I went to the temple after traveling through time, and he turned out to be a monk!

But a little heartbeat meant shaking, and Bai Zhi began to worry.

If she really hated him and was hostile to him, even if she was tied to him every day, she wouldn't feel half guilty.

But if she switches sides before the enemy makes a move, then wouldn't she be just a boneless thing?

She looked down upon herself like this.

She still chose to treat him indifferently, not talking to him, not looking into his eyes, not having a heart to heart with him.

Until Mei Yuke was sent away, Jing'er began to stay in Bai Zhi's room, coaxing her to sleep every day.

This is of course a great thing, but it also makes Bai Zhi feel dangerous.

Not only was her emotion about Meng Ying wavering, but her emotion towards her child, who was growing stronger day by day, was also holding her back.

This hard-won sweetness, a little bit of sweetness, made her gradually become miserable.

Will one day, she will say forget it, it’s just one head, there are so many bad people in the world, why must she kill Mei Shaohong?

He is a member of the Mei family. For the sake of the stability of the overall situation, he cannot be killed! He is Meng Ying's uncle, he is Jing'er's favorite uncle, he doesn't have to die!

She said these words in her dream, but she saw the people of Danning, with their heads broken and bleeding, some lost their heads, some lost their eyes, some were missing their hands, some had their legs broken, and some had lost their children.

"You weakling!" They opened their mouths wide at Bai Zhi, complaining about her incompetence.

Bai Zhi woke up suddenly, sweating profusely!

When she looked at Jing'er who was sleeping beside her, she felt a twinge of pain in her heart.

Are you going to abandon him again? Do you want to leave him? But she really really wants to grow up with him!

Then her shouting at the top of her voice in Shangbeicheng became a joke!

She should betray no one but herself!

She suddenly slapped herself twice, one on each side, and the sound of the slap was extremely loud.

Jinger was a child who was loved and loved, and she believed that Meng Ying would treat him well even without her as a mother.

She kissed Meng Jing on the forehead, feeling very confused inside. Then she packed up her package and crept out the door in the dark of night.

She didn't dare to say goodbye during the day, for fear that she wouldn't be able to explain her lame reasons.

When she just left Shangbeicheng, Meng Ying prepared some clothes and jewelry for her. They seemed to be valuable and should be enough for her expenses.

It's just that she hasn't decided where to go yet. She has no power to rely on now and can't bring back any soldiers or horses. Even if she returns to Danning, it will be just a pretense.

The people don't need her pretentiousness or her empty slogans. They need armed forces that can protect the city and live and work in peace and contentment. They need money to rebuild their houses and build embankments and dams...

It's not that she can't ask for these things from Meng Ying, but Meng Ying is a poisonous person. Zhuo Yao, who looks so vicious, is actually managed by him so that his wife and daughter can be given in. Zhuo Ling is no exception. People who participate in the alliance, No one was willing to refute him. Mei Boyang and Mei Shaohong felt that they both treated him as their own son.

All in all, he was much more dangerous than the gentle appearance he seemed, and Bai Zhi had already noticed that the defense line in her heart was lowering.

If someone asks for something from him at this time, he can instantly turn his back on himself and control his greedy desire.

So Bai Zhi had no choice but to find resources on her own to recover the loss of tannins. This place was very close to Nanyang, Jingdi. She suddenly thought of Meng Wenjing. Meng Wenjing's father was also there during the alliance. It sounded like his family had a mine. There are also various businesses that she wants to try.

If the Meng family didn't want to discuss business with her, she would go south to Qiongzhou, and Wu Yong might help her.

In short, it's better than staying with him.

Or, it's possible that one day her head gets hot and she might go back to Shangbeicheng to vent her personal anger to Mei Shaohong.

Because her future was uncertain, she didn't plan to take Baifeng and the other children away. She thought that Meng Ying would not treat the children harshly, so she sneaked into their house and said goodbye to them.

The younger ones didn't understand why Bai Zhi wanted to leave, but Bai Feng showed his eldest brother's appearance, "Auntie, you go, I will take good care of my brothers, and I will also take good care of Jing'er!"

Bai Zhi felt warm in her heart and her nose became sore, "It's great, Ah Feng is already a big brother!"

Bai Feng liked such compliments very much, "Mom, don't worry. The prince said that he will find a good future for us in the future. Only when we are capable can we help you..."

What else could Bai Zhi say? What a wonderful child. She touched the children's heads and said, "You guys are all well. It's not that I don't want you. When Denning City recovers, I will definitely come to pick you up!"

Taking advantage of the night and the croaking frogs, Bai Zhi left resolutely, although she was reluctant to leave.

She shed tears as she walked, wiped her tears as she walked, wiped them away and shed them again, and wiped them away again, as if she couldn't stop them.

I hope Jing'er won't be too sad when she wakes up tomorrow...

With the hot weather these days, the wound on Meng Ying's foot became more and more serious, and now it was so painful that it was difficult to sleep.

Especially today.

When he was anxious, Shuangyun suddenly came to report, "Your Majesty... Princess, she..."

"Huh? What happened to her?"

"She ran away!"

"Run?" Meng Ying was startled when she heard this. She was fine during the day. Apart from not paying much attention to him, she was having fun playing with the children. Why did she suddenly run away again now?

But before he could think too much, he ordered Shuangyun, "Stop!"

Bai Zhi's weak short legs can't outrun Qinggong! Before he had gone a mile, he was stopped by Shuangyun!

Bai Zhi was really unconvinced, "Boss Lu! You're spying on me, right?"

"Don't dare! I just happened to see it!" Shuangyun stood in front of her and refused to let her go.

"Meng Ying's bastard!" Bai Zhi glared anxiously, "Don't say it yet! Boss Lu, didn't you also have a share of the credit for my marriage to Zhuo Yao?"

Shuangyun lowered his head, looking guilty, "Yes! It was Shuangyun's mistake in judgment. At that time, he thought that the prince had passed away, and hoped that the princess would find a good home..."

"Stop! Don't apologize! You mean well too! I don't regret anything..."

After all, she thought that was the best choice at the time, but there was one thing that puzzled Bai Zhi, "But! Boss Lu, you knew at that time that Jing'er was in Shangbeicheng, why didn't you tell me!"

"The Mei family... won't hand Jing'er over to you, they will blackmail you..."

"Then you can't know the truth and not report it! This is called deception, but if you let me go today, the grudge between the two of us will be wiped out!"

Shuangyun sighed invisibly, any condition was good, but he would not disobey the prince. He stood upright in front of Bai Zhi and shook his head solemnly, "Princess Princess... I'm sorry... Shuangyun can't let you go. …”

"You...how are you! You are so stubborn! What benefits did Meng Ying give you? Do you want money? You will work with me from now on! I will give you double!" Bai Zhi didn't believe it, this person was really so loyal.

The two faced off for a long time, and suddenly Meng Ying's voice came from behind, "Madam, don't embarrass Shuangyun!"

Bai Zhi was so angry that her teeth itched, "Meng Ying, you want to put me under house arrest! You want to control me!"

Meng Ying walked forward limping, with a pained look on his face, and slowly took Bai Zhi's hand, "Madam...Sa Lan doesn't want to control you, but Sa Lan really can't do it, so I just let you go." …”

"Isn't this control? You restrict my personal freedom..."

"You really don't like Jing'er at all?"

"I like Jing'er so I have to stay by your side?"

Bai Zhi's actions and words ultimately hurt Meng Ying. The grievances, resentments, and paranoid desires hidden in her heart could no longer be hidden.

Meng Ying changed from her usual gentle demeanor and released her turbulent emotions in the silent night.

"Yes! I am Jing'er's father and you are his mother. We are husband and wife. What's wrong with living together? We are a family!"