The vicious heroine’s journey of self-redemption

Xu Miao came out of the bathroom happily. When she saw her brother busy in home clothes, he felt very relieved.

"Brother~, you are so kind." She said sweetly.

Xu Sili waved his hands in disgust on the surface and said happily inwardly, "Okay, don't be so disgusting. Come and drink the soup quickly."

"Okay." She walked briskly to the dining table.

Xu Sili glanced at her quietly several times, but hesitated to speak.

She sensed that her brother had something to say.

"What's wrong? I see you have something to ask me."

He cleared his throat and asked cautiously, "Miaomiao, what happened today? I feel you are very happy today."

She drank the soup for a moment, then returned to normal, showing off happily.

"Yes, I'm very happy today, you know? I did a big thing today, that's Yan Yang's deskmate, the one you saw going to see Jingjing with her."

"Ah! That, I know, but what next?" He asked curiously, mainly because he was concerned about whether his sister had suffered a loss.

She was confused and speechless and said, "She doesn't know what she did today. She keeps irritating me. I don't even know what I did?"

"Ah! Is she that much?" He clenched his hands into fists angrily.

"Then what did you do to her? You won't let her bully you anymore, right? No, I'll go find her." The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, and he lost his mind and wanted to find someone.

She quickly grabbed him and showed off, "Brother, you think too badly of me. If she dares to bully me, I will definitely come back. You don't know how miserable I was at her today, and she didn't even have anything to say." , could only look at me with gritted teeth, I almost died laughing."

He sat down relieved after hearing this. As expected, his sister's venomous tongue was still the same as before, and her temper was still as explosive as ever.

He said with some concern, "What about Yan Yang? What is his attitude?"

She didn't care and said disdainfully, "Do you know what he said? He said that there were few people she knew well in this school, and he had to protect her and not allow people to bully her. I was very angry at the time. It was obviously Xu Yan who did it on purpose. If you provoke me, it will be my fault in the end."

Her tone changed, a little aggrieved and incomprehensible, "But, I don't know why? My classmates, we have been getting along for a year, and they actually protect the transfer student."

Hearing this, Xu Sili looked at her distressedly and said, "Miaomiao, they are not worthy of your sorrow. Although you have known each other, you have not had any long-term contact. In addition, most students have the filter of being a top student in their eyes. No matter what they do, as long as they don’t make any big mistakes, most of them will favor her."

He looked at her lowering her head and said comfortingly, "However, those are the eyes of unfamiliar classmates, but those who are familiar with our Miaomiao are different. After all, we Miaomiao are loved by everyone, and flowers bloom when they see each other, haha Ha ha."

He said curiously, "Then what? It can't just be like this, that would be too unpleasant."

She regained her energy and said happily, "Of course, it's not just that. They advised me to let her go. Although I was unhappy at the time, I quickly thought of a solution. Guess what?"

He said casually without paying much attention, "How can you guess this? The scope is so large, could it be possible that you are going crazy?"

She looked at him in shock, "No, how could you guess so accurately?"

He almost choked to death on a mouthful of water. "No, sister, you are crazy, cough cough. What will you do in this class from now on? It's too weird."

She smiled proudly, "Anyway, they don't want to be with me, and I don't want to be on good terms with them. I said I'm crazy. If anything happens in the future, they won't dare to meddle in their own business, because they're afraid of me, and they're afraid of following me." Get yourself into trouble.”

He looked at her distressedly and said, "But, Miaomiao, what about your future reputation? They may really misunderstand you."

Xu Miao said with a serious face, "Brother, no matter what I do? Some people will misunderstand me. Whether it's good or bad, they may unconsciously think about me."

He felt distressed and shocked and said, "Miaomiao, no, why do you think so?"

He suddenly thought of something, gently grabbed Xu Miao's shoulders and said with anger and self-blame.

"Is someone bullying you? It must be? Otherwise it wouldn't be like this. I'm sorry. It's my brother's fault for not protecting you properly. Just tell me and I will take revenge on you."

Xu Miao looked at his brother whose mood was so volatile, sighed and said nonchalantly.

"Don't think too much. It's just something I felt today. No one bullies me, and no one dares to bully me."

He let go and grabbed her shoulders, his voice choked with self-reproach.

"Miaomiao, do you know? I am really scared, afraid that you will be bullied in a place I don't know. You really scared us all when you got sick last time. Do you think we will forget? No, we are just here I blame myself for not caring about you. You may think that we have stricter control over you, but we are just afraid that you are sick and you...are still unable to wake up."

"And what scares us even more is that we can feel that since you woke up from the coma, your mood has often been low and helpless. We don't know how to help you, so we can only secretly observe your mood from behind. We find that you are cheerful and lively in front of us, but confused and helpless outside. We can only secretly wipe our tears behind you, hoping that you can figure it out by yourself."

She listened to him with a pale face, and her mood suddenly collapsed.

"I see you so happy today. I think you have figured it out and faced yourself bravely. I am happy and happy. I believe my uncle and aunt are also happy to know that you have come out of the quagmire now."

She couldn't stop her tears from flowing down, and she choked with pain, "You... you all know..., why don't you tell me, you can ask me, I can tell you."

He bent down, touched her head, and said distressedly, "Just like Miaomiao herself said, you have grown up and are a big child. It is normal to have your own worries. How can we interfere with your privacy?" What I'm saying is, if you don't tell us, you must have your own ideas. We won't interfere, and we will silently protect everything about you."

She cried loudly and hugged Xu Sili, and kept shouting, "Brother, brother, I didn't mean it. I was just unhappy and confused at the time...I didn't mean to make you worry."

He whispered to comfort her, "Be good, Miaomiao, we all know and understand that you must have a reason for not telling you. We don't blame you, we just hope that you will be happy and safe in the future."

Her eyes were red from crying, and she blamed herself and said, "I'm sorry for making you so worried about me."

She said doubtfully, "But why did my brother think of telling me this?"

He tried to say as calmly as possible, "I didn't plan to say this. You are very different today. I feel that you have figured out something that is bothering you. I am very happy for you, but when I heard you say that no matter what you do, there will be someone." To think the worst, it makes me sad and remorseful.”

He looked at her kindly, "So I want to have a frank chat with you. Don't deny yourself, you are the best!"

She controlled her urge to cry and kept nodding.

He pretended to be calm and said, "Okay, drink soup quickly, go to bed early, don't cry, otherwise your eyes will be swollen tomorrow, you must believe that tomorrow is a new day."

She took a deep breath and forced a smile, "Yes, see you tomorrow."

She walked to her room, turned around and closed the door, and collapsed on the ground. She hugged her knees with her hands, buried her head in her knees, and cried heartily.

She sat by the window and deepened her thoughts.

She showed a mysterious and slightly crazy smile.

Since this world may no longer exist in the future, I will let them taste the pain before it is destroyed.