After my cute childhood friend cheated on me, the school beauty begged me for forgiveness.

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Ye Qingyu's parents separated for some reasons when she was still young.

This life is like this.

Same in the previous life.

But what's more worth mentioning is what happened to her in her last life.

Just like Ye Qingyu was a child for the first time.

Tao Jieqiu and her husband are also first-time parents, so they are like many parents who are not ready to enter the role of parents.

They are not that competent.

The time in elementary school was the happiest time for Ye Qingyu. She was independent, she knew what happiness was, and she knew how to consider others... Just like Gu Chen and Su Rouer when they were young, they both had innocence and ignorance. Treat the world with a sincere heart.

But then my parents left.

Affected by family factors, she has been very sensible in the eyes of others since she was a child. Even though she was obviously scared to be alone, she still agreed to Tao Jieqiu's idea of ​​going out to work and leaving more money for her in the future.

During the confused period of her life, she met Zhou Mengxue...

Everything that happened later is already known.

Ye Qingyu's views on many things were influenced by another girl who had other intentions for her, and she deeply believed in it.

So when faced with the famous brands that Gu Chen had bought for her with the money he had saved for a long time, Ye Qingyu didn't dare to let her mother know. She always hid them secretly and urged her mother to go out to work before taking them out and wearing them herself...

She was praised for expressing herself through famous brands. She had poor grades and no parents to accompany her. At that stage, she was the only way to gain satisfaction and a sense of existence...

At that time.

Tao Jieqiu, who did not realize the seriousness of the matter, just thought that her daughter had grown up and no longer needed her, so she felt more at ease working outside the home.

that's it.

An incompetent mother who keeps calling her concerned about her daughter but never knows the real situation and who rarely comes back often misses the last chance to educate her daughter...

From this.

Ye Qingyu, who didn't know what she had done wrong, regretfully missed and deeply hurt a boy she clearly liked...

later.

After listening to Zhou Mengxue's words, Ye Qingyu applied for admission to a "private dance and music academy" somewhere.

It was then that she gradually noticed Gu Chen, who had been hurt by her for three years in high school but was still chasing after her in college.

People grow up slowly and unconsciously.

It was not until she graduated from college that Ye Qingyu, who had not been in the same school as Zhou Mengxue for four years and had met some good friends, finally understood Gu Chen's sincerity towards her after seeing the wider world.

Yes.

After her last life, she also learned who really treated her well.

It's just that in this life, she understood it much earlier...

Just say that at that time.

Ye Qingyu, who had been attracted by the agent of a big star company, went to the place where Gu Chen worked with a feeling of bewilderment, and saw only a gray-faced boy.

She, who only dared to look at Gu Chen from afar, knew at that time that it was impossible for them.

It's not because she looks down on Gu Chen because as long as she succeeds in the interview at that big star company, she has a high chance of becoming a public figure.

But Ye Qingyu felt that it was her fault that this disgraced boy became like this...

It has been several months.

Ye Qingyu has never met Gu Chen because she said, you are embarrassing me by coming to my school!

Since then, Gu Chen's visits to him have become less frequent.

but.

The money Kali sent her remains unchanged...

If this boy doesn't devote himself to himself and doesn't like himself, will he not be able to get into college with such good grades in high school?

Would this boy who went to the gym to gain height just for his own sake, and later spent hundreds of days and nights on the sports field to finally achieve his goal, be as undisciplined as he is now?

This boy who is willing to give should not be like this...

Just thinking about that.

Ye Qingyu felt more and more guilty.

As expected, she later made a career in the entertainment industry, but Gu Chen, who still had no progress, was clearly in two different worlds.

But she felt that she was not worthy of Gu Chen.

What should I do?

Reject his proposal?

In fact, when Gu Chen mustered up the courage to propose, Ye Qingyu should have refused.

but……

Perhaps it's because when she faces emotional matters, her values ​​in many aspects are already crooked like the Leaning Tower of Pisa.

and so.

After thinking with immature logic in her mind, she unexpectedly agreed to Gu Chen's proposal.

Thereafter.

She found Xiao Kai, who bullied Gu Chen in high school.

After it was determined that he had no sexual function.

On their wedding night, they staged a "cheating" scene with him in front of Gu Chen.

In fact, what about reality?

Xiao Kai, who only agreed to do the work after accepting her money, didn't even dare to touch her clothes... It's just that Xiao Kai was naked. Maybe in Gu Chen's eyes, this would be more convincing...

"I don't want this boy who has devoted himself to me for more than ten years to like me anymore."

"Because I don't deserve it..."

Ye Qingyu knows how to understand others in this life. If he knew that in his previous life, he used such outrageous and disrespectful methods that made him lose face, and wanted Gu Chen to give up liking her, he would definitely Can not accept……

but.

There is an unbridgeable gap between her in this life and her distorted values ​​in the previous life. There is an unbridgeable gap between her thoughts and the way she conducts herself in the world...

At that time, Ye Qingyu didn't know how to deal with Gu Chen's love.

In fact, originally, she had many ways to solve the problem.

But in fact, she wasn't half as smart or brave as she was in this life, and she really couldn't think of a better idea.

So she chose to be as paranoid as she was in high school, and used the most paranoid method to make Gu Chen give up his love for her...

So much so that his acting career was ruined by such a scandal.

Which company in the entertainment industry is willing to hire an actress who has been exposed to a "cheating" scandal?

Then he was fired.

Ye Qingyu no longer cares.

She didn't know what she was thinking at the time. She had obviously broken Gu Chen's heart and had decided never to see Gu Chen again.

But after he really ignored her, he still had to drag Xiao Kai along with him to suppress and bully him when he was most depressed...

Perhaps based on her values ​​at the time, she did this just to attract the attention of someone who had been very good to her in the past. Ye Qingyu couldn't even explain why she did this...

At that time, Ye Qingyu's whole thinking was morbid.

Just like in real life, people who are less knowledgeable are more confident.

Take the familiar example of "Uncle died due to haircut in the first month".

People who have studied history know that this is spreading rumors. The original saying is, I miss my uncle when I get a haircut in the first month;

People who have not studied history but have the ability to think will tell you that this is feudal superstition;

can.

Ignorant people without any knowledge believe it without any doubt.

Regarding college application majors.

Professional people will analyze employment prospects and deeply analyze the future of a certain major; people who are a little more cautious will choose majors that they like, love or are popular.

Ignorant people will confidently tell you that other children who apply for the finance major will be stock traders, but you who apply for the electrical major will only be able to repair light bulbs...

There are countless examples of this.

Because the less knowledge she has, the more absolute her beliefs become.

Just like Ye Qingyu, she didn't even know she was wrong in the end.

All she knew was that she saw Gu Chen looking so pitiful.

Obviously I feel distressed, and I want him to beg me very much, and I will be willing to help him with money, and I will be willing to tell him clearly about the wedding night...

can.

There is no future between him and her.

After Gu Chen's father died, Ye Qingyu, who felt guilty, personally went to Gu Chen to explain.

She has a back-up plan. As long as Gu Chen looks at Xiao Kai's test report showing that he has no sexual function, he will know that everything is a scene dominated by her...

At that time, Ye Qingyu still didn't realize where he had gone wrong.

and so.

Gu Chen, whose thoughts were completely different from before, thought about Bai Xiaowan's death and decisively refused...

There is no whitewashing.

In the last life, everything Ye Qingyu did to Gu Chen was not only caused by the influence of others, she also had big problems herself.

All of this was not a misunderstanding.

Just like in this life, she said in high school:

"I just did something wrong..."

Yes.

She did something wrong.

To use the words in "Big Fish and Begonia":

“I’ll tell you what’s saddest.

you met someone

made a mistake

You want to make amends and pay off

Only in the end did you realize that there was nothing you could do to save yourself. "

Ye Qingyu in the previous life was deeply convinced of this.

In this life, everything is different.

Because the high heels on her feet looked so good that she never wanted to take them off.

because……

In Ye Qingyu's understanding, she didn't have any sentimentality. In the end, she chose to apologize generously, and was later forgiven generously by Gu Chen!

Even if these are only in Ye Qingyu's own cognition.

But she fought bravely for this obsession without hesitation.

She is happy and has no regrets.

That's enough!

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