Star Dome Railway: My pioneers were abducted
Chapter 194 Past and Future
Mengshi rarely saw Ye Xiao looking so serious, and for a moment he looked at the two of them with an air of fear.
Qing Ni's eyes were a little dodged at this time. She knew that the benefactor in front of her said these words, not to dampen her dream of becoming a pilot. Ye Xiao was just trying to cool herself down from a relatively objective perspective.
To become a battleship pilot, or even become an ace among pilots, it is far from enough to rely solely on youthful passion and talent.
Both mother and daughter have their own stubbornness in whether to become a pilot.
After a long silence, Qing Ni replied, "I have liked Xingcha since I was a child. Whether it is the fantasy play about Xingcha or Xingcha's toys, they were my favorite when I was young."
“As I grew older, I began to yearn for the sky, and secretly studied flying and driving skills every day after normal studies. What I loved most at that time was lying on the fence at a busy intersection, quietly admiring the stars that kept coming and going. "
Qingni's voice was filled with memories, but also with an examination of what she had been pursuing so far.
"Until one day I really couldn't control my love, so I stole a starship and experimented with the flying skills that I had simulated countless times in my mind. It turns out that I do have some talents, but well, what happened next will also happen to you. Got it – first time I’ve ever seen a mom so angry.”
"However, I didn't give up after that. I also thought about whether my mother didn't want me to become a pilot because the life of a battleship pilot was too cruel."
"So, after that, I often secretly went to the history museum to check some public war materials, including texts, pictures, and videos. I also asked many veterans about their descriptions of the life of pilots."
At this point, Qing Ni looked up at Ye Xiao, "Before I heard what my benefactor said, I always thought that I was ready for everything. I was ready to fight for the alliance."
"But now it seems that maybe, as my benefactor said, my so-called readiness was just a false and immature self-confidence after listening to other people's stories several times."
"Qingni, Yexiao, that's not what he meant." Hearing Qingni's somewhat self-deprecating words, Mengshi consoled her.
"Ha, there's no need to comfort me. I'm not discouraged, I'm just more awake. My mother actually said similar things to me, but at the time I thought she was exaggerating on purpose to prevent me from becoming a pilot. So I just ignored it." Qingni said a little embarrassed, feeling a little embarrassed after realizing her immaturity.
"But now, I will no longer simply say "I am ready to sacrifice". Without real experience, I am not qualified to talk about "sacrifice". "
"It's not that I'm shrinking back, or that I'm afraid that I'll follow the same path as my mother. I just want to say that with a more mature attitude after experiencing the life of a pilot personally."
"What are you talking about?" Mengshi asked curiously.
"Let's wait until I can really do it before we talk about it. My benefactor is right. I really should have a good talk with my mother. There shouldn't be any gap between me and my mother."
"But, that's it, how do I mention this to my mother? Well..." At the end of the sentence, Qingni touched her fox ears in distress.
"Yes, the pilot in the sky is very taboo about this matter." Mengshi thought of this painful place and took a deep breath of the Immortal Happy Tea.
Ye Xiao, the old god, picked up the jade omen and said to the other end facing the jade omen, "Captain Yukong, is there anything you want to say to your daughter?"
"Eh? Ahem..." Mengshi was so shocked by Ye Xiao's operation that she choked on the water.
"Qing Ni..." Yu Kong's voice came from the jade omen.
Qingni's reaction was similar to that of Dream Consciousness, and it seemed that her CPU was almost burned out.
"Come to the place where you can see the Jade Realm Gate in front of Sichen Palace. I have something I want to give you."
The voice coming from Yuzhao was a bit disappointed and painful, but Ye Xiao inexplicably heard a hint of relief.
"Let's go, don't make your mother wait too long." Ye Xiao, who planned this scene, patted Qing Ni, who was still a little dazed.
"Ah, oh oh, okay." Qing Ni agreed at first, and then when she realized what she was doing, she couldn't help but angrily tortured her benefactor.
……
In front of the Jade Realm Gate, before the "Star Core" broke out, this was the place where Xingcha and starships came and went most frequently. Now, Xingcha Sea and other caves are blocked, and the bustle of the past is no longer there, but it seems a bit lonely.
"Mom..." When she came here and saw Yu Kong, Qing Ni didn't know how to speak.
"Let's take a look at this first, Qing Ni. You'll understand after reading it... Let's read it together, it's not a secret." Yu Kong handed Qing Ni two diaries. After seeing Ye Xiao and Meng When he was ready to avoid suspicion, he added.
Ye Xiao, who smiled awkwardly, scratched his hair. In any case, before the mother and daughter reconciled, they would have to tear open the scar on Yu Kong. Ye Xiao, who had set up this situation with his own hands, was in front of her. I feel a little uncomfortable when flying in the air.
The two diaries are indeed as Yu Kong said. They are not confidential matters. Most of them are short stories between two close friends. They include expectations for future life, emotions about sad things, and a heavy entrustment.
……
"...And it would be even better if I could share this sweet "freedom" with you. "
"...At this moment I feel like someone is cutting out my heart with a rusty blunt knife. It's really hard for me to imagine how much pain you are suffering..."
"...I thought that after experiencing too much, I would become numb. But it is still difficult for me to cope with the bad news that comes one after another every day. However, I do not regret it..."
"...Also: Don't use the name Guangyuan thought of, it's too ugly! The name is a major event that will follow the child for a lifetime!..."
"Caiyi, I have a lot to say to you, many, many things. After you die, they are going to award me a medal. Frankly speaking, I think this is ridiculous..."
……
"...It's not that I can't bear to leave you, it's just that you have such a fiery temper that I would really feel uneasy if I handed you over to someone else..."
"...Yukong, stop crying. There is no need to be sad. Really, it was my husband who died. Why are you crying more sadly than me? After fighting for so many years, you are still so full of emotions. I really envy you..."
"...No matter how great the death is, I can never ruin my daughter's life according to his wishes."
"So after much thought, I finally decided to adopt your plan and name the child "Qingni"..."
"...Looking forward to us fighting side by side again..."
"...No matter what kind of person Qingni wants to be, please support her fully. Business, poet, street performer, whatever she wants to do. But she can't be a battleship pilot..."
"...But enough is enough. Be it loneliness or freedom, you and I have tasted enough. Promise me not to let that child touch the sky."
Qingni, who carefully read the two diaries, was in a daze, and her body was a little unsteady on her feet. Her voice was a little trembling, "So, I am a child adopted by my mother? And this Miss Caiyi... is me mother?"
She looked at Yu Kong, but at this moment Yu Kong's lips were slightly open, but he couldn't say anything, including Meng Shi and Ye Xiao beside him. Even though Ye Xiao had already guessed this situation, he could only remain silent at this moment. Word.
After a long time.
"Qingni...I'm sorry, I can't support your wish because I have already sworn an oath to another person." Yukong said after trying to calm down, "I don't expect your forgiveness, but I just hope...you can listen to me. justification."
Qingni also recovered from the shock at this time, "Mom, what are you talking about? We are mother and daughter, how can we talk about "forgiveness" and "justification"? No matter what you say, I am willing to listen..."
Yukong turned to look at Yujiemen and talked about his past, from when he once had the same longing for the sky as Qingni, to when he joined the Tianbo Division and became a fighter pilot, lamenting the cruelty and lack of regrets in his past life. The days continued until that battle.
"The brain is a strange organ. After living for more than two hundred years, I have long forgotten most of the small talk...but only that boring small talk, I clearly remember every sentence." Yu Kong recalled that conversation and couldn't help but Covering his heart.
"Because that was the last chat I had with Cai Yi."
The scene that troubled her for the rest of her life seemed to reappear in front of Yu Kong's eyes, the scene where Cai Yi died in her arms.
She broke her promise, she failed to bring her partner back to Xianzhou, she had clearly promised.
"Why would I break my promise?"
"How could I break my promise?"
Yukong closed her eyes in pain, but there were no tears in the corners of her eyes. Perhaps she had shed all her tears in more than thirty years of dreams.
"When I crawled out of the flaming wreckage of Star Chassis, what I saw was the unmodified sky of a bloodless and tearless planet."
"It was the most beautiful sky I had ever seen, but all I felt was unbearable sadness. I could only crawl on the ground like a damn ant, looking at it helplessly."
"In my dream, I died that day."
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