I can’t stand it anymore! My ex-husband pushed me against the wall and kissed me every day

"I seem……"

Bai Ran had an expression of shock and disbelief on his face, "Xiang Si, I think I saw Si Zhengze?"

"he?"

Sheng Xiangsi was surprised, "What is he doing here? Could it be that you saw it wrong?"

"will not."

Bai Ran frowned, "I have known him for eight years. Even if it's just the back of his head or his back, I wouldn't make a mistake."

"Where did he go?"

Sheng Xiangsi pointed in a direction.

"Ok!"

"Don't worry."

Sheng Xiangsi pulled her along, saying as they walked, "Whether you admit your mistake or not, just go and take a look and you'll know. Let's go!"

The direction they were heading was towards the clinic's restroom.

At this moment, there was no one in the empty corridor, and they couldn't just rush to the bathroom to check.

"or……"

"Acacia!"

Just when Sheng Xiangsi was about to give up, Bai Ran suddenly grabbed her arm and looked straight ahead.

"It's him!"

Sheng Xiangsi also saw Si Zhengze coming out from the bathroom door.

Bai Ran let go of her and walked towards Si Zhengze.

"slowly?"

Si Zhengze was stunned. He naturally saw Bai Ran as well. "How could you?"

The two looked at each other and Bai Ran stood in front of him.

His expression was complicated. "Why am I here?"

She smiled bitterly, "This is also the question I wanted to ask you... Why are you here?"

"I..." Si Zhengze was speechless.

Bai Ran's eyes moved down and landed on his arm.

Si Zhengze was wearing a pure white shirt, with his suit draped over his left elbow, and the sleeve of his right shirt rolled up, revealing his forearm.

At this moment, the back two-thirds of the forearm was tightly wrapped with a snow-white medical bandage.

"Are you injured? How?"

"It's okay." Si Zhengze smiled, his eyes twinkling, "It's just a minor injury."

He didn't tell the truth.

Bai Ran pursed his lips and pointed to the reception room, "Let's go inside and sit down and talk."

"……it is good."

In the reception room.

Bai Ran and Si Zhengze sat opposite each other, while Sheng Xiangsi sat a little further away.

"Let me start by saying that I'm here to see Dr. Shen for treatment of sleepwalking."

Bai Ran explained his situation first, "I have recovered the memories I lost that year."

After a pause, he said, "What about you? Tell me the truth. If you want to just brush me off, just don't say anything."

"it is good……"

Si Zhengze smiled bitterly and spoke with difficulty.

"The one who comes here is, naturally, a mental illness."

There is no doubt about this.

Bai Ran's eyebrows deepened, "So, your question is...?"

"slowly……"

Si Zhengze took a deep breath, and then another deep breath, and repeated this several times. It was obvious that he found it difficult to speak.

Finally, he uttered three words: "Mania."

what?

"!!" Bai Ran froze, his pupils trembling.

At that moment, a strong feeling of dizziness came over her and she suddenly closed her eyes.

"slowly?"

Si Zhengze was startled, and he crossed his arm across the table and held her hand. "You don't look...well?"

"No...it's okay."

When he opened his eyes, Bai Ran's breathing was unstable, tears were faintly visible in his eyes, and he repeated it very slowly.

"Mania?"

"Yes."

Si Zhengze nodded and held his bandaged right arm with his left hand.

"so……"

Bai Ran saw it clearly and guessed, "Did you hurt your arm yourself?"

"Yes."

There was no way to avoid it, Si Zhengze had no choice but to admit it.

"!!"

Bai Ran's heart skipped a beat.

"So……"

In just a few seconds, countless images flashed through her mind, and a shocking yet reasonable idea emerged.

"When did you become ill?"

"It's been a while."

Si Zhengze sighed very softly and murmured to himself, "At first, I didn't realize..."

"At first, I thought I was just narrow-minded and couldn't control my emotions, so I didn't think about seeing a doctor. Later, in addition to hitting you, I also hit myself... The real diagnosis was two years ago."

"..."

Bai Ran opened his mouth in shock, but for a long time, no sound came out.

"you you……"

Bai Ran's heart twisted into a ball, and his vision gradually blurred, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Tell you?"

Si Zhengze laughed bitterly at himself, "What's the point of telling you? I am getting worse and worse... I started to rot since our wedding night. There is no hope for me."

Suddenly, Bai Ran turned his face away, tears falling.

"slowly."

Si Zhengze was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly took out a tissue and handed it to her, "Are you crying? It's not worth it for someone like me."

"Thank you."

Bai Ran took the tissue and covered his eyes.

I tried hard to hold back my tears.

Si Zhengze stopped talking and just looked at her quietly, waiting for her to calm down.

Bai Ran felt better and crumpled the tissue into a ball in his hands.

"So how are you now? What did the doctor say?"

"It's okay."

Si Zhengze raised his lips and smiled, "This clinic is the best psychological clinic in Jiangcheng. I am currently under control."

Well controlled?

Bai Ran is not stupid.

These words were obviously meant to comfort her.

If he had good control, why would his arm be wrapped in bandages?

Si Zhengze had good intentions. He used to be this kind of person. Polite, gentlemanly, gentle and considerate.

"is it?"

Bai Ran saw through it, but didn't say it out loud.

He forced a smile, "That's good."

Then he stood up and said, "Then I... will leave first."

"and many more!"

Si Zhengze stopped her, with hope in his eyes, "Are you and Mr. Fu okay? Is he good to you?"

He actually wanted to ask directly, did they have a fight after the last incident?

"Ah."

But Bai Ran smiled and nodded, "Very good, he treats me very well."

"Oh……"

Si Zhengze's smile froze, and his eyes suddenly dimmed, "That's good, you go first, I still have to go get some medicine, Baibai."

"in vain."

Bai Ran picked up the bag, took Sheng Xiangsi's hand, and walked out quickly.

They walked so fast that Sheng Xiangsi could hardly keep up.

"Ran Ran! Ran Ran!"

"Ok?"

After leaving the clinic, Sheng Xiangsi stopped her and said, "Not this way, we are going over there, the car is parked over there."

"okay."

Bai Ran was stunned, obviously he hadn't come to his senses yet.

"Ran Ran, hey..."

Sheng Xiangsi sighed lightly, "What do you want? Just do it if you want to."

She heard their conversation just now, and her feelings were: shock and sigh.

If she is like this, what about Bai Ran?

"Acacia!"

Bai Ran suddenly clasped her hands, tears streaming down his face.

"I didn't know, I didn't know he was sick... I didn't know at all! Wuwu..."

How could she not cry?

"I'm not speaking for him, but Aze is also a victim! He is sick!"

"I see."

Sheng Xiangsi sighed and hugged Bai Ran gently.

Mania.

There will be behaviors of hurting others and hurting oneself, and somatization will lead to uncontrollable...

In this world, there are truly millions of ways in which people suffer.