, okay, let me go take a look." Youran didn't expect that Xiaomi wouldn't go to see her off. He turned the door handle and pushed the door open to enter Xiaomi's room. The smell of milk filled the little girl's room. . . This is the smell of Xiaomi. She doesn't seem to have perfume. . . Yu Ran thought. . . Smelling this smell is like holding Xiaomi in your arms.

Walking to her desk, there was a piece of paper folded into a small paper crane.

"Brother, if Xiaomi doesn't send you off, it means you haven't left... Remember to video every day, remember to send messages every day, remember to miss me every day, remember to come back early... I love you so much, my little fan..." on the edge of the signature On it, a doll's head was drawn with tears. . .

Youran's heart tightened, even if he didn't give it away, it was really hard for him to face leaving Xiaomi. He remembered the moment when the sky was filled with fireworks at the graduation prom, Xiaomi asked him if he wanted to separate, and Youran felt heartbroken instantly. No, actually, he should have told her earlier. Instead of asking her to ask herself how sad she was in that situation. . .

In fact, studying itself is not the first goal for Youran. Going to Cambridge is just a life process for Youran. Youran's mother settled in the UK three years ago. He has always wanted Youran to go to the UK and also hoped that his son could be with you. She also studied medicine. But Youran has his own plans and dreams. . .

Youran has never agreed to his mother's request. Although in terms of talent, his ability surpasses many people, from a mental point of view, Youran is still a child after all. The happiness of being with Xiaomi makes him Not willing to leave. He longed for a normal childhood. . .

Therefore, the six years of growing up with Xiaomi made him very happy, and he even experienced many carefree days. Just before graduation, Youran's mother suddenly returned to China, and she had an in-depth talk with Youran. After the conversation, his mother returned to the UK overnight and even Ruan Ningxu did not see Ruan Ninghui in person.

At the same time, in fact, an anonymous email was received in Youran's international mailbox, which was about the kidnapping of Rong Xiaomi. The two things happened at the same time, so Youran had to choose to leave China and go to England to study. University.

There is another very important reason. Youran found that his feelings for Xiaomi had fundamentally changed. When he first met Xiaomi, Youran was 9 years old and Xiaomi was 3 years old. Now, Youran is 16 years old and Xiaomi is 10 years old. They are all growing up gradually. After spending 7 years together day and night, Youran realizes that he is no longer the 9-year-old brother, and Xiaomi is no longer the 3-year-old baby.

Youran is very clear about his feelings. However, Rong Xiaomi is only 10 years old. To Xiaomi, he may really be just an older brother, a relative who grew up with him.

Therefore, Youran thought, maybe he should give Xiaomi time, and also give himself time so that she and he can have a space to grow independently, and he will choose to continue to accompany her to grow up in a place where she can't see it, and never leave. . .

When she gets older, when she realizes it more clearly, what will the future between them be like? Therefore, a large part of the reason for his departure is actually to give fans a choice.

Therefore, choosing this time may be the most suitable for him and Xiaomi, but the separation itself is always painful. . . In the flowing days, each grows up and cherishes each other.

Rong Xiaomi looked at the blue sky and looked at his watch again. It was less than half an hour before his brother's plane took off. At this moment, his brother should have already boarded the plane. He will not be seen every day for the next few days.

Thinking of this, Xiaomi felt sour in her heart. She tried hard to tell herself, Xiaomi, don't cry, why are you so worthless? My brother is just going to school. It's not like he doesn't want you anymore. There's nothing to cry about. . .

My thoughts went back to the graduation prom that day, "Rong Xiaomi, why are you here too?" Rong Xiaomi was washing her hands at the bathroom dressing table when she heard a familiar voice behind her.

"Sister Xiao Chen." Xiaomi turned around and saw Xiao Chen leaning against the door.

"What's wrong, sister? My brother brought me here. The emm my sister wore today is a bit old-fashioned! Tsk tsk tsk. Pay attention to the color choice in the future. My brother doesn't like older people." The proud little peacock turned his head and ignored her.

Rong Xiaomi stretched out her little hand and put it under the dryer to blow it, with a weird smile on her lips. She had already guessed that she would come to her, but she didn't expect to be so timid that she didn't dare to come to her in front of her brother!

"You! Don't go too far, little fan! Lin Youran went to England because he just regarded you as his sister! He will fall in love with another woman, even if it's not me, but it's definitely not you, little fan!"

Because you are just his sister, don’t you understand? My sister will never become a lover, you little fool! Stop your wishful thinking! He has grown up and is no longer a child. If he loves you, how could he leave? Therefore, I advise you to stop dreaming. You are just a child, and you can only be fake siblings for the rest of your life! You little idiot! "After saying these few words, she fainted!!!

Xiaomi opened Rosemary and saw that she fainted. Xiaomi looked at her coldly without saying a word, strode over her and walked out of the bathroom. Not far away, Youran was waiting for her.

"Xiao Mi, you've been gone for a long time. Are you okay?"

"Brother, I'm fine! Let's go to the terrace. The fireworks show is about to start. Let's go!" Youran took Xiaomi's little hand and walked to the terrace. . .

That night, Xiaomi, who was lying in bed, kept her eyes open until dawn, and Xiao Chen's words repeatedly appeared in her mind. She knew that Youran was very kind to her, but she really couldn't tell the difference between them. . .

The morning after the graduation ceremony

Xiaomi went to school to find her class teacher, Teacher Zhao. She always felt that she had encountered a girl's problem and needed to ask a girl, Zhao Nuoya, who became a teacher for the first time when she graduated from college at the age of 23. She took Xiaomi to this class. Over the years, this little girl, the youngest in the class, has been Zhao Nuoya's favorite student. She is extremely smart but extremely naughty.

"Xiaoya, my brother is leaving..." Xiaomi would call her this every time she encountered something confusing. It is well known to the whole school that Lin Youran is going to Cambridge University in England. Xiaomi's brother is a famous figure in the whole school. Everyone knows about it, but they are in a lower grade in the class. So, this child only knows it now. . .

"Are you sad? Xiaomi?" Zhao Nuoya asked thoughtfully. In fact, she knew what Xiaomi was thinking, and maybe Xiaomi herself knew it, but most of the time, she never thought about it seriously. She must have something to ask herself.

"Xiao Mi, let's go to the playground"

Noah and Xiaomi sat down in the stands next to the basketball court. There were several boys playing basketball in the distance, and Xiaomi stared at the basketball stand. . .

Noya knew that Xiaomi was thinking about something, and she didn't want to see Xiaomi looking so lost. However, she understood that there were some things that no one could help her with, and only she could figure it out.

"Xiaoya, do you think my brother thinks of me as a sister or a girl?" The nonsensical little fan suddenly asked such a question.

Zhao Ruoya was stunned for a moment and asked Xiaomi seriously, "Xiaomi, let's not worry about your brother first. He wants to treat you as a sister or a girl. What about you? What do you think? Do you want your brother to treat you as a sister or a girl? A girl? And, do you ever want your brother to treat you as a special girl?"

"I hope he doesn't just treat me as his sister, I hope I am a special girl in his heart." Xiaomi thought for a long time and answered Noya very seriously.

"What would you think if your brother cared very much about other girls and loved them very much?"

"No, my brother only cares about me and loves me!"

"So, in your heart, your brother belongs to you, right?"

"Isn't it? Isn't it wrong for me to do this?"

"Xiao Mi, I have a biological brother, do you know?"

"I don't know, you never said that"

"My brother is in love. She has a girlfriend. Although he cares about me and loves me very much. However, he cares more about his girlfriend and loves his girlfriend more. Do you understand? However, I don't Angry, I’m happy for him..." Noya said.

"I understand, but I don't think so..."

"So, I think during the time when your brother went to England, you can think about what you thought of him..."

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