After rebirth, I want to stay away from bamboo horses

Kong Xiuzhu sat in a very hidden position, probably because he didn't want others to notice him, but his dress was so fashionable that people couldn't help but take a second look.

The hotel's breakfast was a buffet. Zhen Xin simply took a few light foods and sat down opposite Kong Xiuzhu with a plate.

"Morning." Kong Xiuzhu greeted after swallowing the food in his mouth.

"Morning, I didn't expect you to get up so early!"

"It's only been two days since I came back from country M, and I haven't gotten over the jet lag yet," Kong Xiuzhu said with a wry smile and joked to himself, "People are so sleepy when they're jet lag, but I'm sober! What about you? So early?"

"I'm used to it."

In order to prepare breakfast for Qin Shuo, Zhen Xin had to get up very early every day. Later, he gradually got used to it. No matter how late he slept, his biological clock would wake him up on time.

"Last night, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you were... If I had known he had someone he liked, I wouldn't have let him stop me from drinking."

"You misunderstood, he doesn't like me." Zhen Xin said lonely.

"Ah? The waiter told me that all the rooms on the 16th floor are double rooms, and you guys live together. Isn't that what I thought? You guys are so weird, you confused me."

"He and I are just childhood friends and roommates. I am not the person in his heart. He always has you in his heart."

Perhaps after meeting Qin Shuo again on the streets of Country M, Kong Xiuzhu wanted to renew their relationship. But after some small talk, he clearly felt that Qin Shuo didn't have that kind of intention.

Now after listening to Zhen Xin's words, Kong Xiuzhu's extinguished thoughts were somewhat revived. I have to say that Qin Shuo was the one who gave him the best memories among the people he had ever dated.

"Are you sure?" Kong Xiuzhu asked in disbelief.

"After so many years, I thought I could get into his heart, but I never could. I thought he must not forget you. After all, he was depressed for a long time when you broke up with him."

"But I can see that you love him very much! I saw it when I was in school." Kong Xiuzhu took a sip of coffee and continued.

"If unrequited love forces people to accept it, how is it different from moral kidnapping? To a certain extent, he just doesn't want to lose me as a child, not because he loves me.

Now that things have happened, I have thought about it. Instead of being so entangled anymore, it is better to give myself freedom. I sincerely wish you all the best and hope you can get back together and have a happy ending. "

After so many years of entanglement, they finally turned into a few light words. Zhen Xin felt a little uncomfortable at the moment, and even his stomach felt uncomfortable. He took a spoonful of porridge and swallowed it slowly.

"What you said makes me feel a little embarrassed. In fact, my feelings are not as pure as you think. My first love once told me that no one can love someone for a long time, and all feelings will eventually deteriorate. Only money Be loyal.

So, in the face of fragile feelings, I chose money without hesitation. With the first pot of gold given by Qin Shuo's father, I have the life I have today. "

"I thought Qin Shuo was your first love?"

"No, before Qin Shuo, I had a boyfriend. He was the illegitimate son of a rich man, and he once spent a lot of money on me in the bar where I worked. He taught me my initial ignorance about love.

I sometimes think that if I hadn't met him, I might still have good expectations for love, but it's a pity...

The post-traumatic stress he gave me was so great that I can no longer devote myself wholeheartedly to a relationship. Now I am left alone, and I am afraid I will die alone. "

"I think what you said about your first love is too absolute. There is true love in the world, but it is rare to meet it, so meeting it is more precious than anything else! It has been ten years since I missed someone as affectionate as Qin Shuo. Don’t you regret it?”

"Maybe, I don't know, he gave me the best memories. Although they were short-lived like fireworks, they were the most gorgeous!

As for you, you are actually the most affectionate. You have stayed by his side for so many years but have no status. Do you regret it? "Kong Xiuzhu looked out the window with some melancholy, wondering if he was recalling his lost youth.

"Yes. I regret it very much. I regret my original stubbornness. I lost everything for love. If I could do it again, I would definitely choose to let him go.

He deserves to pursue everything he likes and not keep me by his side because of guilt. The result is just making everyone suffer.

Life is short, I should let myself go! Maybe if I find someone who loves me more and spend the rest of my life together, I will be much happier. "

Zhen Xin murmured, not only to tell Kong Xiuzhu, but also to further comfort herself.

"Are you so early?"

Qin Shuo suddenly appeared, and both Zhen Xin and Kong Xiuzhu were shocked.

Zhen Xin didn't know if Qin Shuo heard what she just said.

"Isn't it quite early for you?" Kong Xiuzhu answered politely.

"My company has something to do and I have to go back. My passenger forgot to bring his mobile phone, so I had to come down to find him." Qin Shuo's voice was cold and calm.

"Are you in a hurry? Do you want to have breakfast before leaving?"

"No, after you finish eating, go up and pack your things. I'll wait for you at the door."

Zhen Xin felt that Qin Shuo probably wanted to get away from her. After all, among the three of them, he was more like a light bulb. He said softly "Oh", took the room card and stood up to leave.

Later, he had no idea what Qin Shuo and Kong Xiuzhu said, and he didn't want to know.

After getting into Qin Shuo's car, the two of them were silent all the way. Zhen Xin was a little worried that Qin Shuo would suffer from hypoglycemia if he drove a long distance of two hours without eating breakfast.

However, the air pressure inside the car was very low, and Qin Shuo seemed unhappy. He did not dare to speak.

It was probably because the driver was not in a stable mood, and the car was not driving very steadily either. Zhen Xin only felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach.

However, his body was really tired and sleepy, so he closed his eyes to rest his mind and accidentally fell asleep.

Qin Shuo had been holding it in for a long time, and his emotions finally exploded the moment he entered the house.

He grabbed Zhen Xin's hand and pressed her against the door panel, seeming to be forbearing and looking straight at her.

Zhen Xin was startled by the sudden rudeness, and suddenly lost all sleep: "What's wrong?"

"Do you regret it?"

"what?"

"You told Kong in the restaurant this morning that you regretted it!"

Hearing this, Zhen Xin turned her head away, not daring to look into Qin Shuo's eyes. She made up her mind as if she was determined, and said coldly: "Yes, I regret it!"

"Who pestered me in the first place and asked me to give him a chance? But now, how can he have the nerve to say he regrets it!"

Zhen Xin endured the discomfort in her stomach and cheered secretly: "I was wrong back then, I shouldn't have pestered you! Our misfortunes over the years were all caused by my original wishful thinking, I'm sorry. Now that Kong has returned to China, you guys It’s just the right time to renew our relationship and get everything back on track.”

"Oh, what you said sounded nice, and you always thought about me. It seems to me that you clearly want something to happen with Meng Liang! You even tidied your hair yesterday, and your lips were painted pink. You guys The two of you were flirting with each other so warmly last night, if I hadn't appeared in time, you might still be sleeping in his bed right now!"

Qin Shuo pinched Zhen Xin's chin hard.

"What nonsense are you talking about! Why do you miss me so much?" Zhen Xin was a little unbelievable.

"Ever since I came back from my business trip, you have been acting distracted towards me, always rejecting me because you are sick and haven't recovered yet. What would you do if you didn't have someone in your heart?"

"It's not what you think, I don't."

"You don't have it now, but you won't necessarily in the near future. I deliberately left early and returned late to work overtime, just to see what step you would take. You hid it deep enough. You held it in until yesterday. Why, you stepped on both feet. Isn’t it nice to be on a boat?”

"Whatever you say, it's not what you think." Zhen Xin defended weakly.

"What do I think? No matter what, I advise you to give up on this idea. In this life, you can only cry on my bed. I won't allow you to laugh on other people's beds!" After saying that, Qin Shuo lowered his head and kissed her hard. down.