Original God's Dark Priest

Do you want to hear...my story?

At the beginning of my life, I was a singer.

A very ordinary singer with no other special features.

Singing in Mondstadt every day, well, just like Barbara now.

Since when did I realize that my singing has the power to soothe people?

Someone told me that as long as they hear my singing, all the fatigue of the day will disappear and their mood will improve.

I was happy to hear this evaluation.

At least, it proves that my singing has meaning and I can help people in my own way.

To seek their own freedom, to bring them strength.

I sing every day, and every day, many people come to listen.

As I sang more and more, my audience gradually increased.

They have various identities and do different jobs every day.

But when I sing, their identities are all the same: listeners.

And there is a special person among the audience. He always hides in an inconspicuous corner, as if afraid of being recognized. He listens quietly and then leaves quietly.

He always frowned, as if he had endless worries and sorrows in his heart.

Every time I see him, I wonder, does he really feel relieved when he hears me singing?

Can simple singing have a comforting effect on such people?

I don’t know, and I have no way of finding the answer to this question. I just gradually got used to his presence. He was never absent from any singing session. I think he probably liked listening to me singing.

Communication between people may not necessarily be through words and contact.

I have never been able to talk to that person, but I feel that our hearts are very close.

Really close. I can't help but pay attention to him and feel happy that he came to listen to me sing.

I also want to sing better and make him feel more comfortable.

The ordinary days just flow by like a clear spring in the mountains, flowing slowly and leaving no trace.

I thought we would always be like this, and if that were the case, maybe... it wouldn't be bad.

But one day, he disappeared.

I came to the square as usual and started singing, but I couldn't find him. This made me feel a little uneasy. He was never absent, so why didn't he come today?

Did something happen?

I was restless and wanted to find that person, and then the turning point between us came.

At the headquarters of the Western Knights, I found Rustan, who was pale and had his eyes closed.

he got hurt.

"Rustan was seriously injured in last night's operation and needs to rest."

This is what Alan Delin told me. The way he looked at me was not right. There was an emotion brewing in his eyes that I couldn't understand, and it made me feel a little irritated.

Later I learned that this emotion is called "mischief".

It's not a teasing towards me, it's towards Rustam.

Alan Delin suggested that I take care of Rustan, but since we are alone, it might not be appropriate.

But maybe it was because of my irritable mood, for some unknown reason, I agreed.

By the time I reacted, I had already arrived at Rustan's dormitory. I soaked a towel in water and put it on Rustan's forehead.

He is not doing well, because of the injury he has a fever.

This is a symptom of inflammation, which can be fatal if it is serious.

I felt a great torment in my heart. I didn't know where this emotion came from, but I was very clear about one thing: I didn't want anything to happen to him.

So I stayed in Rustan's dormitory for three days.

I take care of him patiently every day. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I always feel that I should do this.

After three days of non-stop care, I finally collapsed from exhaustion and fell asleep on the edge of the bed.

When I woke up, I was lying on the bed where Rustan had originally been lying, and Rustan was standing quietly by the window, seemingly talking to someone in a low voice.

It should be Alan Dring, they have always had a good relationship.

I was surprisingly not embarrassed when my hidden feelings were exposed, and neither was Rustam. Alan Delin joked that we were a perfect match.

I blushed when he teased me like this.

Rustan had a dangerous smile on his face, and then he dragged Alan Delin to duel.

The Knights were used to this, as the two of them were always like this, fighting and playing around.

I don't think there's anything wrong with this, but deep down, I still hope Rustam can win.

Rustam said he would win, he always wins.

I firmly believe in this.

He's a great hero, he always wins. I'm not saying that Alendrin isn't great, it's just...

Well, I still support Rustam more.

They were both awarded titles.

Elendrin was given the title of Lion of Light, while Rustam was the young wolf.

That's great! Does this mean that one of them will be able to become the Grand Master of the Knights Templar one day in the future?

For some reason, I don’t really want Rustan to become the grand leader. Maybe it’s the possessiveness at work. If Rustan becomes the leader, will he be even busier?

Will he have no time to find me?

I will miss him.

It was another peaceful day. Rustan still came every day and brought me small gifts in various ways. He then secretly observed my expression, trying to find the gift I liked best.

I think he will never find it, because I like everything he gives me.

He still didn't understand the girl's mind.

But it doesn’t matter, Rustan is very handsome and a little cute like this.

As expected, the inauguration ceremony of the group leader and deputy group leader began.

Alendrin became the Grand Master, and Rustam the Deputy.

Although Rustan did not become the grand commander, the deputy commander is also very good. I secretly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart. This is good. God still favors me.

However, even as the deputy head of the group, his work has visibly increased.

Moreover, he seemed to have a lot of other things to deal with. Every day when I saw him, I felt that his brows were furrowed and there was something unfathomable in his heart.

I really hope he can relax...

Even if it's just for a short while.

That day, I suddenly wanted to go to Jingfu Port in the north of Mondstadt. It was quite far away, so I had to post a commission and find someone to escort me.

The Knights of Favonius would accept such commissions as part of their job.

But then I suddenly had an idea. Since we need someone to escort us, why can't that person be Rustam?

With this idea in mind, I approached Alan Delin.

"Oh? Is that what Miss Lowfat thinks?" There was still a mischievous look in Alan Delin's eyes, and the smile deep in his eyes made me feel a little uneasy.

After calming myself down, I said in what I thought was a steady tone, "Ahem... I just feel that the distance is a bit far. I am not too sure about ordinary knights. The Grand Commander should also be aware that monsters in the countryside have begun to proliferate again recently."

"Well, I completely understand Miss Lowfat's concerns... No problem, then arrange for Rustan to carry out the escort mission. I believe he won't mind more workload." Still with the same attitude, Alan Delin actually knew everything a long time ago.

I didn't object. In fact, the journey this time was not as dangerous as people said, but... well, as expected, it was said to be more dangerous.

Rustan felt quite awkward. I heard that he was forced to accept this commission by Alan Delin using his status as the Grand Commander.

This makes me feel a little uncomfortable.

Did he feel wronged by the commission to escort me? Or did he not want to be with me?

All kinds of thoughts couldn't help but pop up in my mind.

But all this disappeared the moment he saw Rustan.

I am such a hopeless woman...I can't even be angry with him.

This journey...or rather, tour, was easier than I imagined.

We did not encounter any danger at all and the whole trip was relaxing and enjoyable.

Rustan's frown relaxed a lot unconsciously.

That's right, at such a young age, why do you always look so worried? You look a few years older.

Therefore, proper relaxation can still make people feel happy, and Rustan is no exception.

Was it the relaxing journey or me that made him relax?

Never mind. It doesn’t matter.

He felt relieved, which was enough for me. Well, from now on, I will release kindness through singing every day to heal other people.

I also want to do my part for Mond.

Xumi's application for admission has been approved, and I will leave Mond after a while.

After living here for so long, I am still a little nervous to suddenly leave here and go to a completely unfamiliar country.

But this opportunity is so rare that I really can't miss it.

So I found Rustam and told him my troubles.

As I said all this, Rustam was teaching his apprentice, a boy named Roland.

Integrity, courage, perseverance, purity, I feel that many beautiful words in the world can be used to describe that child whose water is clearer than that of Fruit Wine Lake.

He deserves all this goodness.

But Roland is still not as good as Rustam.

He is the best.

Rustan comforted me and told me that if I have a dream, I should pursue it boldly.

He also asked me to go visit his hometown for him.

Yes, Rustan’s ancestors came from Xumi. He is not a complete Mond people, and the blood of Xumi flows in his body.

But Mond is inclusive and it accepted Rustan who came from a foreign country.

In the future, more people will be accepted.

With Rustan's comfort, my turbulent heart settled down. Yes, I should pursue my dreams and do my own thing.

I want to learn more from Xumi, so that when I return to Mondstadt, I can help Rustan solve his problems. Maybe I can even join the Knights with a special status.

And I also want to visit his hometown for him.

I will remember everything about Sumeru and then tell Rustan about it. I will describe Sumeru as Rustan imagined it to be. No, it will be more beautiful than his imagination.

I want him to feel that he comes from a beautiful country and that his hometown is also wonderful.

I'm going.

Xumi City, Jiaolingyuan.

Perhaps, it was because I came from a foreign country, I actually met the Great Kindness Tree King. She received me and told me that she welcomed the people of the God of Wind to come here.

Barbatos, the god of wind... I haven't even seen him, but I saw the god of grass first.

Sure enough, there are still differences between gods.

By the way, when I passed by Liyue, I also participated in a ceremony called the Ceremony of Summoning the Immortals.

I also saw the Rock God.

However, the Rock God did not appear in human form, but instead had a huge body that covered the entire sky.

I still can't forget the oppressive feeling that filled the world.

Too amazing, too powerful. Is this a god?

But...is it my illusion?

Rock God seemed to look at me twice.

Well...it must be an illusion. After all, I don’t know him and he can’t possibly know me.

But the ceremony of inviting the immortals is really lively. I will bring Rustan with me next time.

Fortunately, Lady Grass God does not give off such a strong sense of oppression. Or rather, Lady Grass God does not give off any sense of oppression. Instead, she is more like a gentle big sister next door who will hold your hand and chat with you softly.

I really like her. Rustam comes from such a country with such gods, which is not bad news. If I tell him, he will be happy.

My hometown is also a good place.

What did I say? He deserves the best.

The days of studying in Xumi were rather boring, but I dared not slack off for a moment because I wanted to graduate as soon as possible and then return to Mond.

I miss Rustam. I want to go back and see him.

I went back during the Wind Flower Festival. That day, Rustan gave me a rose. According to Miss Alice, roses symbolize love in the other world.

Rustam probably thought that I didn't understand the meaning of this, so he dared to express his love so openly.

He must have known it himself. His red ears had already said it all. He must have thought he was very smart, right? This way, whether I accepted it or not, it wouldn't be considered a failure in his confession.

But sadly, I know.

I took the rose he handed me, sniffed it, put it in my hair, and asked him if it looked good.

Rustan seemed to be in a trance, and I felt secretly happy about it, because he must love me very much.

Rustam and I are officially together.

There was nothing dramatic, it just happened naturally.

Because of the long separation, we both realized our feelings, so we needed each other to confirm our inner feelings.

He was so happy. It was the first time I saw an undisguised smile on his face.

He laughed warmly and unrestrainedly, and he took me to the streets and alleys, introducing me to everyone. Is this necessary? People in Mondstadt know me.

Also, is it really okay to do this?

I seemed to see several men looking at him with deep resentment in their eyes, so he was obviously disturbing others by doing this.

"This is called declaring sovereignty. I want to make everyone give up this idea. You are my lover, and you will always be my lover." Rustan's left hand held my right hand, with our fingers interlocked.

I could feel his palms sweating slightly and I could also feel his rapid heartbeat.

How beautiful! The radiance of youth! Human youth really does shine. Even without any embellishment, these years themselves are enough to sparkle.

Those were the happiest days of my life.

Until... the moment when the dark disaster came.

That day, King Mahavira died, and the Abbottiya Chandra fell into chaos.

I left Xumi in boundless fear and rushed back to Mond. There were so many monsters along the way that it made my scalp tingle.

But I am not afraid. I am only worried about the safety of everyone in Mondstadt.

But when I returned to Mond, all I saw was a gloomy and desolate place.

The overwhelming monsters couldn't make me despair, but a piece of bad news completely knocked me down.

Rustam...is dead.