After faking his death, he stopped pretending to be a substitute.

"It's not in vain that I gave up the opportunity to watch a movie with your sister and came here to drink with you."

Seeing a faint teasing smile appear on Yu Xiao's mouth, Song Yanxi stretched his waist: "How are you and my sister doing recently? Is there any progress?"

Yu Xiao leaned his head back slightly and leaned on the back of the sofa, and a gentle voice slowly sounded: "It's still the same."

Song Yanxi looked puzzled: "Don't you see each other often recently? Didn't you express your feelings to my sister?"

"Yan Ning has only returned to China for half a year, and now she is focused on developing her career. I cannot express my feelings at this time and cause her trouble. She has been staying abroad for the past five or six years, and we have hardly seen each other. She is a little unfamiliar with me. . I have to get along with her as a friend first, so that she can slowly get used to my presence and my concern before she can express my feelings."

Yu Xiao's voice suddenly paused: "If you express your feelings rashly, you will be rejected. Maybe you won't even have a chance to get close to her in the future."

Song Yanxi frowned: "You are being too cautious."

"This is how feelings are. When you love someone deeply, you will become cautious in front of the other person and worry about gains and losses. You are always afraid that the other person will see your bad side and make mistakes. No matter how good you are in front of outsiders, but in front of others, You will unconsciously feel inferior in front of the people you like."

A trace of confusion gradually appeared in Song Yanxi's deep eyes: "What if my sister only treats you as a friend?"

"Keep waiting." Yu Xiao slowly exhaled: "I have been waiting for ten years, so what if I wait a few more years. As long as she is single, I will always have a chance."

"Why not take a gamble? If my sister happens to like you too..."

Yu Xiao smiled and cut off his words: "Your own emotions are in a mess, so don't give me any blind ideas."

Song Yanxi's eyes were startled for a moment, then quickly returned to normal: "I've always had someone I like, why are my relationships so messed up?"

Yu Xiao looked at him steadily and asked, "Who do you like?"

Song Yanxi's eyes were dark and obscure: "I told you last time."

"No!" Yu Xiao shook his head, his tone full of affirmation: "You may have liked the person you met when you were seventeen years old, but now you like Chu Yanyi. The reason why you think you like him is because of him I never forget it, but my obsession is too deep."

The box was very quiet, and Yu Xiao's words reached Song Yanxi's ears clearly.

He moved his lips in confusion: "I, how could I..." fall in love with Chu Yanyi.

An unexplainable emotion suddenly arose in his heart, making it impossible for him to say the next words.

"When you learned that Chu Yanyi was alive a month ago, you were still duplicitous in saying that you didn't like Chu Yanyi, but now when I ask you about it, you can't even say anything duplicitous. Yanxi, just admit it. Admit that you have fallen in love with Chu Yanyi for a long time."

Song Yanxi's eyes froze, as if something exploded in his mind.

is that so……

Have I really fallen in love with Chu Yanyi...

Although there was no big expression on his face, his heart was completely shaken.

He raised his hand to rub his forehead and suddenly stood up: "I'm going out to have a cigarette."

Yu Xiao looked at his back and sighed helplessly. She always avoided her true inner thoughts and would regret it sooner or later.

There is no way to escape like this!

Yanxi must be allowed to face his own heart, lest he regret it in the future!

The small garden outside is very quiet. The weather is not bad today. Looking up, you can see the sparse stars in the dark sky.

Song Yanxi sat down on a bench in the small garden, took out a lighter and cigarette case from his pocket, poured a cigarette into the cigarette case and lit it.

In fact, he rarely smokes and never has a cigarette on his body.

Unless there is something troubling, he will have a cigarette in his pocket.

Recently, he has a cigarette in his pocket almost every day, and he can't help but smoke one when he feels upset.

White smoke curled up from his fingers, lingered in the air for a moment, and slowly dissipated into the night.

Song Yanxi took a deep breath, looking down at the sparks flickering between his fingers in trance.

Is it really like Ah Xiao said that he is just obsessed too much that he can't forget the people he met once?

Have I really fallen in love with Chu Yanyi?

Song Yanxi asked himself over and over again.

When he learned that Chu Yanyi had faked his death to plot against him, the thought of strangling him flashed through his mind countless times.

But when Chu Yanyi, as his cousin's boyfriend, appeared in front of him with his cousin on his arm, in addition to shock and anger, he was filled with more inexplicable emotions, jealousy, joy...

Looking at Chu Yanyi and his cousin Yan Xiaoyan, he thought countless times to separate the two intimate people, pull Chu Yanyi into his arms, and declare his sovereignty to Wen Zhizhi: He is mine.

Chu Yanyi, who has regained his true nature, is like a red rose with thorns, bright and radiant, unconsciously attracting everyone's attention.

If someone tries to pick the flowers because of their beauty and charm, they will be severely stung by the thorns growing on them.

On the night of Cen Yang's birthday, Chu Yanyi was like a poppy flower. It was obviously poisonous but people couldn't help but get close to him. They were addicted to him and couldn't extricate themselves.

The moment he heard that Wen Zhizhi was pregnant with Chu Yanyi's child, the overwhelming rage in his chest made him really want to kill Wen Zhizhi and the child in her belly.

Fortunately, he tried his best to hold back in the end and did not do anything that broke the law. He just asked Wen Zhizhi to abort the child in his belly.

When he later found out that Wen Zhizhi and Chu Yanyi were just a fake couple and not pregnant at all, he was ecstatic.

If anger, jealousy, anger, and concern are all because of liking, then he treats Chu Yanyi...

There was a sudden pain in his fingertips. When Song Yanxi came back to his senses, he realized that the smoke between his fingers had unknowingly burned to the end.

He put out the cigarette butt, turned around and went into the box.

"Yanxi, what are you thinking? You have fallen in love with Chu Yanyi a long time ago, why are you still unwilling to admit it? You didn't even know the name of the person you met when you were seventeen, and you have been looking for him for ten years There is no news, maybe he is no longer alive."

After Yu Xiao, who had always been gentle, decided not to give him a chance to escape, his words became particularly sharp: "Even if he is still alive, he has reached the age of getting married and having children. If you find him one day, he is already married and has children. What will you do when the time comes? Do you want to spend your whole life guarding a shadow? Or will you keep looking for a substitute who looks like him? "

"Many times, we are not as affectionate as we imagine. Yanxi, the reason why you can't forget him is just because of obsession. Most people can't forget another person, often not because of love, but because of obsession. Because what you can’t get is always in turmoil.”

"You have been looking for him for ten years and still haven't found him. The obsession in your heart is getting deeper and deeper, and you stubbornly believe that he is the person you like. Even though you have already fallen in love with Chu Yanyi unknowingly, you still don't want to admit it. .”

"But ask yourself, do you still remember his appearance now? I'm afraid he is just a vague shadow in your heart now. Yanxi, as a friend, I hope you let go of him and cherish the person in front of you.

Yu Xiao's merciless words were like a starry sword, piercing Song Yanxi's heart directly.

If he was still unsure outside just now, now, he was sure.