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It is no exaggeration to say that I am a pervert.

Ever since I was a child, I have been different from others.

When others see cats and dogs, they will find them cute, and they will tease them when they are free.

and I?

When I see those lively little animals, I will have an impulse.

Kill them.

The more miserable they died, the more shrill their screams, and the harder they struggled, the more excited I became.

Do you understand that feeling?

Watching my life end in my hands, my body going from warm to cold, blood splashing on my face and then sliding down, the trembling feeling in my bones at that moment was so fascinating to me.

But unfortunately, these are just my conjectures.

I cannot, or even must, hide my true nature at all times. The Ye family cannot tolerate a monster like me.

I can't be exposed or reveal my thoughts even a little bit.

Once clues are revealed, I will be sent to another place as a monster, or I will be killed quietly one night.

I didn't dare, so I endured and restrained those impulses and desires.

I started reading, started practicing, and tried to distract myself as much as possible.

I tried to use this method to contain my own nature, forget what kind of person I was, and pretend to be a cute and cute girl in their eyes.

Only by deceiving yourself can you deceive others.

But nature is nature after all, it is not so easy to control, it is too difficult.

The more restrained I am, the more violent I become when I'm alone at night, and I can almost no longer suppress my impulses.

My thoughts changed from wanting to strangle a few birds, cats, and fish to wanting to kill someone.

I want to cut off the ears of crying children, dig out their eyes, and rip out their hearts alive.

I think such a scene must be unprecedentedly exciting.

I imagined their blood splattering on me, him crying loudly and begging me to let him go, while shouting for help.

I don't dare to think about it anymore, I'm afraid that I really can't control myself and run out to implement the ideas in my mind.

By now you should have figured out that I am not only a pervert, but also a born actor.

I have been pretending to be myself since I was very young, and acting is a daily routine for me.

I matured far earlier than everyone else.

I laughed at their childishness and disgust in my heart, and at the same time endured the nausea and participated in those games like an eagle catching chickens, even pretending that I couldn't bear the slightest grievance and pain.

I was going crazy, so I started hurting myself, leaving hideous scars in inconspicuous places on my body.

Pain can make me forget about it for a while, and can make me excited alone at night.

But the suppression and repetition every day made me tired.

Want to kill someone...

No, to be precise, it’s torture.

Just when I was about to lose control of myself, things took a turn for the better.

It was an afternoon and I saw Ye Ling.

Ye Ling, as the eldest daughter of the Ye family, is not as smart as Ye Qian, nor is she as talented as Ye Tianchi.

Taking advantage of Chang's name is actually quite embarrassing in the Ye family.

She has always been quiet and reserved...this is what others said.

In my opinion, she likes to look down on herself and feel sorry for herself. She is also timid and timid, and dare not fight for what she wants. I look down on her.

But one day, I found that she had changed.

She is no longer timid and timid, she is much brighter and cheerful, and she talks more. This is not Ye Ling...

When I realized that she was not Ye Ling, my whole body was shaking with excitement.

I started to observe her, trying to see how she could disguise herself as Ye Ling.

But her methods were too poor, and she didn't do a good job of pretending to be Ye Ling in front of outsiders.

They thought she was just a little lively, but I knew that she had been taken away from her long ago.

She dismissed most of the servants in her yard, leaving only two confidants, so she no longer restrained her instincts.

I watched her for a long time and came up with an answer that made me uncomfortable.

She is different from me.

She has no bloodthirsty nature or the instinct to like to watch life fade away bit by bit.

He is obviously an evil cultivator, but he doesn't like killing people.

If you don’t like killing people, why are you practicing evil?

This discovery made me completely lose interest in her.

Then, she kidnapped a mortal man from the mortal world and claimed that she had picked it up. She even rationalized what the man might say and told everyone in advance that there was something wrong with his mind.

I was not interested in that man, and I began to fall into deep darkness again, and I really wanted to kill someone.

I endured it for a long time, scratching my liver and heart every day, but I still couldn't bear it.

I was afraid that someone would find me walking a long way.

I have been thinking about doing this for a long time, but after all, this is my first time to implement it, and I dare not put the target on people all at once.

I picked up a dog and trapped it with spiritual power.

Then he peeled off its skin and bones, and watched it scream and struggle, with a painful expression begging for mercy in its eyes. It was so exciting.

I was so excited that I was a little selfless. When I raised my head, I met the man's cold eyes.

At that moment, my mind went blank, and my first reaction was to kill him and never let him tell anyone what he saw.

How could the persona I had worked so hard to maintain for so long collapse?

But what he said shocked me to the spot.

He said, if you want to kill someone, I can help you.

I underestimated this mortal. He was not a dodder flower that could only survive by relying on Ye Ling.

He has a smart mind and cruel methods.

Compared with him, I feel ashamed.

I even wanted to snatch him away from Ye Ling.

He designed one good show after another, which not only did not make people suspicious of me, but also allowed me to experience pleasures that I had never experienced before.

He became my brain and I became his knife.

He makes plans and I kill people and dump their bodies.

I kill, he hands me the knife.

Our cooperation is so tacit, I even feel that he and I should be a match made in heaven.

What a perfect combination?

Apart from him, there is no other person in the world.

Therefore, Ye Ling must die.

It just so happened that he also wanted her to die.

So, he planned a good show for me and kidnapped Ye Ling.

I used many methods on Ye Ling, and her cry for mercy was really pleasant to the ears.

It was a pity that he was not here. He said that he had been away for too long and aroused suspicion, so he left.

But he is really too smart. His brain not only became a useful tool for revenge, but also became the knife he used to stab me.

Not only did he use me to kill Ye Ling who had harmed him, he also learned some methods to destroy my Dantian, and finally gave me medicine to turn me into a madman.

Do you think Chu Heng is a complete victim?

No, he is far more scheming than anyone imagined.

Why has he been dormant in the world of immortality for seven years? With his brain, will he be tricked by Ye Ling?

I don't believe it.

I am the only one in the world who truly understands him.

But I don’t know what secrets he has, why he has been dormant in Ye’s house for seven years, and why he suddenly wants to leave.

No, maybe it was because of the idea of ​​leaving that he started to get rid of Ye Ling.

But I won't know, because I'm crazy.

My name is Ye Qingwen, I am the youngest daughter of the Ye family. I am a pervert, and now, I am a madman.