The vicious heroine’s journey of self-redemption

All the messages Yan Yang sent to his friends fell flat without any response. Yan Yang mocked himself and said, "A group of people who just follow the wind, bah, I don't care about your help."

Yan Yang was full of confidence when he got up early to look for a job, thinking that he would be able to find a high-paying job.

Yan Zhixing saw his expectant look and did not try to expose his good expectations for life. He left the dilapidated house early in the morning and went to the construction site to move bricks. However, he was told, "Yan Zhixing, you are fired. Here, this is for you." compensation, let’s go.”

Yan Zhixing's body became more and more bent, and he felt that he could no longer bear the burden of life. "You hold on, Yan Yang is still young. If I leave, he may not be able to survive. Just hold on."

Yan Yang had no idea that his father almost jumped from the top floor of his previous company.

Yan Zhixing continued to look for his next job.

Yan Yang went to the interview with confidence, but was rejected one after another. Yan Yang couldn't stand it anymore. He broke into the company and planned to ask questions, but he heard the interviewers whispering, "Did you see it? Yan Yang, he Come for the interview today.”

"I saw it, but don't they know that they have been blacklisted by various companies?"

"Hahaha, maybe I really don't know, but if Yan's main supporter is lost, who else will lick him?"

"I really look down on his egotistical look. He really deserves a beating."

"That's right, you still look down on us, and you don't even look at yourself now, hahaha."

"Yes, I heard that they went to the construction site to move bricks some time ago."

"It's true. I feel like this job won't last long. After all, there are people above who are dealing with them."

"Too,..."

……

Yan Yang couldn't calm down for a long time after hearing what they said. "Why? How could this happen? Are I really that bad? What should I do with my father? No, if my father is so arrogant, will he do something stupid?"

Thinking of this, Yan Yang hurriedly ran towards his home. He bumped into people on the way without paying attention. When he returned to his dilapidated home and saw his father sitting on a stool, he felt a little relieved.

Yan Zhixing saw the panting Yan Yang, handed him a glass of water, and said with a smile, "Are you worried that I will do something stupid? No, don't worry, I'm not that fragile."

"Father, they are pushing us towards a dead end now." Yan Yang said with worried eyes.

"Yan Yang, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain. After dinner, I will find a new job. There is nothing that I can't handle. There are still a few days left to pay for your mother's medical expenses. If it doesn't work, just divorce. Everything must be based on your mother's medical expenses. The body is the main thing." Yan Zhixing smiled calmly.

"Father, we can definitely get out of this predicament. Then we can show those who look down on us how wrong they are."

"Okay." Yan Zhixing lowered his head and suppressed his pain. No matter how many people he begged, he still couldn't save him. Can he really be established now?

Yan Zhixing felt that he might not be able to withstand another blow. If Yan's mother had not suddenly become ill and Yan Yang was young, he might have jumped from the building.

The sky darkened, and Yan Yang and the others came back with nothing, drinking rice porridge with only a few grains of rice in silence.

After several days of continuous failure, Yan Yang's mentality completely collapsed. He said in a reproachful tone, "Father, don't you have any savings? I really can't stand it. You should separate from my mother."

"No, you eat something first, okay, I will separate from your mother, you eat something first." Yan Zhixing said shamefully.

"I can't eat at all. I'm living such a miserable life every day. I can't live anymore." Yan Yang threw away his chopsticks and left angrily and returned to the room.

Yan Zhixing lowered his head to pick up the chopsticks, his face full of vicissitudes of life, he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, put away the dishes and chopsticks, and walked to Nan's to negotiate terms.

Yan Zhixing left Nanshi and looked up to see the dazzling sun, and subconsciously covered his eyes, as if he could no longer see the light.

Yan Zhi walked to the hospital, looked at Yan's mother and said with a chuckle, "My whole life has been arranged well. It was smooth sailing in the early days, but now I am homeless. Although I didn't take the initiative to marry you, I treated you with respect before, and it was okay. You are now I can't afford the medical expenses when I'm sick. I'm really sorry for you. But if there is an afterlife, you better not meet me again. I'm not your best choice. As for Yan Yang, don't worry. I'll leave him to your brother and they will take good care of him. he."

A tear fell from the corner of Yan's mother's eyes.

Yan Zhixing turned around and left, his body completely bent down.

Yan Yang was overjoyed when he received his uncle's message.

"I knew why my uncle, who had been so good to me since childhood, would give up on me. When my father comes back, he will be happy to know the news. If I go to my uncle's house, he can lighten the burden by himself and don't have to be so tired."

Yan Yang waited expectantly for his father's return, but the sky was already dark and his father still hadn't come back. Yan Yang called anxiously, but no one answered.

Yan Yang immediately got up and went to look for traces of his father. He went to the hospital, the construction site... wherever his father might have appeared, but no one else was found.

Yan Yang had an ominous premonition in his heart. He hurriedly ran to the former Yan family and saw many people gathered upstairs, as well as ambulances and police cars. Yan Yang staggered and murmured, "Impossible, impossible, everything." It’s fake, fake.”

Yan Yang hurriedly rushed into the crowd, saw the familiar clothes, and instantly collapsed on the ground, "Impossible, impossible, it was fine some time ago, how could it be, how could it be..."

The moment he saw the white cloth covering it, Yan Yang rushed forward frantically, trying to lift it off, saying crazily, "It's impossible, it's impossible, I'm going to have a look, go have a look."

The police took Yan Yang under control, suppressed him and said, "Do you know this gentleman? He committed suicide by jumping off the building this morning."

"No, I don't know him." Yan Yang said with tears streaming down his face, deceiving himself.

"You really don't know him? Then we have to find his family. We need to tell them what happened to him." The handsome policeman said.

"No, no, I know him. He is my...father..." Yan Yang suddenly thought of something and said anxiously.

"Then you go to the hospital first and we will verify your situation."

"Okay." Yan Yang went through the process like a walking zombie. The moment he got Yan Zhixing's urn, Yan Yang realized that he had lost his father, his mother was seriously ill, and he might be alone in the future.

Yan Yang cried bitterly while hugging his father's urn, blaming himself in his heart, "If I hadn't been so angry and made my father unhappy, how could he, how could he suddenly lose his mind? It's all his fault, and I didn't even know that he forgave him in the end. I didn’t, woo woo.”

A girl pushed open the stair door and saw a tall boy crying like a child. She took out a handkerchief and said to him gently, "Wipe it. There is nothing you can't get through. I understand how you feel."

After she finished speaking, she left. Yan Yang didn't see her face clearly. He was moved by her words and felt that he couldn't be so depressed and should cheer up.

His uncle called Yan Yang and asked him when he would come over. Yan Yang smiled and rejected him, "Uncle, take good care of your mother. I can live by myself."

"Okay, call me if you need anything, and I will try my best to help you."

"Okay, thank you uncle."

Yan Yang wants to take revenge.