The vicious heroine’s journey of self-redemption

Xu Miao opened her eyes and looked blankly at the white scenery around her, her eyes slightly wrinkled, her lips slightly opened and she said in a hoarse voice, "Is there anyone there?"

Xu's mother heard a faint call and staggered over to check on her daughter.

Xu's mother looked at her daughter who had regained consciousness with joy, and asked softly with trembling hands, "How are you, dear? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

When Xu's father saw this scene, he resisted the tears that were about to come to his eyes. He turned his back and said with a hint of sobs, "Ya Ru, you look at your daughter here. I'll call the doctor to check."

Xu Miao's body was trembling and she wanted to sit up. Xu's mother immediately understood and gently helped her daughter sit up. Seeing her mother's eyes red and swollen, Xu Miao smiled soothingly and said, "It's okay. I'm fine now. What time is it now? How long have I been asleep?" ah?"

With tears in her eyes, Xu's mother touched her hand and said, "It is August 2090. You have been in a coma for two days. The doctor has not found any problems. If you don't wake up today, we are planning to send you abroad for treatment. You must have What’s going on, what should we do!”

Xu Miao took a deep breath, held back her tears, and said with a choked voice, "It's okay. Isn't it okay? Don't worry, I'm healthy."

Xu's father led the doctor into the ward. He watched the doctor conduct examinations in an orderly manner. The corners of his mouth trembled slightly and he rubbed his hands. He nervously waited for the results. When he heard the doctor say, "Nothing is wrong, please rest." He felt relieved.

Xu Miao planned to go home to recuperate tomorrow, but was stopped by her parents and kept under observation for a few more days.

That day, the weather was sunny, and she asked the nurse to push her to bask in the sun, look at the scenery, and breathe fresh air.

She was sitting in a wheelchair, looking at the child in front of her who was wearing a hospital gown but still running happily. He was so sunny and fearless, making people unconsciously raise the corners of their mouths. The people hurriedly passing by, everyone was happy in their own way. They are all different. Some have tired faces, some are full of smiles, and some are sharing happiness with each other. They are all living their own lives. Everyone seems to be the protagonist in their own story.

She stared at all this in confusion, suspecting that the world was a figment of her own imagination. After all, the world now was so real, and she could clearly feel everyone's joys, sorrows, and joys. They were not puppets or tools. people.

She returned to the ward in a depressed mood. Xu's mother came to the ward with a smile on her face, keenly sensing that she was in a bad mood. While playing with the dishes and chopsticks, she half-jokingly said, "What problem of the century has our great philosopher encountered?" Oh, so gloomy."

She picked up the chopsticks and paused, her eyes brightened, she lowered her head and said hesitantly, "It's just... I suddenly felt a little confused. I don't know if my current life is real or fake."

Xu's mother touched her head gently and said with a smile, "Nothing is absolutely true or false. Life is about feeling with your heart and listening to the answers in your heart. This is idealism and materialism. Everyone's choice of whether life is true or false is different. It’s different, you have to feel it with your heart.”

She suddenly realized that there was no need to worry so much about the truth and falsehood of the world. A person should live in the present. The present is the most important. Every choice we make will affect our future. When the time comes, there will be a road to the mountain.

Something like a shooting star slid silently through the sky. In his sleep, Xu Miao suddenly felt the pain in his heart and the pain of a needle. It passed quickly, as if it was a dream.

The next morning, she woke up from her sleep. Her mind was groggy and her eyes were puffy. She subconsciously touched the position of her heart, as if she had been hurt there.

During breakfast, she felt unconsciously flustered and her hands were sweating. When she picked up the chopsticks and planned to eat, her hand tremors intensified and her back was soaked with cold sweat. Her whole body seemed to be fished out of water. When Xu's mother saw this scene, I went to call the doctor anxiously.

The doctor hurried over and performed various examinations with a calm face. Xu's mother was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, walking back and forth at the door, waiting for the doctor's results.

Seeing the doctor come out, Xu's mother moved forward anxiously. The doctor reassured Xu's mother and said, "Xu Miao is fine. It's just a stress reaction caused by nervousness in the past few days. All indicators are normal. You can go and see her." , Xu’s mother’s tense nerves relaxed a little, and she hurriedly said, “Please, doctor.”

Xu's mother saw her pale and sleeping daughter in the ward. Tears rolled down her face quietly, and she caressed her daughter's forehead. She didn't understand that her daughter, who used to be so lively and cheerful, had been feeling vaguely sad since she woke up from a coma.

Xu Miao woke up in a white world and found a black line connected to her heart. She looked around confusedly, thought for a moment, and then decided to walk forward along the black line to see what was pulling her. my heart.

She moved cautiously towards the front of the black line, observing the surrounding environment, ready to hide at any time. She didn't know how long she walked, but the road ahead gradually darkened. She made a long time of mental construction before she decided to move forward. However, soon, When I reached the end of the black line, my heart hurt. I woke up again and saw my parents in the hospital.

She touched her heart subconsciously, and her beating heart seemed to be responding to something. She was thinking whether this matter was related to the unknown world, whether it would be as miserable as the ending of the story, whether it was the unknown world. Something trying to control me?