Awakening Assassin at the beginning: None of my vocations are normal

Master Yu Ning finally understood what Jiang Ran meant. He was willing to help him control his lust, but he was unwilling to have any further relationship with him.

For a moment, an inexplicable unwillingness came to my heart. The clarity in my eyes was gone, replaced by a hint of charm: "Don't you want to do that kind of thing with me?" He said while gently caressing Jiang Ran.

Jiang Ran looked at the beautiful face so close. Normally, he might have been a little restless, but now he had no idea, mainly because he was too tired, not to mention that he really didn't have the heart to think about those things in this secret realm, which was full of dangers.

What's more, in his heart, Master Yu Ning is a noble and extremely beautiful existence. Even if he has disrespectful thoughts towards her, it seems that the Tianshan Snow Lotus is stained with dirt.

It is true that a beauty like Master Yu Ning will make Jiang Ran have the desire to conquer, but he will never take advantage of others' danger to do such stupid things.

Moreover, although Jiang Ran is usually greedy for petty gains, he never does anything bad. If he did those things this time, when Master Yu Ning wakes up, he may not be able to hold his head up in front of her for the rest of his life.

Seeing Yu Ning's real person approaching, her beautiful face quickly approaching him, Jiang Ran immediately tilted his head and caught her with his shoulders. At the same time, he activated the "Jingzhe" skill in his hand, and a cold and sobering Qi surged. Entered her body.

The flush on Yu Ning's face subsided slightly, but most of it was still there. She looked at him sadly and said quietly: "Do you really dislike me that much? Do you know how much courage it takes for a woman to be willing to take the initiative to commit herself? Are you unwilling to accept me no matter what?"

When Jiang Ran heard this, his eyes became a little blurry.

You know, Yu Ning's voice is also very nice. It is a combination of nobility and laziness, with a hint of charm and resentment. When Jiang Ran heard this, she felt so fond of her that she couldn't bear to reject her.

A thought appeared in his mind: "Is it possible that Master Yu Ning is interested in me in the first place, but this time he just used wine to pretend to be crazy?"

Master Yu Ning said warmly: "If you don't experience the seven emotions and six desires for yourself, how can you control them? Just do me a favor this time and let me know what it's like, so I won't be afraid in the future, okay?"

Listening to what Yu Ning said, Jiang Ran felt like his head was about to swell. There seemed to be a voice inciting him: "Promise her! Promise her!"

"What kind of man are you if you don't even dare to ask for it when it comes to your door?"

"How much courage does it take for her to take the initiative to give you her most precious thing? Are you going to refuse it?"

Jiang Ran's always clear eyes were filled with agitation and madness at this time. He pressed forward to Master Yu Ning, and the hot breath from his nose sprayed on her face that could be broken by blows.

Master Yu Ning's face was full of joy and expectation.

Jiang Ran looked at Yu Ning's submissive face and suddenly thought of Xue Ji.

Xue Ji originally got along with him as a big fox, and the two of them were very close. In addition to their similar minds, their similar backgrounds were also a reason.

Jiang Ran himself was taken in by his master's wife, he had no roots and was an assassin rejected by the sect, while the big fox was picked up by him from the beast tide, so the two fit in well.

Later, Jiang Ran saw Xue Ji's real body, and was indeed attracted by her beauty. After hearing her story, he wanted to be good to her at all costs.

But vaguely, there was a gap between Jiang Ran and Xue Ji. The two were still as familiar as before, but Jiang Ran no longer hugged her everywhere as before, and Jiang Ran chose to handle many things alone.

As for Xue Ji, a fourth-grade expert, Jiang Ran had never asked for her help.

This may be because of the relationship between Xue Ji and Shui Yuchen. They were childhood sweethearts, but they only had a conflict. Jiang Ran took the opportunity to win Xue Ji's favor and even trapped Shui Yuchen in a secret realm.

After all, Xue Ji and Shui Yuchen have a close relationship. Although Jiang Ran calculated Shui Yuchen like this, it was a helpless move, but Xue Ji had some thoughts in her heart, not to mention that for Shui Yuchen, this was really unfair.

Shui Yuchen and Xue Ji also have feelings for each other, and regardless of his background, strength, talent, and resources, he is better than Jiang Ran in everything, not to mention he hasn't made any big mistakes.

Now Jiang Ran has stolen her love, been betrayed by Xue Ji, and is still trapped in a secret realm for several years. Even if Jiang Ran is the beneficiary, she can't bear it.

The most important point is that Jiang Ran feels that he is not worthy of Xue Ji, not worthy in all aspects.

My own strength is low, resources are scarce, and I have no background. I am at most a little clever. If something big happens one day, Xue Ji might be implicated.

If Xue Ji was still the same fox as before, Jiang Ran wouldn't think there was anything wrong, but she was an almost fairy-like existence.

Xue Ji never disliked Jiang Ran, but when she was completely obedient to Jiang Ran, Jiang Ran suddenly felt that she lacked the ability to give her happiness and was not worthy of her trust.

Even if Shui Yuchen came to take her away one day, Jiang Ran didn't even have the ability to protect her.

The gap was so big that even a calm and open-minded person like Jiang Ran couldn't turn a blind eye, especially the more Xue Ji trusted and believed in him, the more he felt he owed her.

This point may only be solved after Jiang Ran's strength is greatly improved.

But now, facing Yu Ning's self-recommended pillow mat, Jiang Ran remembered that there was another person who had been waiting for him, but he had been avoiding him. His heart trembled and he calmed down a little.

Looking at the real Yu Ning in front of me again, she is on the same level as Xue Ji in every aspect, almost a fairy, and she cannot be tarnished.

Not to mention what if Yu Ning regrets it later, even if she is really willing, Jiang Ran cannot bear or is unwilling to hurt her, nor does he feel that he is qualified to hurt her.

These things were like a needle, pricking Jiang Ran awake in his frenzy. He sat up, leaning his back against the wall, holding his face in his hands, with a look of loneliness on his face as if he was just waking up from a big dream.

Master Yu Ning felt that the warm body around him suddenly disappeared. He looked at Jiang Ran in shock and asked, "Are you still unwilling?"

Jiang Ran said nothing, his face as calm as water.

Master Yu Ning's gentleness gradually faded, and she asked with a slightly cold voice: "Is your vision so high? How am I not worthy of you?"

Jiang Ran raised his head in surprise, met her sharp gaze, and realized that other aspects of her emotions began to take turns to come into play.

After a while, Yu Ning, who was dominated by anger and jealousy, was no longer as gentle as before. Her anger became more and more intense, and she sternly scolded Jiang Ran in various words, even calling him useless and incompetent.

Jiang Ran listened quietly. Although she knew that this was not Yu Ning's true intention, she still felt very uncomfortable. Every word she said seemed to cut a wound in Jiang Ran's heart.