I went to the temple after traveling through time, and he turned out to be a monk!

Bai Zhi hugged him. She knew that Zhuo Yao was in a bad mood and had been sticky with him for a long time, constantly coaxing him.

"Don't listen to their nonsense. I chose you and it has nothing to do with anyone else."

"Who says I won't give up? So if they just say a few words, they can break up our family? You think so?" Bai Zhi bared her big teeth and smiled brightly.

"Besides, we still have Agu. Agu is almost one year old. We will catch her by then. What do you think she will catch?"

……

On a cold night, Angelica dahurica was like a stove, trying to warm Zhuo Yao.

But her throat was filled with smoke, and Zhuo Yao was still cold, unable to respond.

A person's love words become weak and pale and meaningless as they are spoken.

Bai Zhi's eyes are getting hotter and sour, and her voice is getting softer and softer.

She put her face close to Zhuo Yao's chest, and the thick cloak was still a bit prickly, which stung Bai Zhi's face.

She asked muffledly on his chest, "Zhuo Yao, please...give me some response, otherwise I really won't be able to say these words of love for you anymore."

Zhuo Yao was like an ice sculpture. He slowly lowered his head. His stubble was green and black, his jaw was sharp, and his expression was cold.

His whole body was cold and stiff, and even his breathing was deliberately heavy, but only one of his eyes revealed softness and heat.

Bai Zhi understood his helplessness, but still felt disappointed, "So, to you, Agu and I are existences that can be abandoned at any time?"

"No." He denied the answer almost immediately.

"Then you look like this, don't you just want to break up with me?"

"No." He still denied it, but did not explain too much.

Bai Zhi felt that she was about to cry. She kept pacing in place, "Then what do you want? You don't tell me the result, just let me guess here? Guess your attitude? Waiting for you to abandon me? To you and me You’re really serious, Zhuo Yao!”

When Bai Zhi said this, she really wanted to roar and be hysterical, but she was inexplicably afraid and kept her voice low, trying hard not to cry too ugly. She was afraid that the commotion would be too big and she would not be able to stop it.

"No matter why we are together, I am very serious about managing our marriage. If in the end, I am the only one who works hard, then I will be so tired..."

"So... I, Zhuo Yao, am not a good match." Zhuo Yao spoke coldly, interrupting her.

Bai Zhi actually wanted to laugh. She felt that she was crazy for a moment, "So this is your answer? You still don't think it is necessary for us to continue living?"

Zhuo Yao knew that if he confirmed this answer at this time, it would be over for the two of them.

But he couldn't say it anyway, so he just avoided the important and took the easy, "You said you were working hard for the two of us... If I told you, if you married Brother Salan, you would be the happiest person in the world if you did nothing. woman.”

"He... doesn't need your efforts, he can do whatever you want."

"He doesn't need you to give in. You are the only woman in his life. He won't have three wives and four concubines anymore. He doesn't need you to push your husband into another woman's room."

"He won't let you worry. Mei Shaohong and Mei Boyang are both his uncles, and no one can bully you."

"He won't let you wait! He can give you a chance to reunite as a family right now."

"He can also give you money, people, and troops. He can give you whatever Dan Ning needs!"

"He can still give you peace in the world! I, Zhuo Yao, can't give you that! I can't give you any of these things. I can't give you anything except a life!"

Zhuo Yao kept forcing himself into a small corner until there was no room for him.

Bai Zhi only listened in amusement, "You spoke so poorly of me, so why didn't you dare to simply say that you wanted to give up on me? Are you the same on the battlefield, destroying your own prestige and gaining the ambition of others?"

Zhuo Yao choked, but he didn't realize that he was afraid that Meng Ying would be like this, "Even if you choose me unswervingly, what if you think of him one day? You will regret marrying me!"

"Regret? I said, I never regret! If one day I think of him and still love him so much that I can't help myself, I will just say thank you to you, grateful that we stay together, know each other and love each other."

"What's more, who you love and who you don't love is always changing. Just because I loved him the most once doesn't mean I still love him the same now! I can love others, and I can love whoever I want!"

Bai Zhi gritted her teeth and stared at Zhuo Yao hatefully. She insisted on defending this relationship.

She was really scared just now, afraid that he would really say the word separation. Once some words were said, there would be no room for recovery.

Zhuo Yao was also speechless.

In his vision of life when he was young, women could not influence him in the slightest. He wants to marry as many as he wants. Three wives and four concubines are the basics. He will divorce anyone who causes a lot of trouble in the family. He doesn't tolerate anyone. He doesn't tolerate people like Zhuo Rong who have many things to do. Don't want to care.

He will not promise to be together for the rest of his life. He thinks that is a woman's delusion.

When his mother died, he didn't cry heartbroken like Zhuo Ling. He was just angry and couldn't figure it out. Isn't it stupid for her to be angry to death just because her father brought back a woman and a son? some?

To this day, he still thinks his mother is stupid. But when he faced Bai Zhi, he couldn't say such words. He wanted to marry her when he was in Heifeng Village, but he never thought of marrying just her.

But in the days that followed, after seeing how Meng Ying treated her, she became ashamed and guilty.

Gradually, I couldn't even say that I wanted to marry her. I could only look at her from a distance, thinking that they should be so happy.

Just like a good horse that has been carefully cared for and cherished, but when you live here with only coarse grass and poor food, you will always worry about whether the horse will not get used to it, whether it will be wronged, and whether it will run back to find its original horse. Breeder.

One day, its original owner came to find it. The horse was well-behaved and would play coquettishly with him. But what if the owner provided the best fodder?

Can the horse walk?

If it doesn't go away, it is a great spiritual horse, but doesn't it want to go away in its life?

Even if you use rough grass to deal with it, scold it with a whip, and forget about it for a long time, will it still not go away?

Although Zhuo Yao knew that he would work extra hard and take good care of this good horse in order to retain its heart, he could not ensure that he could satisfy it in every aspect.

He knew that he would be frightened by this for the rest of his life. Every day and night for the rest of his life, he would walk on thin ice with fear because of his love for her.

As long as this horse has the slightest thought of leaving, even just a little bit.

Then he will lose everything in his life.

Bai Zhi saw that Zhuo Yao hadn't spoken for a long time and felt confused.

There was no sparkle in his eyes, and he could no longer reflect his own shadow.

She shook Zhuo Yao's body vigorously, "Speak! Zhuo Yao!"

"Speak! I beg you!"

"Ayao, please talk and tell me, okay?"

After a long time, Zhuo Yao heard her call. Gradually his thoughts came back to him. He opened his mouth slightly, wanting to tell the result of what he had been thinking about for a long time.

But Bai Zhi saw despair in his eyes, which was an intuition that made her heartache and numb.

She doesn't want to hear it! Don't want to hear it! Don't listen to a word!

Bai Zhi grabbed Zhuo Yao's collar, then stood on tiptoes and blocked his mouth.

As long as he doesn't say it, it's not over.

The white peony bites hard, and there is still the bitter fragrance between the lips and teeth from the tooth powder left when brushing teeth.

This kiss was either emotionless or overly emotional, making it so painful that it was hard to breathe.

Zhuo Yao felt that maybe because of suffocation, he had forgotten what he was about to say. He just felt that his mind was foggy, which made him a little unsteady, and he fell back.

Bai Zhi was tightly held in his arms, and they fell together into the snow, causing slush to fly and fall straight onto their faces, hair, and necks.

Zhuo Yao thought and thought, but couldn't remember it. He remembered the word "separate", but he felt it was incredible. He denied that this was the result he came to, after all, he couldn't say it out loud.

There were footsteps in the snow. Only Zhuo Yao heard the two of them.

Zhuo Yao wanted to push her away, but Bai Zhi insisted on not letting him speak, taking away the free time for his lips.

Until the footsteps stopped outside the courtyard gate.