Rules for surviving the apocalypse for sickly beauties

My name is Fu Zhou.

He is a researcher who specializes in developing various pharmaceuticals. At the age of fifteen, he entered a place called 01 Research Institute.

The equipment there was top-notch. A tall man stood in front of me and said he was my teacher.

His name is Boris.

He took me to witness the rare medicines and various experiments they stored, and I got stuck in and couldn't extricate myself.

Later, I saw a scene I will never forget. They cut open the flesh of a little girl, took out the bones inside, and then put them back together. After she recovered, they threw her to the wolves.

But the little girl's life is very tenacious, or that is her will to live.

There was hatred and fear in her eyes, and I didn't dare to sleep for a long time.

But Boris put the scalpel on my hand and told me that I had to do this too.

He choked me and left red marks on my neck. He said they were doing a great experiment and he said I was very talented and suitable for this.

I resisted a little, and he broke off one of my fingers and said that if I didn't want to be used as a guinea pig by him, I would be the one holding the scalpel.

I was scared and I agreed.

The warm blood was still stained on my face, and I felt sick. Looking at the dark eyes on the operating table, I went from fear to numbness.

Suddenly one day, a person from the military department named Cang Mingzhu came here. He saw the experiment. He did not sit idly by like the others, but took away the only three surviving experimental subjects.

At that time, I was still a little lucky that the three people were finally freed.

but I do not have.

I was still doing this kind of experiment, and later I learned to hide my emotions and make others think I was dangerous.

Because my strength is not bad, in addition to being afraid of Boris, the people in the institute now have another one of me.

Maybe I was assimilated, or maybe I suppressed my original self too much.

Later, various mistakes made by the research institute led to this disaster. I discovered an experimental subject that I had never seen before. I was very curious about what experiments he had been subjected to.

So I threatened him, but he was more ruthless than me. He actually saved a hand and poisoned me.

I think this guy is dangerous too.

So I dealt with him later. This person's research talent was better than mine, and I felt unconvinced.

Later I found out that if I were not on the opposite side, I would want to be friends with him because this guy is so interesting.

Occasionally, I went out with them to test a potion, but unfortunately the potion failed. They paid a heavy price. The team was divided. In order to protect the information, Cang Mingzhu let the three of them without fighting ability go first.

But Teng Xiyan was very courageous and rushed back with a few anesthetics. I didn't stop him or follow him.

Because I feel that my life is also important.

Later, our hiding place was attacked by mutants. We desperately ran up the river and reached a small supply station.

We hide there.

Sure enough, they found this place with a clear understanding, but were attacked by flying mutants.

I don’t know why, but I accidentally drew my gun and saved Teng Xiyan’s life. Maybe I wanted him to owe me a favor.

But I discovered that he, a person with no fighting ability, actually wanted to help another person defeat the high-level mutant.

I felt like he was shaking a tree with ants.

But later it was discovered that he was risking his own life for his lover.

But I learned the secret of his body, and he didn’t have long to live.

He asked me not to tell Cang Mingzhu. In fact, I almost couldn't help but say it a few times because I was thinking, if I love the other person, why should I deceive the other person.

Later I realized that if you love someone, you must take responsibility. If you must die, then choose to die for the person you love.

I suddenly wanted to save him.

I said I would try to see if I could develop a potion.

I saw a glimmer of hope flash in his eyes when I said try it, but it quickly extinguished. He may know his body better than me.

Until finally, I told him I couldn't figure it out.

He calmly said it was okay, and then handed me a prepared envelope. At that time, I collapsed. I was thinking, isn't my talent very good? Why can't I study it?

I overestimated myself.

Later, when Boris died, he lay at my feet and begged me to save him.

There was no emotion in my eyes as I stepped over his body and walked out.

I felt the hand on my neck finally let go.

But Teng Xiyan was pushed in by the overwhelming voices. I know that he is not doing it for these stupid people, but for his lover.

If his death could replace Cang Mingzhu's life, then he felt it was worth it.

It was the first time that I saw Cang Mingzhu, whose emotions fluctuated so much. I clasped my hands and saw with my own eyes that a pair of lovers were separated by life and death.

Later, the disaster was over, and it was clear that the potion was no longer needed, but I still spent a year in the institute to research the potion.

But what's the point of researching it? Is it to make up for the regret in my heart?

I think so.

I handed Cang Mingzhu the document bag that I had kept for a year, thinking that his heart had already calmed down, but I didn’t expect that his eyes would turn red after just one glance.

I left the place that made me suffer all my life, and I didn’t know where to go.

Maybe drifting with the flow is my life.

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ps: Fu Zhou was actually very miserable throughout his life. Without Boris, he would have reached a height that no one could touch. He actually hated human experimentation because he almost became a test subject himself.

At that time, I was unable to resist Boris when I was young, but as I grew up, I felt numb.

If Boris was the hand that dragged him into the quagmire, then Teng Xiyan's existence was the light that saved him for a moment.

At least it didn't make his whole life bleak. At least Teng Xiyan made him know that there are people who can and bravely sacrifice their lives for the other party.

It took him a year to verify his talent, and he knew that he was not as good as Teng Xiyan.

This is Fu Zhou's confused life.