"As I say, don't wait until you miss it before you regret it. If your father feels remorse and regret that your mother is no longer here.

If you really want to make amends, you will never have the chance. "

"But I just... don't want to forgive him. I want to see him suffer!

Seeing him slumped on the bed now, unable to take care of himself. I can only stare at the ceiling every day, counting the time passing by day after day.

I want him to have a taste. When my mother was sick, she waited and waited in bed, always wanting him to come see her. But until the moment she closed her eyes before she died, she couldn't wait to taste him.

I want him to suffer...I want him to bear all the pain my mother suffered when she was alive..."

Li Zhiyou said with a self-defeating tone.

"No!" Shi Qin felt a little angry when she heard what he said. She pulled Li Zhiyou over, looked at him squarely and said, "You are not that kind of person.

Why do you have to let yourself become so cruel?

If you do this, what's the difference between you and your father who hurt your mother?

Don't continue like this, it's not torturing your father, it's torturing yourself.

I can see it...the more your father blames himself, the more painful it becomes. On the contrary, you are several times more uncomfortable than him.

Zhiyou, can you let go of your worries? Accept him, he is old and his health is failing.

Look at our sons, they are just like you as a child.

They know good and bad, and understand justice. You are their father, shouldn't you set a better example in front of them? "

Li Zhiyou took a step back helplessly, his heart hurting like a knife.

He slid down along the balcony railing and sat down on the ground. He was so frustrated that he inserted his fingers into the broken hair and pulled the short hair hard.

"Your father loves you, otherwise he wouldn't have collected all the things you have used before.

Because of your mother's death, I think... he has also been condemned by his own conscience.

Ask yourself, as your father, have you never gained any happiness from him? "

After a long while, Li Zhiyou slowly raised his head, his confused and tearful eyes resting on her beautiful face.

"Yes?" she asked again.

"Hmm..." He nodded, choking back a word from his throat.

"That's right, no one is perfect." She held his arm, sat next to him, and rested her head on his shoulder. "Think about the wonderful lives we had and forget the painful past, everything will be relieved."

"My mother is the second daughter of the Li family, a scholarly family in Wucheng. Although my family is not wealthy, it is several times better than my father's poor family.

My mother, who had just graduated from college, did not choose to teach in the city, but went to teach in a poor rural area.

His mother met him in Qingquan Village. He fell in love with her at first sight and she was the mother he actively pursued.

After that, they fell in love, but my grandmother's family didn't agree, but my mother was determined to follow him. So far, he has made a big fuss with the Li family, and he has not hesitated to say treacherous words to sever ties.

The two of them got married in Qingquan Village, and the only guests were those in the village. Neither grandpa nor grandma attended, and aunt Li Yulan did not dare to go against her parents' wishes.

It was only on the second day after their wedding that they sent gifts and blessings.

You said... If a woman doesn't hesitate to turn against her biological family in order to be with a man, she must choose to marry him and be his wife.

And what about him? Later, for the sake of her own career, she actually died with hatred. What is this?

The most ironic joke, right? "

About the acquaintance, understanding, and love between mother and father. His mother had told him before.

Although he is his mother's son, as a stay-at-home wife, she has no social circle of her own, so he has become her only friend and confidant.

"Everyone has the right to say this is a joke, but as their son, you don't.

Whether it's worth it or not, it's your mother's decision to make it without hesitation.

She was an adult at that time and she should be responsible for what she did.

Fortunately or unfortunately, it is not us who have the final say, but her own.

When your mother was ill and on her deathbed, did she ever say she regretted marrying your father?

Or even hate him? "

"..."

Li Zhiyou failed to answer Shi Qin's question immediately.

Looking back carefully at all the events back then, it seemed like she had never said anything about it.

My mother is a kind and simple woman who always likes to bear the suffering alone.

"My father wanted to have a successful career, and maybe your mother also wanted him to be a successful person. Then no one would look down on him and think that the poor boy back then was not worthy of the second young lady of the Li family.

Everyone's perspective and opinions are different.

Maybe for you, your father feels sorry for your mother. But your mother may not think so.

If she really complained about him, it would be impossible for her not to be angry at the beginning and not do anything to stop him. "

"Then you say...what should I do?"

Li Zhiyou frowned and looked at Shi Qin with his head tilted. The tears gathered in the corners of his eyes flowed down quietly.

"Didn't you say that 'Qingquan Village' is your hometown? How about... go there to find the happy times you once had?"

Li Zhiyou also felt that life for him was too tiring and miserable.

He agreed to Shi Qin and returned to Qingquan Village with his two sons and Xi Weiqiang the next day.

The car stopped at the gate of Qingquan Village, and Li Zhiyou asked the driver to stop. He wanted to take his family on foot to the village.

He couldn't quite remember the last time he came here.

It should have been when my mother was still alive.

"Daddy, is this where you grew up?" Xi'er asked in a sweet voice.

"Wow, it's so beautiful here, with green mountains and green waters. The air is so fresh!" Lin'er opened his arms and took a deep breath.

Uncle Lin and the driver worked together to lift Xi Weiqiang out of the car and carefully placed him in the wheelchair.

"This village looks so beautiful." Shi Qin held Li Zhiyou's arm and said with a smile.

"This place... wasn't like this before." Li Zhiyou recalled the original appearance.

It was originally just a dilapidated and old village, even the roads were dirt. But now the surrounding houses have been built into small Western-style buildings, and the roads have been repaired and made comfortable.

"Master, are you happy that the young master has taken you back to Qingquan Village?" Uncle Lin lovingly covered Xi Weiqiang's legs with a thin blanket. "Sit tight, we are going back now, haha..."

Li Zhiyou looked at Xi Weiqiang who was sitting in the wheelchair, and he subconsciously walked over. He opened his mouth and said to Uncle Lin, "I'll do it."

"Huh?" Uncle Lin raised his head and stared at Li Zhiyou, not quite understanding what he meant for a while.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like