I Become a God: Playing with Beasts

"Dazhi, loving someone is sometimes complicated, and sometimes very simple."

"Even among brothers, we can sleep and bathe together, just like we did last time we went on a trip."

“So, you must be clear about your feelings, whether it is love or attachment to good people.”

Wu smiled helplessly and patted Dazhi's head: "But in my opinion, you and Shanren are probably more than just friends. Maybe you haven't noticed it yet, so, when you are with Shanren, you should be more careful."

night.

"I am back!"

Dazhi opened the door skillfully, shook off the snow on his body and shouted inside.

It suddenly snowed heavily at night, but fortunately he had already shed his fur.

I have taken off my coat and changed into slippers, but my greeting still has not been responded to.

His first reaction was to go to the good man's room, but he stopped in front of the door and didn't knock.

Before he truly understood his feelings for Xiaoshan, he was afraid that he would say something that would make her angry.

Thinking of this, Dazhi turned around, but stopped.

A vague memory came to mind.

"——It would be better if you were a girl."

Have I ever said such harsh words to Xiaoshan?

He was in a daze that night, and for some reason his memory suddenly blocked out this sentence.

Now when I suddenly think of it, it flashes through my mind like a spring thunder.

"No, I have to explain it to Xiaoshan!"

Dazhi turned his head and looked at Shanren's room.

After thinking for a moment, he gritted his teeth and knocked on the good man's room.

"Xiaoshan, I have something I want to explain to you."

However, there was no response from the room.

"Xiaoshan, then I come in?"

There was no movement in the house, so Dazhi tried to open the door and go in.

But it was pitch black inside, just like last time.

"Xiaoshan?" Dazhi turned on the light.

When my eyes adjusted to the light, I found that there was no one in the room and the good man was not in the room.

"Xiaoshan?" Dazhi returned to the living room and shouted, but still no one responded.

"Xiaoshan..." Dazhi returned to Shanren's room in frustration.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, he stared blankly at the furnishings in the room, unable to imagine where the good man would go.

A sense of fear suddenly came over me.

He quickly took out his cell phone and called the kind person.

Fortunately, after the phone rang several times, it was finally connected.

"Hello?" / "Xiao Shan!"

Dazhi opened his mouth hurriedly, but heard a voice that was not a kind one, "Hey".

"Hey, who are you? Where's Xiaoshan?"

Dazhi's heart tightened instantly.

"Oh, it's Dazhi~"

The person on the other side seemed to recognize Dazhi's voice and called out his name.

Dazhi felt somewhat familiar with this voice, but he couldn't remember who it was for a moment.

"You should find a kind person. He is taking a shower now and it is not convenient for him to answer the phone."

"You! What did you do to Xiaoshan!" Upon hearing the news about the kind man, Dazhi immediately stopped thinking and said angrily.

"Don't worry, it's common for young couples to quarrel. You should give each other some private space occasionally."

"Okay, let's stop chatting. Good night, Daichi-kun."

"Hey you——"

The other party hung up the phone after saying that, and Da Zhizhi didn't even have the time to ask about the other party's identity.

Hang up the phone and put it back on your clothes.

Azuma's eyes dropped back to the bathroom door.

The figure inside remained silent for a long time.

He walked forward and turned the handle, and the door opened from the outside.

As soon as I entered, I saw the half-naked kind man.

The milky white hair on the belly and the orange-yellow hair on the back look like a large piece of cream ice cream and are very delicious.

Unlike his personality, the lines of his upper limbs are good and very pleasing to the eye.

"Do you want me to help you take it off?" Zi Ma asked playfully.

Hearing the sudden voice behind him, the kind man turned around subconsciously.

Azuma really likes the feeling of teasing the other person. Seeing the other person's shy attitude, he continued:

"This worried expression is quite tempting. And you're topless, are you trying to seduce me?"

Although the kind-hearted man was shy in his heart, since they were all boys, he naturally had to pretend not to show it.

"If you want to take a bath, that's for sure. Come on out."

The kind man glanced at the open door. Could it be that he forgot to close the locker room door because he was distracted just now?

"What's troubling you?"

Azusa remained unmoved, leaning against the door with his arms crossed.

"…I told you—"

"It's okay. You don't have to tell me."

The good man hadn't finished speaking when he heard Zi Ma say this.

"It's okay... huh?" The kind man looked surprised.

"You can talk when you want to. I'm always all ears."

Azuma put his hands in his pockets and said with a squinting look: "Azuma-kun is a man who can wait."

"why"

"Hmm~?"

"Why are you... so gentle to me?" The kind man asked, gritting his teeth and lowering his head.

He doesn't understand.

Why do this frivolous wolf's words and actions seem so touching?

It was as if the pure land in my heart had been invaded, but this feeling of filling the emptiness in my chest, what on earth...

"Why? Of course I'll be gentle to a cute kid like you, Little Good Man. Even if Zhang Yan didn't say it, I would take it for granted~"

Zi Ma joked, and did not forget to mention Zhang Yan's contribution.

Is this the result? The good man suddenly felt empty in his heart.

Zi Ma saw the kind-hearted man's expression and said unhappily:

"Hey, even if he doesn't say anything, I won't just let it go."

"What does that mean?" A trace of doubt arose in the good man's mind again.

"Oh, because I feel that you are having a hard time~" Zi Ma put his hands in his pockets and continued: "I have never been so stubborn just because I am gay~"

"No way..." The good man subconsciously denied that he was making a fuss, but then he swallowed his words back.

Anyway, this guy has seen through it. Even if I keep denying it, it won't change the facts.

After all, I was invited by the other party, so I was doing him a favor.

In desperation, the kind-hearted man had to shut his mouth and look away.

However, when he thought of the other party as a comrade and himself, the pain that was rising in his heart came to his mind.

"You... have you never been troubled? Want to say that you are an ordinary person or something like that. I have been troubled countless times. If only I could smile at that guy without any gloom, if only I could get along with that guy without any evil thoughts.

For both of us, that's... that's the best thing."

Zi Ma looked at the kind-hearted man and said calmly, “Can you become ordinary just by thinking about it?

The voice was low and tinged with sadness.

At this moment, the wolf no longer had the frivolous temperament it had just had.

"We can only survive like this, right?"

Although Zi Ma spoke in a plain and straightforward manner, the kind-hearted man opened his eyes wide, thinking that what the other party said made sense.

No matter what, the nature of oneself cannot be changed; however, the burden is too heavy to bear to survive.

Even if one of them has a different attitude towards life, the pressure they bear in their hearts has never been reduced in the slightest.

Even because of one's own attitude, one often has to bear more burdens and resentment.