Xiao Yang was so angry at her that his eyes were so aggrieved that they were filled with tears.

He apologized to Bai Zhi in a panic, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

"I don't want you to think of those bad things. Xiao Yang is incompetent and can only give you bad memories. I really don't want you to think of those bad things at all..."

He was afraid that Bai Zhi would become disgusted with him, so he tried his best to explain, but he was still stubborn and didn't want Bai Zhi to think of those things.

Bai Zhi didn't expect that Xiao Yang would be so flustered by just such an angry sentence, which made her at a loss.

She immediately softened her tone, "Xiao Yang... I didn't scold you... I just wanted to say that you have to remind me of the things I forgot. What if that thing is important to me? Are you right?"

Xiao Yang was so aggrieved that he pursed his lips, "What if that thing is very painful for you?"

"That's what I have to say! No matter whether it's painful or not, all experiences are important. People say that you gain wisdom after taking a cut. If I just take this cut and don't gain wisdom, then the hardship will be in vain! Qianxin Wouldn't it be a pity to lose the experience gained through hard work?" Bai Zhi coaxed Xiao Yang.

Xiao Yang still told Bai Zhi everything. When he said that Bai Zhi had memories again, she remembered how Lu Xing and Lu Yuan died.

What a long sigh.

Bai Zhi found a place to sit down under a light tree and digested the surging emotions.

Tonight in Beiyuan, the sky is blue-green, like the color of the aurora, and there is no black hole.

There is no wind, only warmth remains.

The two of them sat on a pile of rocks in the snowy field, looking up at the dreamy night sky.

Bai Zhi looked at the one or two bright stars in the sky, suddenly sat up straight, and raised her voice, "Xiao Yang, I'm not afraid. No matter how painful it is, I'm not afraid! No matter how painful it is, I will remember it!"

She remembered one night many years ago, the night she decided to let Wei Liang go.

The prince sat with her on the roof and said many things to her.

The stars were shining that night.

He said: "If something happens to you, just have the courage to make a decision. The decision a person makes depends on his life experience. There is no foolproof decision. You don't have to be afraid of the consequences, but you must have the determination to bear the consequences."

When she made the decision, she could not know the consequences of saving Wei Liang in advance. Based on her experience, only by saving Wei Liang could she have a clear conscience. She could not be foolproof, so she should not cower because of fear of certain consequences. escape.

But now that you have made a decision, you must be determined to bear the consequences.

She blames herself because she is not strong enough to face the consequences.

He also said that she will always be his bright moon girl.

If she questions her original intention of making a decision because she made one or two mistakes, that would be considered a coward who dares not bear the consequences.

It was not wrong for her to save Wei Liang. How could she be wrong to save a person who was not guilty?

There is nothing wrong with good intentions. Even if a good intention leads to many unsatisfactory consequences, it is not the good intention that is to blame, but other causes and effects.

Even if you are not kind and avoid all factors that may harm you and just protect yourself, you may not be able to protect yourself, just like the beggar on the roadside.

Wei Liang's defection was definitely not because he saved him. He might be afraid of poverty, he might be bullied, or he wanted to protect himself. In short, he had his own fate.

Since you can't control the outcome, take control of the moment and make a decision you won't regret.

In this way, Bai Zhi forgave herself, Wei Liang, and Meng Ying's death.

I also chose to shoulder the burden that I should have and face the results that I had created by myself.

Now that I think of the prince's words, I feel enlightened.

So she couldn't forget that even if the prince's death caused her great pain, the growth he brought to her was still real.

After Bai Zhi forgave herself, she said to Xiao Yang: "Your Majesty has a lot of valuable experiences. I can't forget them. Forgetting them is like losing a treasure. I feel uncomfortable all over."

"Those who avoid pain will always become weaker and weaker. I don't want this. I want to remember everything. I want to remember the prince, raise Jinger up, and tell him what kind of person his father is!"

"I am also Jing'er's mother. Even if I am alone, I will raise him well!"

"My Jing'er must be raised tall and big, able to talk, laugh, run and jump! Anyway, he must be happy!"

Xiao Yang looked at the tears in Bai Zhi's eyes, and felt that her eyes were extremely firm.

Xiao Yang's heart has been moved by her countless times, from the first time he smelled the fragrance of her hair, and her weird snacks, to the special care she received from him alone, and now her tough heart.

Watching outside her door every night.

The same kang she lay on.

My heart beats for her every moment.

He showed a beautiful smile to Bai Zhi, with raised eyebrows and raised corners of his mouth.

When Bai Zhi looked at him in the past, she thought he was a fierce and difficult person to get along with, but now it seems that he is obviously a little sheep, so docile and reassuring.

"Xiao Yang, you are Jing'er's godfather! I haven't forgotten this yet. Once you find Dr. Gu, treat him well! Okay?"

Xiao Yang nodded, he will treat the disease well.

Suddenly, light snow fell softly from the sky. The snow drifted very slowly, as if it was hanging in the air. It swayed left and right for a long time before slowly falling.

A fluffy piece of snow floated to Bai Zhi's forehead, Bai Zhi swayed slightly, and the snow brushed against the tip of her nose, then landed lightly on the center of her lips.

Bai Zhi just dodged for a moment, avoiding the clinging snow, and blew it away in one breath.

Xiao Yang looked at the piece of snow in a trance. He watched the piece of snow swirl in the air, then turn back and fly towards his forehead.

A bit of coldness warmed his heart from his forehead, and then pieces of coldness fell on his eyebrows, temples, bridge of nose, and lips.

Densely packed.

He closed his eyes and felt that the overwhelming snow seemed to be flying from Bai Zhi's lips.

Xiao Yang kissed her through the snow.

Even though he knew it was blasphemy, he couldn't resist the urge to kiss her.

Being by her side these days, I have seen her disheveled clothes, her half-covered breasts when breastfeeding, and her steaming feet after just washing them.

Even on that deserted island, I could hear her and the prince's passionate lovemaking every night.

He couldn't help but feel emotional for her, and couldn't stop his blasphemous thoughts.

He didn't dare to say anything, and he didn't dare to reach out and touch her fingertips lightly, even if he just pretended to be casual.

I can only use this gentle snow to kiss her.

Densely packed.

Deep and shallow.

"Xiao Yang, why are you crying?"

Bai Zhi was a little stunned. Did she say something to hurt him again? She handed him the handkerchief, "I really didn't scold you, so don't be angry, okay?"

Xiao Yang suddenly opened his eyes slightly and reached out to take a corner of the handkerchief. His hands were all bandaged and he twisted them very carefully.

The moment Xiao Yang took it, Bai Zhi let go of the handkerchief, but in the next moment, Xiao Yang's bandaged hands grasped Bai Zhi's wrist.

For a moment, Bai Zhi was stunned, and she looked at Xiao Yang in confusion.

This look is a little confused and a little strong.

Bai Zhi had seen the man before, and she intuitively felt that this was a very dangerous look...

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