After my cute childhood friend cheated on me, the school beauty begged me for forgiveness.

Bai Xiaowan wrote many things in the diary left behind.

Gu Chen once thought that she would reveal her father's early death, her mother's hard work day and night, her sister's serious illness, and the heavy pressure on her weak shoulders all in this book.

but.

None of that sadness actually exists.

This girl, who never had time to wait for hope to appear in her life, remembered the most hope.

Gu Chen will always remember the last page. Next to the simple drawing, there are the words Bai Xiaowan left for him the night before he died of illness:

——I want to become a flower in my next life, and let the people who pick me live with my hope...

——The person I most hope can be Gu Chen.

——He is a very hard-working boy who is not favored by fate like me; he promised to accept my breakfast money and promised that I would not give up just like that.

That night.

A soul who has been traumatized all his life mustered up the courage to deliberately show off once and hold another soul who has been traumatized for half his life in his arms to comfort him.

At the same time, he comforted himself.

At that time, Bai Xiaowan, who had been working odd jobs for three days and two nights without sleeping a wink, seemed to have the courage to live on.

There are two more profound words in the diary:

——He is a light in my eyes. Although this light does not belong to me, it shined on me in the darkest night.

——I want to stick to my sister’s treatment.

It was only later that I learned from the doctor that Bai Xiaowan had to make a choice for her seriously ill sister that night.

With one in a thousand or even one in ten thousand hope, continue to spend money on hospital treatment.

It's better to sign the doctor's diagnosis and let my sister suffer less...

Bai Xiaowan resolutely chose the former.

He had obviously decided to hold on to his longing and decided to continue using his frail body to work hard to earn money to treat his only relative in the world.

but.

Fate played one last joke on her.

A girl who has had low self-esteem for decades took the initiative to hold an unfamiliar member of the opposite sex for the first time, and showed her fiery side in a place other than a diary for the first time... passing on to Gu Chen the courage to live.

Pulling Gu Chen out of the abyss of death, he himself fell into eternal darkness...

Every time I think of the scene where the girl with thin shoulders died, and the only expectation in her skinny sister's eyes was shattered by fate, sadness and regret follow.

The subsequent change of appearance, determination of goals, courage to no longer feel inferior, and endless perseverance were all given by that flower-like girl.

There's already another chance.

How could a regret so profound that it would be remembered for a lifetime happen again?

When Gu Chen's eyes became firmer.

Through the car window, I saw a familiar figure, and my pupils suddenly dilated for a moment.

"I'm very lucky, I found it."

A thin figure stood in the crowd, as if a gust of wind could blow her down. On the wide and white washed clothes, there was an inconspicuous red vest.

She changed her clothes, but her demeanor was still the same as the first time I saw her in the seaside square. She always lowered her head slightly, without fighting or grabbing, and had no sense of presence. She was quietly doing her own thing, just like the green grass that can be seen everywhere on the prairie. , inconspicuous but flexible.

The bangs were heavy on her forehead, and only Gu Chen knew about the blazing soul hidden under the starry eyes, or only a small part of it.

Bai Xiaowan also serves as a sophomore sister to help welcome freshmen to the dormitory.

It was obvious she was in trouble.

Generally speaking, as long as you receive a new student in your major one-on-one or multiple-on-one, and then register, you will have completed the task issued by the school.

I can tell.

Even in her sophomore year, Bai Xiaowan was like a freshman. She didn't know the people around her at all, and she was already trying very hard to find a freshman to welcome him or her to the dormitory to complete this mission.

But she has a soft temperament and doesn't know how to fight. When new students come over, she will be dragged away by other more enthusiastic seniors who also want to complete their tasks early and go back to the dormitory to hide from the sun.

She raised her head and lowered it again, then stood there and waited again.

There are also students who have a lot of luggage that is very heavy at first glance, but other students pretend not to see it and don't intend to go there to receive them.

Bai Xiaowan walked over cautiously.

Perhaps it was because she was wearing a mask and her voice was quieter, or perhaps because the parents of the students saw that she was too thin to help carry the luggage, so they basically waved their hands and planned to wait for other volunteers to come over.

Like before, no one answered him for a long time. Bai Xiaowan wiped the sweat on her forehead with a little loss, as if she had to wait a little longer this time...

The sun is getting hotter.

Many students are returning to their dormitories after receiving new students. The volunteers wearing red vests at the school gate have changed one after another, but now they are sparse.

Only that figure still stood there, no one spoke to him, no one paid attention to him, and he looked a little embarrassed.

"Junior sister, come here!"

When a familiar voice rings in my ears.

Bai Xiaowan raised her head, which was dizzy from the sun, and looked around. It took a while before she saw the familiar person in a car window.

"Classmate Gu Chen...ah! No, team, captain!" Bai Xiaowan stood there timidly.

After receiving the "team benefits" from Gu Chen last time, I always kept the fact that I have become a member of Gu Chen's team in my heart...

Although I know that there may not be a chance to meet again in this life.

Now that I saw it suddenly, I couldn't think of what to call it.

"Did you get sunburned? Come here quickly!"

I don’t know why, but when I saw her feeling wronged again when we met again, I felt inexplicably angry.

"boarding."

"I...I still have a mission, so I can't leave..."

"boarding!"

Gu Chen increased his tone.

"I, I can come, you, you... don't be aggressive..." Bai Xiaowan responded in a very low voice, and her soft local accent came out a little after being so frightened.

He lowered his head timidly and walked around the car before carefully opening the door from the back.

The air conditioning in the car has just the right amount of cool air, and there is no chilly feeling like when you enter an air-conditioned room just after being out in the sun. It seems like someone has adjusted the temperature in advance.

Bai Xiaowan didn't notice that her beautiful peach blossom eyes were staring at the seat in front of her, but she didn't dare to come in and sit down for a long time.

"Sit down."

"I've just been out in the sun and I'm a little sweaty. I'm going to get this dirty... I just squat down and it'll be fine."

"Sit down!"

"..."

The tone was just a bit harsh, without any intention of blaming, but Bai Xiaowan was so aggrieved by this move that she was so frightened that she sat on the seat with half her buttocks, not daring to move.

"I don't know if it's an illusion. When I saw the captain again, I found that he seemed much more fierce than last time."

If he could hear her thoughts, Gu Chen, who deliberately pretended to bluff her, would have to explain.

"If I wasn't cruel, would you be obedient?"