The vicious heroine’s journey of self-redemption

Xu Miao reluctantly turned around and returned home.

She knocked lightly on the door of the study room, and Xu Shuyan said softly, "Please come in."

Xu Miao entered the door a little restrained.

"Uncle, what's wrong? What's the matter?"

When Xu Shuyan heard this, he raised his head and comforted her softly.

"Miaomiao, sit down. Don't be nervous. I'm just going to have a simple chat with you."

Xu Miao sat opposite him and relaxed slightly.

"Okay, uncle."

Xu Shuyan asked softly with concerned eyes.

"Miaomiao, how are you doing lately?"

She rubbed her fingers and relaxed her body slightly.

"Uncle, my health has been much better recently. I went to the hospital for check-ups on time and found no problems."

He sighed softly, full of worry and fear.

"Miaomiao, when you were in coma, you really scared all of us. I was in the research institute at the time, and they didn't tell me about your situation. I only found out recently that you were in coma."

His tone was filled with worry and happiness that she was now healthy.

Xu Miao clenched her hands into fists, suppressed her emotions, and took a deep breath.

"Uncle, it was an accident at that time. My parents didn't tell you because they were afraid of affecting your research. Besides, I was healthy at the time and just fell into a deep sleep. If there was any problem with my body, my parents would definitely come to you. , after all, the direction of your research is difficult and complicated diseases."

Watching his niece look at him with trusting eyes.

"Miaomiao, don't trust uncle too much. I'm not omnipotent. Sometimes I just can't do it."

He raised his head and held his forehead to hide his true emotions.

"I feel that uncle is super powerful."

"I blame myself very much. I didn't fulfill my father's responsibilities and obligations when Sili was a child. I didn't even know when you were unconscious."

There seemed to be a crystal teardrop falling on his cheek.

He stood up and looked out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

Xu Miao looked at him, hesitant to speak, at a loss.

After a while.

Xu Shuyan turned around, his red eyes and trembling hands seemed to be telling him what had just happened.

Xu Shuyan cheered up and said apologetically, "Miaomiao, I'm sorry. I originally came to you to discuss something good, but now I've made you feel bad."

Xu Miao clenched her hands into fists, with distinct finger marks on her palms.

"Uncle, it's okay. This is not just your fault. Everyone has the right to choose. Your parents don't want to disturb you. They want you to benefit more people in the future. As for my brother, I hope you can sit down. Talk to him properly and don’t run away from each other.”

"Okay, I'll refer to what you mean."

She suddenly said forcefully, "Uncle, if you want this son, talk to him as soon as possible. No matter what his choice is, you can have no regrets. My brother has been lonely since he was a child and longs for love. My parents Although I am close to him and love him, the love of his biological parents is irreplaceable. He has lost his mother, and I don’t want him to come to this world without receiving any great love."

The corners of his mouth trembled as he wanted to say something but gave up.

Xu Miao lowered her head and regretted in her heart why she couldn't control herself. She looked timidly at her uncle who had a blue face.

She said carefully, "Uncle, are you okay?"

"It's okay. I will try to take this step. Thank you Miaomiao for spurring me on."

She breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.

He took a deep breath, closed his eyes and thought.

Looking at her, he joked, "Unknowingly, Miaomiao has grown into a big girl. Is there someone you like at school?"

She blushed and said hesitantly, "Ah, this..."

"Uncle, you changed the topic too harshly."

He smiled and said, "Miaomiao, you are still shy. There is someone you like."

"No..."

Xu Miao felt her heart throbbing. She was holding back the pain and pinching her palms with her fingers to relieve the pain in her heart.

"Miaomiao, what do you think of uncle's new patent?"

"I think it is very powerful. It can alleviate the pain of many people suffering from cancer. It is very powerful."

Xu Shuyan turned the pen in his hand, and his fingers were so bony that people couldn't help but move their eyes along with him.

"Miaomiao, what do you think about the destination of my new patent?"

he asked tentatively.

"Ah, uncle, this is your own freedom. I don't know much about this matter. If I say it, I hope this patent can benefit more patients, allow them to treat diseases, and reduce the cost of drugs. invest."

Xu Miao's face turned pale, her body was trembling slightly, and she replied slowly and firmly.

"Miaomiao, you are right. The purpose of my research is to help more people relieve their pain, treat their injuries, and allow them to take cheap medicine."

Xu Shuyan said with a righteous face, as if he had returned to the determination he had when he chose to take this road when he was young, because this road is destined to be lonely, either doing nothing or being famous in history.

But something suddenly occurred to him, and his whole body became sluggish.

She whispered tentatively.

"What's wrong? My uncle's wish when he was young has been realized. You have achieved such great achievements and have surpassed many people long ago."

He spoke with a complicated expression.

"I originally planned to be alone. When I met Ruoli, I met Ruoli for the rest of my life. That feeling was more attractive to me than my current achievements. I chose to enter a family. Because of work issues, I spent less time with her and stayed away from her more, but our relationship is also growing again and again. The separation deepened. It was the happiest time in my life. However, since I started researching this topic, my whole person has been crazy. I was in the laboratory intoxicated, forgetting to eat and sleep. She was worried about me, so she came to me with a big belly. The place where I lived took care of me, but at that time, I actually felt that she was interfering with my research. It was not until she died in childbirth that I woke up from a dream and clung to this straw."

Xu Miao listened to her uncle's description in shock, and slightly relaxed her clenched hands.

"Uncle, you..."

"I know what you want to say."

"I am a selfish and cowardly person. I can't accept Ruoli's death. I put all the responsibility on little Sili, forcing him to be timid towards me and not dare to approach me. It's hard for me to let myself I care about him, but he doesn’t seem to need me anymore, he has found his own sustenance.”

"I looked like I was obsessed with research, and I went to the institute just to escape the facts, so that I could forget my own pain, but I forgot that they were suffering deeper pain than me."

"I regard your father as my supporter, because he can solve problems for me that I can't solve, so it's natural for me to be a coward and leave all my difficulties to him."

"Do you think this is not the same person you know? I am so ugly."

Xu Miao listened to his description with a pale face, feeling sad for her brother.