After rebirth, I want to stay away from bamboo horses

"You ask any question, and I will answer it for you." Kong Xiuzhu smiled sincerely.

"The silly boy you're talking about, couldn't he be Qin Shuo?" Zhen Xin asked as she absentmindedly took the homework book next to her and opened it to hide her nervousness.

"Isn't that right? Alas, he is too worrying." Kong Xiuzhu sighed. The tutoring fee was very troublesome to earn. "The exam is about to take place, and he is still thinking about all kinds of things. He is not thinking. firm!"

Kong Xiuzhu's tone sounded like he hated iron for not becoming steel, like a merciless complaint against "one of his own people".

Zhen Xin was a little unwilling to give up, so she asked: "So, Kong, are you and Qin Shuo together?"

"I'm with Qin Shuo? How is that possible? Why do you ask that?" Kong Xiuzhu was as surprised as if he had heard a fantasy.

"I didn't mean it. After my self-study last night, I accidentally saw you and him at the convenience store... You seemed to have kissed him on the cheek?" Zhen Xin didn't hide it. He didn't expect that when he said these words, I still feel a little sour in my heart.

He obviously wanted to stay away from Qin Shuo, and obviously wanted to bring Qin Shuo and Xiao Kong together with blessings, but there was still a little selfish luck in the little corner of his heart...

"Kiss him?" Kong Xiuzhu covered his mouth in surprise, "How...how is it possible...how can I follow him!"

"You...don't you? Did I see it wrong?"

"Of course, I swear, he and I have no personal relationship, everything is innocent!" Kong Xiuzhu tried his best to prove his innocence, "Besides, I have someone I like, and it's not Qin Shuo!"

Zhen Xin didn't know why, but she was inexplicably relieved to know that they were not together.

"You have someone you like? Isn't it Qin Shuo?" Zhen Xin was very surprised and was obviously a little stunned. What's going on?

Shouldn't Kong Xiuzhu like Qin Shuo?

What went wrong?

"Of course not!" Kong Xiuzhu argued, "By the way, how do you know that I like boys?"

Kong Xiuzhu asked himself, had he not revealed his orientation to anyone in this school?

"A kind of similar intuition."

"So, are you really the same?" Kong Xiuzhu was a little excited when he heard the word "similar".

Zhen Xin nodded and said "Yeah".

Zhen Xin was afraid that someone would reveal that Kong Xiuzhu had a grudge against her, so she simply admitted her own. Knowing each other's secrets would shorten the distance between people.

Kong Xiuzhu held Zhen Xin's hand seriously: "Zhen Xin, I tell you seriously, the person I like is you!"

what's the situation?

Is Kong Xiuzhu confessing to himself?

How could he confess to himself?

"Are you...are you serious? You said you like me?"

"Well, I'm serious. I've fallen in love with you since we met in the bar. I just struggled with not getting your contact information that day. I didn't expect that we would be classmates after school started. I originally wanted to wait until Christmas to buy a gift. I’m going to confess to you again, but I didn’t expect that you would misunderstand me so deeply, that you actually thought I liked someone else…”

"Sorry, please give me some time." Zhen Xin silently took out her hand, feeling that her brain capacity was a bit insufficient and she couldn't turn around.

The love rival from the previous life is actually confessing to me?

How ridiculous!

"It's okay. Just digest it slowly and think it over carefully. Don't be in a hurry." Kong Xiuzhu nodded and said softly.

What's there to consider? I treat you as my best friend, but you say you like me?

There is no need to think about this. How can there be a future if two zeros have nothing to rely on? There is no harmony at all in some aspects, even though I am not a lusty person...

"I thought about it and I feel that we are not suitable for each other."

"Why? What's wrong with me?"

"You're fine. It's okay to be friends. However, if we were a couple, we might not be the same."

"Ah... collision? You mean... you are so good at taking care of others, always helping me and bailing me out. You are so manly, how can you be the same as me...?"

"It's true, being strong is just my protective color. When I meet you who are fragile, I just pretend to be strong!

In fact, like you, I also hope to be protected and loved by others. "

"But, I really like you... maybe we can give it a try?" Kong Xiuzhu didn't want to give up easily, maybe we could.

"I think you will like me, maybe just because we are so similar. We both pretend to be strong, but are actually fragile inside. It may be hurtful for me to say this, but the fact is that we both want to be cared for. The two of us are destined to have no future together."

"Are you... so sure?" Kong Xiuzhu sometimes doubted whether he would be able to do it. He rarely met people who could tell his orientation with such certainty, and Zhen Xin was the first one.

"Well, I'm sure, I knew it when I was very young. What I hope is that someone can stand in front of me, protect me, and shield me from the wind and rain.

And you, I think, are the same as me, and you also want to be protected. From the first time I saw you, I could tell it right away from your helpless expression.

For two people who both want to hide under the protection of others' wings, there is no need to be brave and force yourself to change and become wings. It will be very painful. "

"Perhaps, what you said is right." Kong Xiuzhu had to admit that he didn't know how it was physically, but at least psychologically, he was indeed the one who wanted to be protected as Zhen Xin said, and what he needed was Relying on is a pair of strong shoulders supporting you from behind.

"I'm sorry, I may have said it too directly." Zhen Xin saw that the light in Kong Xiuzhu's eyes dimmed, and his body seemed to be covered with a layer of dark clouds.

Unexpectedly, the secret love of the past few months would come to an end in such a hurry. Kong Xiuzhu felt a little disappointed: "It's okay. Thank you for being so direct. It's better than being ambiguous."

Kong Xiuzhu turned around, faced the podium, turned his back to Zhen Xin and asked, "Can we still be friends in the future?"

"Okay. If you don't mind." Zhen Xin was sorry. He didn't expect this to be the case.

"Then, get busy first... I'll go out and get some fresh air." After Kong Xiuzhu finished speaking, he tried to stay calm and left the classroom without looking back.

Fortunately, it was class time and there was no one in the toilet. Kong Xiuzhu was hiding alone in the toilet cubicle to calm down.

After being strong for so long, he thought he could control his emotions well. Unexpectedly, he was still so vulnerable.

He was in school now, not the time to cry. Even though he was filled with emotions, he managed to hold back the tears from overflowing his eyes.

Tears are only suitable for flowing beside the pillow at night!