After rebirth, I want to stay away from bamboo horses

Zhen Xin felt a little uncomfortable being watched and changed the subject: "This movie has both laughs and tears. It's quite good. It's just a pity that such a good lead actor left his hometown and was alone in the end."

Meng Liang said: "When I was choosing the film, I read a lot of comments on the Internet saying that the second actor chose to leave because he liked the female lead and saw the male and female lead together. After watching the movie, I didn't feel that way. "

"How do you say this?"

"I think the second male lead may not necessarily like the female lead, but most likely the male lead!

The way he looked at the male protagonist was clearly an affectionate one. It was the helplessness he felt when he saw an excellent male protagonist who was suffering from the fact that he was of the same sex and could not pursue love openly. I don’t think it was the inferiority complex that everyone thought. He was good to the female protagonist. , it’s just because the male protagonist loves the female protagonist and loves the house as much as the bird. What do you think? "

Zhen Xin did not expect Meng Liang to interpret the movie in this way, but it opened up new ideas for him. When he thought about it carefully, he seemed to have some subtle meaning.

"What you said seems to make sense. If the second male character likes the male protagonist, it would be very heartbreaking. The male protagonist has no idea about his feelings at all, and treats him as a love rival, and has never given him a good look. He is too miserable."

"You...you feel sorry for the second male lead? Don't you think it's disgusting that the second male lead is a txl?"

"What's wrong with txl? Everyone has the right to like others, but the person he likes happens to be of the same sex!" In the last life, Zhen Xin was ridiculed a lot after being discovered to be txl in the workplace. She was mentally fragile at that time He couldn't stand the strange looks from others, so he chose to leave his job.

Looking back many years later, he still feels hurt. He feels the discrimination and understands the pain involved.

"Don't you reject txl?" Meng Liang was slightly surprised.

"I won't. I respect everyone's choice equally." Zhen Xin knew about Meng Liang's orientation in her last life. She was afraid that he would think she would mind his orientation, so she confessed seriously, "To tell you the truth, in fact ,I am."

Qin Shuo, who was hiding behind the car, was instantly petrified. Just now Zhen Xin was admitting that he was...

Meng Liang was surprised when he heard this.

Zhen Xin looked at Meng Liang and felt that this scene was a bit familiar. On the night of the graduation party in her previous life, Meng Liang came to her and said she had something to say. Unexpectedly, it was a sudden confession. As expected...

"Zhen Xin, I thought you liked girls, but I didn't expect... In fact, I have liked you for a long time, but I have never dared to tell you. Can you give me a chance?" Meng Liang's voice trembled, and he pinched nervously. He tightened his grip on the drink bottle in his hand.

That day, his eyes were also so bright. Zhen Xin remembered that she decisively refused: "I'm sorry, I have someone I like."

In the previous life, Meng Liang couldn't hide his low mood, his voice was choked, but he mustered up the courage to continue: "It doesn't matter. I hope you and the person you like can be happy. If, I mean if, in case you are separated, you can give priority to it. Me? I'm actually pretty good."

Zhen Xin forgot how she answered later. She only remembered that it seemed to be a decisive refusal, which hurt Meng Liang's heart.

Looking into Meng Liang's sincere eyes, Zhen Xin couldn't say any decisive words this time. This boy was too gentle. He gave him a lot of considerate care and asked for his opinion on everything.

His heart is not made of iron, and he will be moved, but he is moved, not like, let alone love. The words of rejection only turned into a soft sentence: "I...I don't want to fall in love now, I just want to study."

"It doesn't matter, I can wait, as long as it takes."

After experiencing being affectionate and not being cherished by Qin Shuo in the previous life, Zhen Xin suddenly felt inferior: "I'm not good at all, why do you like me?"

"No, you are very good, don't belittle yourself.

I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you. On the way to school that day, your hair was a little frizzy, and you looked so cute squatting on the roadside feeding stray cats.

The kitten licks the palm of your hand, and you smile so beautifully.

You didn't even notice that your shoelaces came loose, and you almost tripped over yourself when you stood up.

I didn't expect that such a cute boy would be my deskmate! "

Meng Liang's words brought Zhen Xin back to the morning of the first day of her freshman year.

Zhen Xin doesn't know how to ride a bicycle, so she always rides on the back seat of Qin Shuo's bicycle to learn.

When school started that day, for some reason, the two had a fight on the road. Qin Shuo was so angry that he asked him to get off the car, and then rode away without looking back. He had to walk to school alone in depression.

I met a poor little kitten on the road, so I bought some sausages from a nearby convenience store to feed it.

After that day, Zhen Xin made up her mind to learn to ride a bicycle.

Qin Shuo, who was eavesdropping on the side, felt very uncomfortable. Damn what Meng Liang said was too good! Even an outsider like him was moved by this deep emotion.

As if the treasure he loved was about to be snatched away by others, Qin Shuo felt uncomfortable in his heart, and veins bulged in his hands that were holding the car.

"Please believe that you are really good. I originally wanted to wait until graduation before confessing to you, but after getting along recently, I like you more and more. I can't wait until graduation, so I want to tell you my feelings now." you."

Zhen Xin knew that such a day would come, but she didn't expect that Meng Liang's confession would come so quickly, so she had to politely refuse again: "Sorry, I have no intention of falling in love now."

"It doesn't matter. I don't expect to be with you now. I just don't want my feelings to be misinterpreted like the second male lead in the movie. I'm serious."

"I believe, I didn't doubt your intention. It's just that I'm not as good as you think, and I'm not worthy of your love."

"No, you are worth it." Meng Liang said firmly.

Zhen Xin didn't expect Meng Liang to be so stubborn, but he was very much like himself before, wasting his whole life for this impossible job.

Living his life again, Zhen Xin didn't want to make the same mistakes again, but he knew clearly that letting go of Qin Shuo would not be easy. He was just deceiving himself and others.

In his last life, Meng Liang kept silently for ten years for the thought of holding a love number plate. He also didn't want Meng Liang to waste his life on him again. He was such a good boy and deserved to be treated better. Zhen Xin thought about it and decided to stop thinking about him as soon as possible.

"I'm sorry, actually, I have someone I like." Zhen Xin still endured the pain and said this.

"It's okay, I can wait for you."

"Don't wait for me, there will be no results between us. Because you are not my type." Zhen Xin rarely said harsh words.

"What kind of style do you like, I can..."

"No, you can't! He is him and you are you. There is no need for you to become like him just to cater to me." Zhen Xin was a little excited. There was a time when, in order to get a little more attention from Qin Shuo, Zhen Xin Xin tried hard to imitate Kong Xiuzhu's look and dress, but in the end he just lost himself, and the more he looked at himself, the more wrong he became.

Meng Liang was extremely sad: "Then...the person you like, does he also like you?"

"No, he doesn't like me."

"Then why do you still like him?"

"Because he was so good and gave me hope again and again, so I couldn't let it go. However, I always have to face reality. His kindness to me is because of friendship, not love. It is my own wishful thinking. I know, It's not sweet to be forced, so I decided to let it go, and I will love myself well. I also hope that you can love yourself well, and you will always meet someone who treats you wholeheartedly."

"Then let's..."

"Although there is no possibility for me and him, I know that I can no longer make room in my heart for others. I'm sorry. If you are willing, we can be good friends and good study partners."