I went to the temple after traveling through time, and he turned out to be a monk!

"But no matter how good I am to him, he never favors me as he did before."

"But I still love him very much. Although he puts his attention on other women, I am his queen after all. Even if he gives jewelry to other women, he will definitely give me some precious rewards. After six days like this Years, now that I think about it, it was the best time of my life.”

Millie talked about her first husband with nostalgia and tenderness on her face.

Bai Zhi didn't interrupt, as long as she was willing to talk, that was a good thing. It was better than her grieving alone.

Millie talked about what happened next, "Later he was killed by the rebels. They took Aluo away and ruined all the women in the harem, including me. The others were killed by the rebels, and they only I was left behind.”

"At that time, I was grateful that my appearance allowed me to save my life. Although it is humiliating, I enjoyed such unique treatment."

"At that time, King Beiyuan's old subordinates said they wanted to use my strength to make a comeback, but I refused. I couldn't bear to give up this favor. Later, they said that I was the Demon Queen and that I was a disgrace to my integrity. No matter where I went, People threw stones at me, and even the servants in the palace looked down upon me."

"I snuggled into the rebel's arms and said that as long as he treats me well as always, I will recognize him as the King of Beiyuan."

"He really did that, and even told the outside world that whoever wins my beauty will win Beiyuan! I feel the only love in the world, and I firmly believe that I am the most beautiful woman in the world."

Bai Zhi said with emotion, "So, is he good to you?"

"It was good at first, giving me jewelry, and he would try his best to get me whatever I wanted. But he always liked to make me scold Aluo's father during sex. If I didn't do it, he would Hit me, abuse me.”

"I was still in love with Aluo's father at that time, but I didn't want to, so I refused to say anything. It lasted for a long time, and he kept treating me twice as well. Except in bed, I was moved by him, so I just accepted it. What he meant was that while he was praising him for his greatness, he was also shouting insults at Aluo’s father.”

Bai Zhi frowned when she heard this. This person is quite naughty, and he plays really well!

When Milly said this, her original smile suddenly froze, and her smile became cold, "The irony is that on the second day after I obeyed him, he admitted several more women into the palace, all of whom were older. A very young young woman, from then on he stopped looking for me. Only when I took the initiative to look for him and kept saying bad things about Aluo's father in front of him, he was willing to touch me."

"I wanted to have a child for him, but I couldn't keep it after several pregnancies. The doctor said it might be difficult for me to have children in the future. From then on, he got tired of it and never gave me any more jewelry."

A chill ran down Bai Zhi's spine, "What he loves may just be the pleasure of conquest."

"That's right. He didn't care about my miscarriage. I had several miscarriages because he let me have sex when the fetus was unstable. He never paid attention to my pain. As long as he wanted, I would You have to give it, and I will already be a plaything by then.”

"Later, he sent me to his subordinate's bed. He said that his subordinate had liked me for a long time. In order to please him, I did so. But at the moment I agreed, how could I get his favor? Ah, he hates me even more and doesn’t even want to hold my hand.”

Bai Zhi even felt a little sad and shrank unconsciously.

"Later, his subordinates led his troops to rebel. Under the motto, whoever gets Miriam gets the banner of Beiyuan! The absurd thing is, he succeeded. What followed was a brief period of favor, and then disgust after getting it. "

"Their looks and personalities are even more different, but they are exactly the same in terms of liking the new and hating the old."

"My fourth husband was someone I took the initiative to find. I told him that whoever gets Miriam will get Beiyuan, and conversely, whoever gets Beiyuan will get Miriam. He believed it and bloodbathed the palace, but he did the same. He scolded me as a bitch and always gave up."

"If this was my only resistance, then it was a failure. He ruined my body, called me vile, and in turn killed my people. I don't have any relatives or people in this northern plain. !”

"Then there was Fu Yan. He thought he was the winner to enter the palace, but in my opinion it was the same. He would also be disgusted with me and be replaced by others."

"But in just twenty years, I lost my husband, my relatives, my friends, and my confidants."

"No one in this vast universe truly loves me."

"Now that I think about it, I married a man just for the dazzling jewelry. How ridiculous."

"What shines is the jewelry, the love given by others, not me."

All of Millie's descriptions are light, revealing a sense of vicissitudes and despair.

Bai Zhi finally understood her. She didn't even know if having this beautiful skin hanging on her body was a blessing or a curse.

"Does the Queen know that beauties are destined to have a bad fate?" Bai Zhi also asked her calmly.

Millie chuckled, "Of course I know."

"Beauty is a dazzling jewel. People in the world will flock to her beauty, and envy, admiration, and jealousy will follow. If the jewel itself is not strong or tough, then of course she will die."

Milly was speechless after hearing this.

"You don't like yourself like this, right? That's why you don't dare to tell these things to A Luo. Because these things are your own choices, not others forcing you, so you can't be justified."

Bai Zhi's tone was calm, but her words hurt her heart. Mi Li was suddenly struck right in the heart.

She never dared to speak.

"If your first husband's old men find you, and you stand with them to protect that side's power, then they will respect you and keep your integrity even if they die."

"And you chose to court, and you immediately surrendered into the arms of the enemy. You have no integrity. You are not strong at this time."

"But people always want to live. It is understandable that you choose to lie dormant to survive. But you are not tough enough. You are afraid that others will not love you. You humiliated your last husband, and you are willing to surrender and give up your initiative. Give it to others and let others lead you by the nose.”

"So these are your own choices, and this is how your fate is determined."

Bai Zhi told her the truth directly. If she didn't wake up, she would still have to be manipulated for the rest of her life.

Millie smiled coldly, "Don't girls want to be loved and cared for?"

"No desire." Bai Zhi spit out three words directly.

Millie was surprised by such a straightforward answer.

"Love is not something you can desire at all. Love is need. When others need you, they will naturally love you."

"When you have something that others need, how can you desperately want others to love you?"

"The girl's words are difficult to understand," Millie said.

Bai Zhi looked into Mi Li's eyes with piercing eyes, "No matter how much you say, it's all vain. Queen, you might as well give it a try."

"How to try?"

"Whoever wins Miriam wins Beiyuan. Since you are the symbol of power in Beiyuan, why don't you become the power itself?"

Millie was stunned for a moment, "Power... itself?"